My mood is still not that great and I’m feeling pretty drained & stressed, but my mood is picking up a little I think

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I’m happy today since I started my new island. I admit that I reset a lot; I regretted not saving when I got an island with two villagers I was interested in, so I was trying to get them again. I got one of them at least, Agnes and I got Tank

. I’m still brainstorming ideas for how I want to decorate it even though I probably should focus on finishing my main island . I’m excited about the idea of starting a new island journal. Since it’s going to be different from my main island, I decided that I’ll have a background template commissioned

. Now, I need to save up more tbt and come up with some more ideas.
Jewels snuggled with me under the blankets and fell asleep with her head resting on my legs when I woke up

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I’m really happy and grateful for my friends here. Last night I had a meltdown and I’m really grateful to have a friend to talk to and just the supportive reactions here. Really grateful to my team for being kind and supportive even though I got found first in the hide and seek and also especially since I haven’t been talking much in our team thread. My mood has been really unstable even though I’ve been having so much fun as I’ve been having & not to mention, feeling a bit awkward and shy >.<.
I’m looking forward to tonight’s splatoon sessions

. I feel bad for not being as good as everyone else; I’m also grateful that everyone had been kind about it and that they all seem to be having fun still

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Tomorrow I have some Mario Party sessions maybe (not sure if I got the spot yet)! I’m looking forward to it if I do, since the other day was so much fun!
I love how supportive everyone is and kind to everyone regardless of their team in this event. I know this sounds silly, but I’ve played before with someone who yelled at me and someone else (they yelled at the other person thinking they were me, since I was doing bad) for doing bad on a mini game. I still feel bad for not doing good, but it eases a lot of my anxiety knowing that no one is mad or disappointed with me

. I sometimes feel out of place even though I have plenty of friends here, but the kindness that everyone has been showing when watching me play has really made me happy and feel less insecure about myself.