☾ The Los Angeles Kings are officially out of the playoffs. I wasn't expecting much out of this year, partly due to the unfortunate match-up, but now that it's over, the team can focus on pursuing a new goaltender. There are other areas that need improvement, sure, but it starts there. You play more confidently with a goalie you can rely on.
☾ I finally got some new shoes. They're basically just a new pair of the same shoes I've been wearing for years. They were heavily discounted because of a Mother's Day sale. My current ones were beat up taking into consideration that I also wear them for work, so these were much needed.
☾ There's this market near me and the entire store is a treasure trove of imported foods from around the world. I haven't been inside until recently, but there are some things I wouldn't mind trying. I don't ever buy huge quantities of food, but I picked up a few products! Can you tell I love banana?
The milk came in a six-pack, but I'm only showing one since the pack is open.
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I've had my fair share of BPD outbursts, but my issues were mainly the other aspects of the disorder (ie: disassociating and a sense of emptiness). I find it helps to think before I say or do things. I know it's hard to fight the impulsivity and control your emotions but I try to remember that my emotions do not control me. You have the right to control how you feel. Sometimes I have to bite my tongue and sometimes they get the best of me, but I've been the one in control more recently. You just have to remember that your disorder does not define you. Be proud of your small victories because we all have to start somewhere. I'm proud of you!
Thank you! Yes my main things are the dissociation and emptiness too but lately it’s been more the outbursts probably due to being in more close interpersonal relationships lately and my paranoia making it hard to trust people. So I jump to conclusions about others intentions and and up regretting what I say when I’m impulsive. I’m working on it though. Two things that are helping immensely are exercise, especially cardio. That really helps my mood swings level out. So I do it everyday and other exercise too like weights, yoga, etc. the other thing that is really helping me is playing my violin. I have been making time everyday to dedicate to practicing it really gives me a huge sense of meaning and accomplishment and my lessons motivate me to keep pushing myself further. Oh and I’m gonna be volunteering with the cat rescue again! I have a shift with them tomorrow. That is always so uplifting spending time with the kitties there.
The banana flavored milk! I actually saw that on Amazon awhile back when I was looking for imported snacks and I added it to my cart cause banana flavored stuff is amazing!
