What's Bothering You?

The job I was reading the book for has already gone. Despite it's deadline was the 10th, I reloaded the page and it says error page not here. 🙃
I guess a plus side is that I did find one of the books I wanted to read, but like it's fustrating when I'm trying to look for a job, need time to read or make cover letters and UC wanted me to apply to something. :cautious:
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Unfortunately, I am not able to play Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp Complete because I do not have any money to purchase it, and I tried to use an old Google Play gift card that apparently expired a long time ago, so I am going to have to miss out on all the fun for a while... ☹️

I am going to have to look at other people's screenshots and videos, instead.
Here's hoping you can get it before they up the prize in Janurary!
 
I can't even begin to describe how apathetic I've become towards work.

I miss enjoying work. I miss being passionate about what I do. Nothing I do at work brings me joy anymore. Nothing motivates me.

I've tried taking time off. I've tried going away for a few days. I've tried counseling and nothing seems to help.

I'm just at a loss of how I'm going to survive until I get a transfer.
 
I very much recommend against gym, physio, and "superman pose" MRI in one day (plus manual lifting at work).

I ACHE and walking is a struggle. Someone asked me for access to the electrical store and it took me x2-3 as long to get there than her. 😅
 
I very much recommend against gym, physio, and "superman pose" MRI in one day (plus manual lifting at work).

I ACHE and walking is a struggle. Someone asked me for access to the electrical store and it took me x2-3 as long to get there than her. 😅
So by 12pm I couldn't walk properly at all. I went to get some water and a number of people commented on my struggle moving. Two people even offered to make me tea and bring it to my office. 🥹

Made it home in one piece. Relaxing on the couch now. I'm giving myself permission to take the night off from chores. Hopefully I'm coping better by work tomorrow - if not it's going to be another long day!!

I've also accepted defeat and ordered a walking stick. It is due tomorrow. Honestly I should have done this two months ago when my mum first suggested it.
 
I got x-rays for my back to check what's wrong. My spine itself appeared fine. However, they told me I have degenerative disc disease. It would explain the constant pain I keep having when I usually bend or twist my back a certain way. It honestly sucks but I'm not... too upset with it because it isn't anywhere to the point where I need surgery or injections. I'd say the pain is moderate at most but only when I sit down for long periods of time. My spine itself is perfectly fine too. It's just I knew I pushed myself way too hard with work and put too much stress on myself for a while now and brought this on myself for absolutely nothing but clearly getting mad is just going to hurt myself. It is what it is. I just need to be more careful and also my doc prescribed pain medicine when I need it and recommended physical therapy which I will absolutely look into. It's just I already promised my dad I would go to New Orleans after the new year to help him and my brother with moving my grandmothers things... and it's going to be A LOT of work and heavy lifting. I hope it doesn't put any more strain on my back than I can take. >~>
 
I really don't want to face the world today. I've pain in my legs, hip, and shoulder and my stomach feels ugh.

I'll do the adult thing: go to work and be sociable with my colleagues. But I just want to curl up under a blanket on my couch and do nothing. 😓

I wonder if I'll ever feel like an adult. I thought I'd feel that way by my 30s but nope.
 
filled in the GP form this morning for an appointment that they requested i make, and instead of making me one, they sent me this stupid link that NEVER works because there's never any appointments available on the system. so now i'm going to have to redo the form again on monday morning to specify, hey, don't send me that link again. wish they wouldn't waste my time like this.
 
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