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I didn't get to see sempai( my crush) much at all today.
 
im usually a straight A student but recently my grades have been dropping.. i mean i guess its because ive been stressed out lately so. half of me wants to bring my grades back up and the other half of me just wants to fail and let everything go because i cant really care for school sometimes. idk

ive also been pretty angry/upset and im VERY tired. i sleep in like at least 2 classes everyday. i dont know why im so tired. i go to bed early and eat and im still sleepy
 
Where do I start, aha...?
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This hot chocolate sitting in front of me is taking too long to cool.
 
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I've started to wear ankle weights during my walks to make my legs a bit stronger, but since I've just started, I'm a bit sore.
 
Finals. Like seriously an algebra and then pre AP biology right after? (Not to mention all the tiny quizzes, homework, and major projects they add to it). But it is the end of the year, so I'm looking forward to that! :)
 
Friends. Lost one last summer who has for whatever reason, decided to start being very arrogant, mean, and has become very fond of making me look like an idiot at any chance he gets. However he still sporadically becomes a good person now and again. I just want him to be my friend again but I guess he is set in his ways. This has been troubling me for a long, long time. I have posted about it on here before too... But I just can't seem to just not care, I only have 2 close friends right now, but he was my closest.

The weird thing is, is we are both guys, and we were rediculously close for a couple of guys, probably the closest you can be without being gay. xD

I just can't seem to get over how fast he "betrayed" me and how sudden it was. I just get angered whenever I see him because of how betrayed I feel. He went from "You are seriously the only friend I have" and such, to all of a sudden running away and spending all of his time with that annoying group of delinquent guys in our grade who we always picked on for being dbags. Eugh.
 
Whew. There's a lot about one situation with my parents. Nothing relationship-ruining, just wishing I could be in two places at once.
 
Teeth fillings. I'm currently scooping ice cream into my mouth, and it still hurts. It's been 4 hours - urgh.
 
I have an algebra test tomorrow and I'm screwed because I didn't study. I'm such an idiot. >.<
 
Friends. Lost one last summer who has for whatever reason, decided to start being very arrogant, mean, and has become very fond of making me look like an idiot at any chance he gets. However he still sporadically becomes a good person now and again. I just want him to be my friend again but I guess he is set in his ways. This has been troubling me for a long, long time. I have posted about it on here before too... But I just can't seem to just not care, I only have 2 close friends right now, but he was my closest.

The weird thing is, is we are both guys, and we were rediculously close for a couple of guys, probably the closest you can be without being gay. xD

I just can't seem to get over how fast he "betrayed" me and how sudden it was. I just get angered whenever I see him because of how betrayed I feel. He went from "You are seriously the only friend I have" and such, to all of a sudden running away and spending all of his time with that annoying group of delinquent guys in our grade who we always picked on for being dbags. Eugh.

I know the feels, this year would've been our 10 year friendship anniversary. I split with a friend who used to be there for me, to not being there for me at all and being inconsiderate multiple times. So I left, though it wasn't easy letting go of such a long friendship. I don't care about what she felt towards me afterwards because I was already done with her... Actually, I lied. I still care. But I don't ever want to be friends with her again. I do want her to be happy, just without me in the picture. And I, without her. Let's just leave it at that.

Anyway, I think you could use some reading on the 5 stages of grief. It helped me understand my emotions when I was in the anger stage. I went straight from anger, to depression, then acceptance. Maybe it can help you understand your grief too. :)
 
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Reenhard's art is kinda bothering me, It's all sorts of wrong when he draws himself with his waifu ._.

That gasmask fet tho.

if it bothers you so much, go talk to her face-to-face
imo I really love those "wrong" drawings, they're very passionate and entertaining
and there's no porno in them, which makes them not against the rules
 
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Sigh... Funny how I find this thread right when I'm feeling like utter crap ;w; So today's my birthday. Normally that'd be a great thing, no? Well, this year, it's not. I've been in a lot of pain recently and I just got out of the hospital last night. I'm still in pain that spikes at times. Also, my parents either forgot or don't care about my birthday. They haven't been talking about it or anything. I mean, they planned a rehearsal for a musical my dad is directing for tonight. And my family has this tradition. We all get up super early, before we do anything else and wake up the birthday person to the Birthday song by The Beatles. That didn't happen and my brother is getting ready for school already. So I guess they forgot... Now, this usually would be a time when people would expect a surprise party, but we don't even have any money. Literally, my parents have $5 to their name right now. So there's no way they could afford a party or even presents.

I thought last year sucked. No party, just me and my best friend at the mall. I think this year tops it though. I won't even get to spend it with my best friend because he lives 2 hours away now and has school today :c

I dunno, I guess I should just be grateful I'm alive or whatever, but it's just been really hard to act positive lately ;w;

Sorry for this long rant/post. I guess I should stop feeling sorry for myself...
 
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my geometry eoi (and my entire classes') were invalidated bc they didnt cover up the posters on the wall of the library computer lab that told us to read and just had pictures of people holding books. even though the state department rules them as not academically dishonest nor did they aid us in any way on the test, they still invalidated them.

I made a 54/55. im a little bit pissed

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Sigh... Funny how I find this thread right when I'm feeling like utter crap ;w; So today's my birthday. Normally that'd be a great thing, no? Well, this year, it's not. I've been in a lot of pain recently and I just got out of the hospital last night. I'm still in pain that spikes at times. Also, my parents either forgot or don't care about my birthday. They haven't been talking about it or anything. I mean, they planned a rehearsal for a musical my dad is directing for tonight. And my family has this tradition. We all get up super early, before we do anything else and wake up the birthday person to the Birthday song by The Beatles. That didn't happen and my brother is getting ready for school already. So I guess they forgot... Now, this usually would be a time when people would expect a surprise party, but we don't even have any money. Literally, my parents have $5 to their name right now. So there's no way they could afford a party or even presents.

I thought last year sucked. No party, just me and my best friend at the mall. I think this year tops it though. I won't even get to spend it with my best friend because he lives 2 hours away now and has school today :c

I dunno, I guess I should just be grateful I'm alive or whatever, but it's just been really hard to act positive lately ;w;

Sorry for this long rant/post. I guess I should stop feeling sorry for myself...

oh my god that sucks so bad D: happy birthday!! if I get access to my comp today ill draw you a present, if not ill give you a diff gift!
 
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