What Are You Happy About Today?

I realized I was transgender yesterday, and I feel so much joy for finally knowing who I am. There will be a lot of pushback, and I'm having some struggles coming out to family, but for the first time since I started puberty, I feel alive. Nothing makes me feel more excited than to begin taking estrogen and making in-person connections with other transgender people.
I'm so happy for you!
 
Today I make a Starbucks order in only English! The English girl say it doing much better! She has German second language like I am but English first language is hers. We talk together with German sometime but today I surprise with English for order for all construction site workers. I did much better than ever!

She is so nice and be so beautiful and but I cannot ask her on this a date until I can do it in English maybe I do a surprise this way in a future srsrsrs. Today I am happy for my English skill and for beautiful girl be so impressed with Guos srsrs
Best of news my friends!! She surprise me this morning for greet me in Bulgarian and ask me if coffee ordering just for me or this construction workers everyone, in Bulgarian also. I do not believe this and say how you do this in English and she tell me it in German that she learn it for me because I did a speak to her in English at the last time!! I become so much flatter of myself srsrsrs.

But it is the best bit here, she make a write of my name on coffee and instead she had made a wrote of her Instagram!! I think I would drop my coffee but I made myself cool . I follow her on my break and she follower straight back! I try not to let this nerves ruin this for me, but it is because I think my language English still so much bad and worse even than can be I write it. But it is happy moments for me and today it is this and I am happy for it!
 
Finished work in the morning today, and went with my mum to get some photos printed out. Some of them were of my lil' Bell. Most were of a place my mum grew up in, and of my uncles dog.
Had a nice McDonalds lunch, tried something new.

Feelinh quite drained now but I now have the time to organise, play games, write and look for other jobs~
I have also been trying to empty my camera SD card, it's taking a long time with how many photos I have taken! But I am getting there~ Once I do that, I can add more to my photography thread! :D
Might over the weekend do some painting/drawing, that'd be fun.
 
i feel like starting to make another slayers/ai otsuka amv
on lightworks tomorrow, after so long 🩷 💕 🤗 :love:

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Went to the office yesterday and saw everyone! Had a blast and ofc got the gossip from my boss. Turns out someone was telling lies about me...but I found 51 emails I sent that prove him wrong 😇

He's hanging on to his job by a thread and thought I'd be the scapegoat. LOL the lesson here is, cover yourself! Do everything in writing and save it. You never know when someone will try to pull a stunt.
 
- Been doing ok! Work was nice on Friday and then went grocery shopping

- Yesterday I went for a 2 hour hike with my mum, managed to do 10,000 steps, and then had some of my fav curry <3

- This morning I've made some changes I've been putting off to my Switzerland itinerary, so now I'll be spending an extra day in the country 😅 Basically my flight time got changed months ago and it would have been very difficult to get to the airport on time from where I would be. So decided to do a free change to a flight for the following day.

- Got some exciting stuff potentially coming up next weekend - I hope it all works out though, it's kind of up in the air rn! 🤞
 
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i finished my slayers (lina & gourry) amv of pocket (ai otsuka) on lightworks all in one day yesterday! making it, eng subtitling it, romaji subtitling it, doing the off vocal ver... the lot 🤗

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What happened yesterday:
- I managed to wake up early.
- Went to a pickleball lesson and I improved at serving.
- Had a nice lunch.
- Luka was purring on my lap and being cute.
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What happened today:
- My mom made some yummy food for dinner.
- Read a book and I like the plot so far.
- Went for a walk outside and the weather was nice and sunny.
- Watched some anime in the evening.
 
Okay, it's been a while since I posted in this thread, so I will just catch you guys up and highlight what has been happening these past couple weeks...

* Back on July 27th....I FINALLY GOT MY ID IN THE MAIL!!! 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 (I cannot drive--so yeah--I got a regular ID instead)
I may (or may not) have mentioned this part, but on June 24th, my dad and I went back to the DPS (after failing to get his license and my ID back on June 12th) and succeeded the second time. I know this seems too ordinary to get excited about, but guys...this is something my dad and I have been trying to get done for YEARS! We spent around TWO YEARS trying to do guardianship stuff, since he didn't think we had enough documents to prove my identity. But it never panned out, as these lawyers are busy with actual cases. So then my dad finally decided "Screw it...We will try this without guardianship." -- And thank GOODNESS we succeeded!

