Made this in canva not even a minute ago (stock image), because I am tired of waking up to phone calls, and in the end this is main bloody conversation she has to keep getting an answer from me.
Hell, maybe one day I might actually write this book.
The fact I say 'I don't know' what my sexuality is, or that when she keeps saying things like 'when you see an attractive guy/girl do you think he's hot scenrio' and I say 'don't know.' She doesn't like hearing me say 'I don't know'
When I try and say I wanna focus on looking for a career instead of someone or something like that is adnormal to her.
I haven't been in love or looked or tried to go on a date is weird and keeps asking me why I don't look.
Mum isn't going to be around forever, you're stuck in this bubble where you stay in home, in bed, playing games etc you need someone to support you etc
You remember when you said you wanted ten children YES WHEN I WAS BLOODY FIVE YEARS OLD WHY DO YOU KEEP BRINGING THIS UP
I think once, not today, but once I said sure I see someone attractive, I guess? but that doesn't mean I want to go all the way with them. Since she still asks this means this answer wasn't good to her.
I think is the main reason I don't like answering my sister at this time, because it always goes to this subject.
Because then it goes to how I should just struggle with a job I don't like because the job I want isn't out there, art jobs etc etc aren't out there, or you never get them so
My gawd I am so late to work now.
I get up early so I have a bit of time to myself but didn't happen this time around.
*Edit: my apologies about old image, I was super fustrated and wasn't thinking properly.