What's Bothering You?

Waiting for someone to relieve me from my work today
Boss then messaged at like 9am saying can you wait for <coworker> which is weird cause usually my boss is in this morning. I asked her when is she suppose to get there as I have a UC meeting in the morning, need to go home first. No reply and its 9:37 right now.

Also wish my phone would let me listen to music on YouTube as I play apps, we have a radio at work but my lofi is much more relaxing
 
The next two days are going to be intense. I've an online meeting as soon as I get home from work tomorrow, then on Wednesday I've the gym before work, physio during work hours (40 mins travel both ways), and a 7pm hospital appointment. 🥲
 
My maths teacher gave us a surprise test! This is graded, going towards our end of year results, and she didn't tell us it was going to happen or what was going to be on it, so basically no one did well. Isn't it great to have a teacher who never tells you when or what to study? 🥰
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Oh yes, and she only gave us about half an hour! The test was three pages long.
 
while i didnt find out what made me initially sad, i now thought of something that gave me a reason to be sadder so i started crying lmao. i watched some SMO clips to make me feel better which helped. definitely need to get checked again but idk where to find a psychiatrist here…. im too scared to ask around because i dont want my family finding out idk,. maybe i’ll try and see if there are online services
 
Also wish my phone would let me listen to music on YouTube as I play apps, we have a radio at work but my lofi is much more relaxing
Have you tried the specific YouTube Music app? I've found it continues to run in the background while using other apps.
 
Lately, I've been going through some kind of existential crisis. I feel like such a failure for not knowing exactly what I want to do with my life right away, and seeing adults who are around my age being more successful doesn't help.

I'm an adult, but I don't feel like an adult, per se. To be honest, I don't think I ever will feel like a "real" adult. Sometimes, I actually super mature and grown up around other adults so people don't see me as dumb or immature.
 
So the boyfriend I broke up with a few months ago. We were together a year and a half. Yesterday he decides to drop the news on me that he cheated on me once while we were dating (we’ve still been talking but just as friends)
You deserved better than him, I'm so sorry you have to deal with that. Cheaters deserve zero sympathy or forgiveness whatsoever.
 
You deserved better than him, I'm so sorry you have to deal with that. Cheaters deserve zero sympathy or forgiveness whatsoever.
Thank you ❤️ At first I felt like I automatically should have forgiven him but then I feel like a pushover. I’m getting angrier since the other day because I knew something was up awhile back. But he chose not to tell me till 3 months after I broke up with him? Like he keeps rationalizing his reasons for cheating and I feel like I’m starting to see he’s a chronic liar and cheater, he won’t change. So I’m distancing myself from him now.
 
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