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DUNNNNToday was another pretty good day.
I played Splatoon with @Aquilla and had a blast. She gave me some really helpful tips
. I feel like I’m improving quite a bit and understanding the game more thanks to our playtime together as well as playing with @skarmoury and also our chats & discussions in the Splatoon thread. Grateful to both of them for letting me drop in
. It was fun playing against Skarmoury last night too since the drop in sometimes had me on the opposite team (really tough though since she’s so good; she splatted me plenty of times
), I feel like it was a good learning experience
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Yesterday I was able to get myself to do my Genshin dailies and the event. Not impressed by the event since it seems like all the other events with slightly different objectives, though I was happy when I got to use Wriothesley as a trial character. Excellent reminder of how much I “need” him
. Will see if I can try to do the dailies today.
I've had my fair share of BPD outbursts, but my issues were mainly the other aspects of the disorder (ie: disassociating and a sense of emptiness). I find it helps to think before I say or do things. I know it's hard to fight the impulsivity and control your emotions but I try to remember that my emotions do not control me. You have the right to control how you feel. Sometimes I have to bite my tongue and sometimes they get the best of me, but I've been the one in control more recently. You just have to remember that your disorder does not define you. Be proud of your small victories because we all have to start somewhere. I'm proud of you!I almost got really irritable with someone I care about today for literally no logical reason (just me making assumptions as usual) I stopped myself before I said anything stupid. I felt my emotions getting strong while we were talking like they were bubbling up and ready to explode but I managed to kind of distract my mind somehow and not like give into negative emotions and burst out angrily.