BungoTheElf
Senior Member
HOMEWORK
Homework for six AP classes. Not fun.
HOW ARE YOU EVEN ALIVE WITH 6 AP CLASSES WHAT. Good luck on AP Tests next week. T-T
Friends. Lost one last summer who has for whatever reason, decided to start being very arrogant, mean, and has become very fond of making me look like an idiot at any chance he gets. However he still sporadically becomes a good person now and again. I just want him to be my friend again but I guess he is set in his ways. This has been troubling me for a long, long time. I have posted about it on here before too... But I just can't seem to just not care, I only have 2 close friends right now, but he was my closest.
The weird thing is, is we are both guys, and we were rediculously close for a couple of guys, probably the closest you can be without being gay. xD
I just can't seem to get over how fast he "betrayed" me and how sudden it was. I just get angered whenever I see him because of how betrayed I feel. He went from "You are seriously the only friend I have" and such, to all of a sudden running away and spending all of his time with that annoying group of delinquent guys in our grade who we always picked on for being dbags. Eugh.
Reenhard's art is kinda bothering me, It's all sorts of wrong when he draws himself with his waifu ._.
That gasmask fet tho.
Sigh... Funny how I find this thread right when I'm feeling like utter crap ;w; So today's my birthday. Normally that'd be a great thing, no? Well, this year, it's not. I've been in a lot of pain recently and I just got out of the hospital last night. I'm still in pain that spikes at times. Also, my parents either forgot or don't care about my birthday. They haven't been talking about it or anything. I mean, they planned a rehearsal for a musical my dad is directing for tonight. And my family has this tradition. We all get up super early, before we do anything else and wake up the birthday person to the Birthday song by The Beatles. That didn't happen and my brother is getting ready for school already. So I guess they forgot... Now, this usually would be a time when people would expect a surprise party, but we don't even have any money. Literally, my parents have $5 to their name right now. So there's no way they could afford a party or even presents.
I thought last year sucked. No party, just me and my best friend at the mall. I think this year tops it though. I won't even get to spend it with my best friend because he lives 2 hours away now and has school today :c
I dunno, I guess I should just be grateful I'm alive or whatever, but it's just been really hard to act positive lately ;w;
Sorry for this long rant/post. I guess I should stop feeling sorry for myself...