What's Bothering You?

Garden trauma - don't read if you like bunnies.

Last year, I fenced around my garden to keep animals out (especially the cats). I also just left it to get overgrown in the fall because - life. So it stayed an overgrown, weedy mess all winter.

Now it's time to clear it out and plant stuff. So I pull the big weeds, till, plant, and do a small area at a time. The trauma - i was tilling a row (small tiller, doesn't go very deep, have to make a million passes) and tilled right over a bunny nest - with baby bunnies. 😭 I saw fur and movement and noped into the house to send someone else out to investigate.

The bunnies were ok, apparently I just got the top of the nest. So we covered the nest back up, but it didn't work too well because I had tilled up the fur. So I propped cardboard up over it to keep it protected and still let the bunny mom get in and out. That was a few days ago, and they seem to be doing well, so I think the mom is still taking care of them.

Then I checked the rest of the garden - yup, bunny nests every****where. And the moms are eating my strawberries apparently.

So that garden is useless until baby bunny season is over, which - when the **** is that? I'm starting a new garden spot to get my plants in the ground, but how the heck am I supposed to get all the baby bunnies out of my "real" garden?! 😑

I'm starting to really dislike bunnies. Not enough to send the cats in, but it's close.
Cats may be cute, but even they can be garden pests.
 
How are people so stupid?
Hey, I may be slow, but that was uncalled for.
Garden trauma - don't read if you like bunnies.
Bring in the snakes. And then when they overrun the garden bring in the gorillas. But it's okay just wait until winter for them to freeze.

You won't get rid of them unless you get rid of their homes. If you don't have the heart to do that they'll raid your other garden to. Or use cayenne pepper or plant stuff that they hate the smell of. Marigolds, onions, garlic, certain herbs.
 
feeling a bit weird about leaving my two jobs lol. i've really gotten to know and care about my coworkers, but i know it's time to move on. just kind of sad, i guess. which is a weird feeling when starting a new job.
also i had the date wrong for when i needed to pay off the interest on my student loans before they capitalized, so now i've had hundreds added to my original balance. :(
 
Hey, I may be slow, but that was uncalled for.
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You there. Be kind to yourself right now.
 
Coworker hygiene again.
I work with someone in a warehouse that smells like they bath in dumpster juice. I totally understand that. The smell just permeates even when they're not around. I don't get how some people can do that, especially without being able to smell themselves.

I'm not sure who said that. If it was here or IRL, but people always feel the need to add their unwanted comments (oh geez I'm doing it right now) all the time. If it's not hurting anyone, and you showering your puppy with love isn't, it isn't any of their concern. Do what you want to do. There's always haters who can't mind their own business. If they took that energy and focused on themselves they'd actually be doing something productive.
 
Apparently I'm pathetic because I love and care for Blossom so much. Is it not a good thing to give your pet a good life and show them as much love as possible? 🤔
It’s not pathetic to care for Blossom. I am the same way with Aurora. You are giving her the best life that’s all that matters. As @-Blue- said some people just can’t mind their own business.
 
I had a BPD episode last night but it only lasted a few hours. I ended up sleeping it off. I know what triggered it, but thankfully I didn’t overreact. It was my first one in a while. It’s been a few months, at least.

I’m still proud of myself for going that long. Sort of related, but I think I feel a new favorite person coming along. However, I’m consciously aware of this. I kept going out of my way to talk to her. The good thing is that we don’t work at the same job, so it doesn’t negatively affect my work. But she goes out to eat at my work often, at least when I work, so… I’m doing my best to maintain a regular friendship with her, though. I’m just happy to have a friend outside of where I work, tbh.
 
The world is too loud.

I shut the windows and door to minimise noise, but I can still hear people.

But the problem is it's also too warm. So I can only keep them closed to a point, then I need to open them again. But when I open the window the noise increases again and the blind moves creating an incessant, irritating noise. And if I open the door to the corridor it creaks because of the breeze.

I've tried to drown it out with earphones, but music is also bothering me. I just want silence.

I've even had to turn off the aquarium pump I'm using to aerate algae cultures because the sound is grating. Most of the time I don't even notice it - it's white noise.

30 minutes until I can go home. It's dragging so slowly.

I was supposed to be going to an event at a local bar tonight but I think I'll be giving it a miss. The venue tends to get quite busy and the music is always too loud there. Quiet night at home it is.
 
There are a LOT of things fustrating me right now, but I am extremely stressed over my admin course and what the heck can I even do now.
They give me 'workbook,' which what I've been doing it putting down notes from said workbook to answer the question, yet I didn't see a doc my teacher gave me, saying dont really write or plagurise from the work book, write it in your own words.

But what really irritates me is that they want me to explain it the best I can and I write how they've explained it in the workbook???? I do not want them to just give me back the work. I have been trying to make it completely like the workbook, but I am ust SO CONFUSED

I dont even want to ask my teacher because ive already asked him someone already and I ahven't gotten a reply back about it, there's a number, but im not calling, i just can't do that

What's worse I am on Q10 and still have like 40 questions to do. I dont understand anymore. It even says to put in examples from your own but I have no experience at all!!

I might try and ask my friend who im meeting up because im so done now.
 
This is merely from my bubble of thoughts. I was recounting my experiences today after stumbling onto a reddit post.

Whenever there's a tragedy, a group of people will always crop up and try to discredit it. I'm not sure if it's a need to feel contradictory, different, a cry for attention, or purely because people desire to say cruel things and not care.

As background: A few years ago, I lived through a shooting at my high school. The ordeal spread to mainstream news and social media. I remember some of the comments being rather disgusting.

"Crisis actors" and "Another staged massacre" are what had been written. Those comments are evil. Insensitive. Harmful. Frustrating.

Because the reality is that these comments are not promoting a point. They are mocking the children who don't return home. Including my own peers who had been wounded or killed. Who I have stood over at the grave. Reality is not always a conspiracy fantasy.

I'm glad these types are usually banished from having a platform.
 
I’m frustrated with my inability to read the mood, my struggle with humor and understanding it. I feel kinda lonely and still hurting about a few things (in addition to my best friend never being here anymore). Anxiety sucks. 😔

Edit: I’m feeling better, though I still am a bit worried about my humor.

Earlier I had a big scare.
Jewels got her head stuck between the handles of a bag that my mom or nieces left lying on the floor. Good thing I was there otherwise she could’ve died. I have told my mom before about the handles on bags like this needing to be cut too 😔.
 
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