I've called TWENTY FOURS places of business and while I got varying results (some didn't pick up, some of those that didn't I left a message but I'm not expecting anything back from them, some answered, one even hung up on me) I have gotten NOTHING. Two said to drop an application or resume even thou they weren't hiring, one said to email my resume (that I don't have) but everything has come out bust. I need a job or I'm going to run out of money just by paying for my bills+groceries. Then my parents are going to be ****** at me for not being a responsible adult, spending it all, quitting my job without having one lined up and not being able to get one to replenish my savings.
I'm so sick and tired of this process. I feel like crying it was never this hard finding a job before. With the restrictions my parents put on me tryin to find a job (no third party hiring sites like indeed or workday), having to be 'close', work in a plaza so I have somewhere to go during my breaks and not sketchy areas the options are gettin more and more limited. I'm terrified that I'll end up running out of money and my parents will find put how much of a **** up I am. They keep comparing me to my sis as the more 'responsible' child, every time she does somethin they don't like they say somethin like 'well Stella has X thing why don't you' and I don't even have X thing anymore but they don't know that and I don't want them to know that or they'll be ****** off at me for being so irresponsible when they keep toting me as the responsible one. I'm scared it'll come to a point that I have to end up borrowing money from them just to pay my bills+have food to eat. Idek if they would allow me to pay them back, they say 'we don't take things from others we earn ours' so idk if they would even let me do that kind of thing.
Why does it have to be so ****** hard to get a job, if I knew it would be this hard I wouldn't have quit or started looking sooner. It's been a year since I've last had a job and I quite literally can't afford another year without having a job.
I'm so sick and tired of this process. I feel like crying it was never this hard finding a job before. With the restrictions my parents put on me tryin to find a job (no third party hiring sites like indeed or workday), having to be 'close', work in a plaza so I have somewhere to go during my breaks and not sketchy areas the options are gettin more and more limited. I'm terrified that I'll end up running out of money and my parents will find put how much of a **** up I am. They keep comparing me to my sis as the more 'responsible' child, every time she does somethin they don't like they say somethin like 'well Stella has X thing why don't you' and I don't even have X thing anymore but they don't know that and I don't want them to know that or they'll be ****** off at me for being so irresponsible when they keep toting me as the responsible one. I'm scared it'll come to a point that I have to end up borrowing money from them just to pay my bills+have food to eat. Idek if they would allow me to pay them back, they say 'we don't take things from others we earn ours' so idk if they would even let me do that kind of thing.
Why does it have to be so ****** hard to get a job, if I knew it would be this hard I wouldn't have quit or started looking sooner. It's been a year since I've last had a job and I quite literally can't afford another year without having a job.
is settling in right now and I hate it. Work sucks and my family sucks. Other people's emotions affect me too much. As much as I tell myself it's not my problem (which most of it isn't), it gets me down anyway. Just want to disappear for a while rn
