ali.di.magix
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I feel like I've let everyone I possibly can down at work. 
It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me
It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
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my grandma, brother and i went to the closest mall near my school yesterday, i live 30 minutes away so i usually don’t go to the mall over there. i saw the popular girl in my class in the food court, we made brief eye contact but neither of us said anything to each other and i walked away pretending to be on my phone.
i wasn’t trying to be rude but it’s kind of embarrassing when you know someone from somewhere but you don’t KNOW know them, i think i’ve only said one or two sentences to her within the past 3 years. my brother (who also goes to the same school as me) said that he saw her friend too (also popular and in the same class as me), i can’t imagine what they’re probably saying about me lol this is so sad.
the worst part is that i start school in 5 days, she probably thinks im a loser bc i was out with family.
ofc im not embarrassed of my family but since im so quiet at school she probably thinks im a loser bc i probably have no one to hang out with other than family.
i wasn’t trying to be rude but it’s kind of embarrassing when you know someone from somewhere but you don’t KNOW know them, i think i’ve only said one or two sentences to her within the past 3 years. my brother (who also goes to the same school as me) said that he saw her friend too (also popular and in the same class as me), i can’t imagine what they’re probably saying about me lol this is so sad.
the worst part is that i start school in 5 days, she probably thinks im a loser bc i was out with family.
ofc im not embarrassed of my family but since im so quiet at school she probably thinks im a loser bc i probably have no one to hang out with other than family.
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-Apples-
Apple Imperialist
One of my latest posts on the Random Thoughts thread got deleted. I’m gonna avoid talking about what I was talking about (and they did properly explain what I did wrong), but it still bothers me when I receive a notice about post deletion. It’s not because I want my post to stay, not anymore. It’s because I don’t want to get in trouble on this site.
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It's absolutely not pathetic. I've seen you around the forums lately and you seem pretty cool. You remind me of a certain friend of mine. It sucks to be able to only relate to one person and then they're leaving you behind. Your feelings are very much valid. I also don't feel like a lot of people truly understand me as a person, so I can relate in that way. I'm close with several people, but beyond that there's not a lot of people I have deep conversations with at all.
I'm glad for your friend, but I really hope they have valued and still value your friendship enough to continue talking with you a lot. If you ever want to talk more, my DMs and VMs are open.
thank you so much. i appreciate your kind words a lot, more than i can express!It's absolutely not pathetic. I've seen you around the forums lately and you seem pretty cool. You remind me of a certain friend of mine. It sucks to be able to only relate to one person and then they're leaving you behind. Your feelings are very much valid. I also don't feel like a lot of people truly understand me as a person, so I can relate in that way. I'm close with several people, but beyond that there's not a lot of people I have deep conversations with at all.
I'm glad for your friend, but I really hope they have valued and still value your friendship enough to continue talking with you a lot. If you ever want to talk more, my DMs and VMs are open.
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My home life is, to put it very very conservatively, toxic and hurting me. AND we just got a moth infestation. Theyre really big moths. I already just lost a bunch of my stuff to bugs because all my stuff has been between four hours while I sofa surf but god damn I cant take this. I sleep on the sofa here next to the kitchen and I walked into the kitchen to a couple dozen huge moths on the windows, which made me slam the door shut. Now my roommates are fighting in the bedroom next door (which is sadly a daily thing). Its getting really loud.
Today I was up at 9 am, out by 12pm, back for an hour at 7pm when the moths appeared, and I just got home - its 1am. Im back out at 9 am tomorrow. This is my life !
Today I was up at 9 am, out by 12pm, back for an hour at 7pm when the moths appeared, and I just got home - its 1am. Im back out at 9 am tomorrow. This is my life !
Newbiemayor
Fish enthusiast
Today was just... a hard day. Got yelled at by both my bosses and a coworker called me a dumb***. I'm pretty sore from work too and now my grandmother is coming to stay a night or two which, I don't mind spending time with her but I'm really not up to cleaning my house or spending a night on the couch right now.
