What's Bothering You?

I keep having this intrusive thought off and on that really bothers me a lot, it's only happened like 2-3 times these last few days and it's not keeping me from being able to function normally, but it is causing me unnecessary anxiety and it really sucks 😞

hoping I can draw and listen to stuff and take my mind off of it this morning, I can't keep dealing with this.
 
I am not looking forward to going back to work today after being off for a week. My best friend friend came by yesterday on her way home to give me a heads up about how much of a mess it is. I know today will be crazy busy. Sunday is always busy and now we have a potentially bad storm on the way for Tuesday.
 
i think someone heavily borrowed from one of my fanfics lmao. none of the sentences are the same from what i can tell, but the structure is near identical, the last few sentences are super similar, and it was posted 2-3 weeks after the author gave mine kudos. it's for a smaller ship, so not really the end of the world, but... idk it feels similar enough that a shout-out as inspiration would've been nothing if not polite?
 
constant dry heaving again :sick::sick:
i think i need to go to a doctor or something
also i just noticed my signature isn't working again :cautious:
 
They are still not sure which way this tropical storm will go but people are already buying everything they see. It looks like it may be coming closer this way then they thought. I already felt behind seeing the mess that was left for me. Not sure if I will be able to get caught up with how busy it is.
 
My parents won’t accept/listen to the fact that their cat is at an unhealthy weight. Well hope they accept the weight management cat food that’ll be at their door in 2 days 🙃:LOL:

Edit: even told them when she’s dead at 8 instead of 15 then they’ll know I was right 🤦‍♂️ didn’t like that comment🤷‍♂️
 
My college has been awful with communication and checking their emails. I've been trying to get responses regarding two important matters, but I've been met with radio silence even when I follow-up. The most I got was a reply back from one of my emails saying that they forwarded my email to another email address, so the waiting game continues. This was stuff that really needs to be solved before late August, and now that it's literally late August I'm sitting here like. 🙃 Great.
 
I've been getting along better with some of my online friends on Discord, which I guess I'm happy about considering I wasn't literally a day ago. But now I'm super annoyed at everything else now. Really wish I wasn't so angry and pessimistic all the time.

Edit: I'm also hoping that I'll have motivation to write since I have WAY too many unfinished fanfics. At some point during the summer I made a 'goal' to finish one fic per day, but evidently that's too ambitious of a goal for someone like me. :v
 
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school tomorrow 😒

i hate how it’s going to ruin my shower schedule, i have to wash my hair everyday because i get very oily. gotta love that school air.
 
Life is somewhat difficult constantly, and I only have the patience for a certain amount of struggle at a time.
 
school tomorrow 😒

i hate how it’s going to ruin my shower schedule, i have to wash my hair everyday because i get very oily. gotta love that school air.
School is cruel. In primary education (Grades K-12), five days each week absorb 7 hours of your life, with notes to sit through, rough kids, and tons of homework. But this becomes less of a disadvantage when you're in the 12th grade.
 
I’m in a situation. I have two jobs and I highly prefer my second job, no matter how much I refuse to admit it. My manager from my first job is best friends with the manager from the second job, and she introduced me to the other job. I was brought in at the second job as a borrowed employee temporarily, but they loved me there and I’ve been working part time there 1-3 days a week just due to lack of availability because of my first job. I’m still technically being borrowed, though. She’s only giving me shifts because I enjoy it and there are openings.

To put it simply: There are things I love about the first job, and there things I love about the second job… but the things I love about the second job are more important to me in a job.

I think working the second job full time would significantly decrease my stress levels. I don’t know how to go about this and I’m not quite ready to leave the first job yet. My favorite person is a major reason. I’d miss her a ton and I really only see her at work since she’s so busy with school. I also have a friend that I’m not sure how things will be between us when I’m not working with her. We have communication outside of work, though, so I guess that’s good. We just don’t text that much since she’s not much of a texter.

I’m unsure of how to proceed.
 
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