What's Bothering You?

supervisor at the warehouse where i volunteer twice a week wants me to apply for a part-time job they have going, that's basically the same as what i do now. i really want to apply, but i think it's going to hit me really hard if someone else gets the role lol, and on the off chance i did get the job, i'm worried about how much i might struggle with it because of my chronic fatigue/mental health 😞
 
supervisor at the warehouse where i volunteer twice a week wants me to apply for a part-time job they have going, that's basically the same as what i do now. i really want to apply, but i think it's going to hit me really hard if someone else gets the role lol, and on the off chance i did get the job, i'm worried about how much i might struggle with it because of my chronic fatigue/mental health 😞
Go for it! In these situations it's important to not let the fear of rejection hold you back. It'll suck if you don't get it, I know, but if that happens then take a couple of days to feel sad and then consider what you learned from the process. It is better to try and fail that to not try at all. I really hope you go for it - having someone there who already knows you is a huge advantage.

If you do apply and get the role, request an appointment with their occupational health service provider very early on. As long as you are very transparent about your conditions and how they impact you then they'll be able to work with you to make sure you are properly supported in the workplace. OH is a lifesaver in protecting employees against discrimination.
 
Not that big of a deal but I missed my bus. So that means there going to call my parents and they’re definitely going to be pissed off. So this is going to be really fun.

But I think it’s stupid because there’s this one kid who’s missed the bus twice before, and they can call the bus back to the school, even though it was one singular person. But today five people missed the bus and they can’t. I think that’s bull**** but I can’t do anything about it except not be stupid next time.
 
One of our electronic stores has an Amiibo sale this week for 6 bucks each (including shipping) and now I'm kinda mad I only picked up one now that most of them sold out. The only one that didn't sell out yet is the one I got, but it was the one I wanted the most.
 
This is very minor.
I’m trying my best to get myself to do my dailies on genshin so I can get enough primogems saved for Wriothesley. It’s so hard with me being this angry still and the notification that i got a reply from customer support. I really want to play since I want to work on Neuvillette. 😔
 
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The downside to being a biologist (biomedical / infection biologist specifically) is your friends come to you for medical advice. 9/10 times I'm comfortable answering them - I feel I'm good at calming people down from panicking they've a serious illness and can give them a realistic picture of what they could potentionally be up against before they have the opportunity to speak to their GP. But that 1/10 time you know you can only give bad news is awful. And you need to hear it from your doctor first; not from me.
 
I wish I wasn't so goddamn sensitive. It wasn't necessarily right of my stepmom to tell me "you're a ****ing idiot" and "get the **** out of my face" after she chewed me out for something, but I ran to my room crying and I STILL think I was overreacting. I really wish I could be indifferent and have the "I don't care" attitude I try to put up. It's probably not good for myself, but the way I see it? It's better than being emotionally vulnerable.

And I tried telling my stepmom that what she said upset me, and I get metaphorically spat in the face instead. Yeah, screw that. What's the point of opening up if I'm just gonna get more hurt?
 

To be honest I'm extremely sensitive too, but at least in my mind the people who are more in touch with their feelings are the best people. It doesn't make you weak to cry or be sensitive, it actually just means you're emotionally secure. People who aren't in touch with their feelings are the ones who are insecure in my opinion.

Sorry, I know this is somewhat unrelated to what you vented about, but I just thought it important to mention. Yes, being tough is good and all, but every now and then even the toughest of people need some support or to let out their emotions.
 
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