Autumn247
Senior Member
So second post, It's almost 7pm and I never heard from the job so I'm pretty sure I didn't get it. I honestly cried because I really thought I was gonna get it. I honestly don't think I was ready to go back to work especially since just the interview and whatnot has me this stressed out and going full nights without sleep. So some good things about not getting it:
Tomorrow I'm sleeping in. I've been up for over 30 hours so I need to really sleep. I'm not setting an alarm. I'm letting myself get rest and then am going to do some household chores and cleaning to get my apartment back in order
So I guess maybe some good will come out of it.
- I have time to work on my mental health (bipolar and BPD) and just on myself in general. Like getting better/more sleep, meditating daily, working on my diet and getting into a exercise routine and working on DBT skills and CBT
- I have time to spend with my cats Mocha and Mustachio
- I have time to enjoy my main hobbies such as violin and art, and now DIY stuff
- I have time to do other side hobbies too such as videogames, reading, watching shows/movies
Tomorrow I'm sleeping in. I've been up for over 30 hours so I need to really sleep. I'm not setting an alarm. I'm letting myself get rest and then am going to do some household chores and cleaning to get my apartment back in order
So I guess maybe some good will come out of it.