* My family is currently in the process of renovating our back yard. The patio area is being turned into a sunroom/livingroom and the yard now has a deck and picnic table. The furniture is probably going to be put in the patio area in the morning. The screen should come after this weekend. But yeah, I cannot wait until it is fully finished. It's still a WIP, but everything already feels so nice. I will probably hang out in there a lot (at least when it is still new) once it is all finished. We are also planning on throwing a party in late September for my brother's 25th birthday and my grandmother's 80th birthday (which we will probably be in the backyard a lot for), so that should be a fun day. ^_^

* Today, my dad found out we will have to make an appointment for getting my social security card. While it would have been nice to just do a walk-in today, just him finding this information out is good enough for me. I was pretty frustrated last Friday, because we were going to try to get it done then (he wasn't aware of the appointment requirement) since that was his last Friday before returning to work this past week, but he silently cancelled. I later found out it was due to the carpet (for our backyard patio) that was supposed to come then, only for it to get delayed to the following Monday. So, yeah. I think it is for the best that we ended up not going that day. Even if it was to make an appointment, it would have been a struggle to do so when my dad had a lot of work stuff ahead of him. Things are chaotic at my dad's work right now, so he wants to wait for things to die down before he makes the appointment, which will help to make things go by more smoothly. And the carpet was installed this passed Monday, so what's done is done. ^^

* I will also have a neurology appointment pretty soon (probably not too long after I get my social security card) for my NF1. I am a bit apprehensive, since they will be inspecting my body, which is a bit unnerving, but it is what it is. If it is what I have to do to get what all I need to get done--done, then so be it. According to my dad, I will also get asked questions. Now, THIS part I am curious about. It is a neurologist, not a psychologist, but I wonder if it will be worth bring up my ASD and that I have been highly suspecting I have ADHD. I was supposed to go to a psychiatrist back in late 2023 or early 2024, but since we decided not to do the guardianship stuff, it never happened.

* There is no telling how long this will last, but I feel like I have my Animal Crossing mojo back.
- I recently reset my ACNH island. I should been getting the town hall in the morning. I plan to incorporate multiple themes into my island: Pink, Romance, Astronomy, Entomology, Baking/Sweets, Astronomy, Rainbow/Color ^_^
- I found out how to use a save editor for ACNL on Citra (my 3DS has given out, so I have moved to an emulator). I am sad to shy that I did have to cheat my encyclopedia and all of the fish, as I - for the life of me - cannot catch fish on Citra. Even if I press the key as soon as the fish bites, I miss it. And this goes for smaller, common fish too.
- I installed an ACCF deluxe mod on Dolphin. Oh boy...it has been a TREAT so far. First, I go into the game for the first time and discover a villager who I was least expecting to see--VALISE! I never had her in GC, since she is unable to be a starting villager and Nintendo has not revived her for future games. I never had her up until this point, but I still loved her and wanted to experiment with her as a neighbor. Well, now I am. :,) -- I was not expecting the "forgotten" villagers to be a part of this mod, so this definitely caught me off guard in a good way. <3333
- VALISE EVEN GAVE ME A LOVELY VANITY! The lovely series is my favorite furniture series of all time. <3333 💕💕💕

Anyway, yeah. I will end it off here. Hopefully, I will soon have updates on my social security card and the neurology appointment. ^_^
 
What happened yesterday:
- I visited some relatives for a birthday party and I got to spend time with my cousins' kids. We played Roblox together after finding my old account that I made a few years ago and had fun. They recently moved to a new house that's a lot more spacious than their previous one, so I'm glad I visited them.
- Ate some delicious food for dinner, mainly rice with kebab.

What happened today:
- Played New Horizons and I customized a home for Gladys in the Happy Home Paradise DLC. I've looked up some inspiration on the Happy Home Network app, though I tried to make my customization look unique.
- Worked on a portrait drawing and added highlights to the hair.
 
I think after so many days, I might be feeling better? I don't wanna jinx it, plus my over worrying has stressed me out already but I do think I'm getting better.
Not 100%, I def need time to get back to eating properly and drinking more.
 
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