 I have trouble jumping in conversations or starting them. Been failing at expressing myself lately without it hurting people and always had issues fitting in.
 I have trouble jumping in conversations or starting them. Been failing at expressing myself lately without it hurting people and always had issues fitting in. I also did my makeup today because I felt like it! I used a holiday themed eyeshadow palette despite it being the middle of summer. It's so cute though and I love getting to use it!
 I also did my makeup today because I felt like it! I used a holiday themed eyeshadow palette despite it being the middle of summer. It's so cute though and I love getting to use it! 
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Had a pretty good birthday! Indulged in lots of homemade cake and peanut butter fudge, chilled out and relaxed outside on the deck for some time. Just a nice and quiet day with the occasional well wishes from friends and family both online and offline. I wasn't expecting any presents, but got a few from some friends. A couple of drawings, a game on steam and an insane Godzilla vinyl figure that my nephew pre-ordered for me (the price of it made me want to keel over honestly). Hopefully the rest of my weekend goes just as well.

 
  ); a lot of people have made me feel really welcome and when I was worrying about being awkward in chat so many spoke up to reassure me. I honestly wasn’t expecting that and was going to eventually delete what i wrote because i was embarrassed for saying anything since maybe people didn’t even notice aside from one that was like “uh okay” when i tried jumping in a conversation >< still am so embarrassed about that. Looking forward to the stream tonight if there is one tonight. He is so funny and kind ☺. I never had much interest in Zelda but I am really enjoying watching him play and voice over skyward sword. Another VA is doing that as well, though with more silly voiceovers. Very interesting to see their different play styles and them voicing over the the dialogue differently. I love VAs so much and hearing them voicing over stuff even just for fun. ☺ And they chat with the fans which is really cool! I can’t wait! May post here again after the stream, but wanted to post what I am looking forward to and made me happy recently
); a lot of people have made me feel really welcome and when I was worrying about being awkward in chat so many spoke up to reassure me. I honestly wasn’t expecting that and was going to eventually delete what i wrote because i was embarrassed for saying anything since maybe people didn’t even notice aside from one that was like “uh okay” when i tried jumping in a conversation >< still am so embarrassed about that. Looking forward to the stream tonight if there is one tonight. He is so funny and kind ☺. I never had much interest in Zelda but I am really enjoying watching him play and voice over skyward sword. Another VA is doing that as well, though with more silly voiceovers. Very interesting to see their different play styles and them voicing over the the dialogue differently. I love VAs so much and hearing them voicing over stuff even just for fun. ☺ And they chat with the fans which is really cool! I can’t wait! May post here again after the stream, but wanted to post what I am looking forward to and made me happy recently  .
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 I was really struggling because of the extreme heat, but it seems things have cooled down a little today.
  I was really struggling because of the extreme heat, but it seems things have cooled down a little today.

 hopefully i don’t jinx myself by saying this LOL.
 hopefully i don’t jinx myself by saying this LOL.



Sorry this is late, but happy birthday dude! Glad you had a great one! Peanut butter fudge (and just most things PB are great!)Had a pretty good birthday! Indulged in lots of homemade cake and peanut butter fudge, chilled out and relaxed outside on the deck for some time. Just a nice and quiet day with the occasional well wishes from friends and family both online and offline. I wasn't expecting any presents, but got a few from some friends. A couple of drawings, a game on steam and an insane Godzilla vinyl figure that my nephew pre-ordered for me (the price of it made me want to keel over honestly). Hopefully the rest of my weekend goes just as well.
Happy belated birthday!Had a pretty good birthday! Indulged in lots of homemade cake and peanut butter fudge, chilled out and relaxed outside on the deck for some time. Just a nice and quiet day with the occasional well wishes from friends and family both online and offline. I wasn't expecting any presents, but got a few from some friends. A couple of drawings, a game on steam and an insane Godzilla vinyl figure that my nephew pre-ordered for me (the price of it made me want to keel over honestly). Hopefully the rest of my weekend goes just as well.
 Glad that you had a lowkey day to yourself! That peanut butter fudge sounds heavenly.
 Glad that you had a lowkey day to yourself! That peanut butter fudge sounds heavenly.


I’m drinking a glass of wine and eating some nachos
Another thing to add: I am seeing a good friend this week I am so excited
