What's Bothering You?

[ZeldaCrossing64]

This is minor compared to what I've been dealing with the past few months, but I'm not sure if I want to continue taking my sleeping medication. I know I have a hard time maintaining my sleep schedule on my own, but I'm still feeling tired and out of it even with eight hours of sleep. My doctor is really insistent on me taking the meds, so I'm scared to tell him about my doubts.

Yesterday was a really stressful day at work, but I'm glad it's over with. I hate working late shifts, which made up most of my shifts during the past couple of weeks. My job just makes me tired and stressed in general, though.

 

[Dunquixote]

I’m just really stressed

 

[Dim]

This is minor compared to what I've been dealing with the past few months, but I'm not sure if I want to continue taking my sleeping medication. I know I have a hard time maintaining my sleep schedule on my own, but I'm still feeling tired and out of it even with eight hours of sleep. My doctor is really insistent on me taking the meds, so I'm scared to tell him about my doubts.

Yesterday was a really stressful day at work, but I'm glad it's over with. I hate working late shifts, which made up most of my shifts during the past couple of weeks. My job just makes me tired and stressed in general, though.

This might sound obvious but is there any way you could have it reduced? I've cut my down a bit and I'm feeling more awake and effiecient with my day.

 

[Crash]

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[skarmoury]

seven. days. ahwiskdnej
slept for like 5 hrs max ?? because of course my anxiety woke me up again and would not let me back to sleep i cannot catch a break

 

[.: Meri :.]

finally called animal control on an aggressive dog in the neighborhood who keeps getting loose, and the officer never even showed up. We actually had to shelter a delivery driver in our house because of the dog and they also reported it, so maybe it'll be taken seriously now that there are multiple reports about it

 

[Chris]

It is raining. Something is causing water to drip once per second on my skylight.

It is nearly 5am and it is making it impossible to fall back to sleep.

 

[Devicho]

Even though I feel better than I did towards the start of the year, and have had the time to process some of what’s been on my mind, I’m still struggling with this general but overpowering sense of simply not belonging that is making it really hard to get back into my usual rhythm. I usually enjoy drawing, but have barely been able to churn anything out.

 

[-Mars-]

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[VernalLapin]

I’m thinking about my highschool days and beyond embarrassed that I had to teach myself this. In groupchats, I should Never say anything unless it’s important. 99% of it is inside jokes and no one wants to hear my ****ty attempts at trying to join them.

 

[-Raven-]

I haven’t been here in a couple of days. I’m feeling that thing again where I try to do things again and then I end up beating myself down and out of it. I just don’t want to do anything anymore.

 

[lasagne_of_death]

Long rant about some stuff, deleted now

 

[mogyay]

have such bad stomach cramp today to help me escape the pain I ended up falling asleep for like 2 hours this afternoon which I know is gonna mess up my sleep tonight sigh

 

[Giddy]

welp my plans went out the window when I woke up unwell.
So, I've not been able to focus on DIY, my ears/hearing is really bad and my head feels weird. Blowing my nose is just the worse. I've just been playing pokemon.
I was also trying to hatch a shiny purrloin on moon yesterday with shiny charm and matsuda method and still nothig.

 

[-Raven-]

The neighbour’s tree caught fire. It almost went onto our tree which would have definitely lead to fire on our house because it basically hangs over my room.

Maybe not such a good place to have a $3500 computer but dunno where else to game. Aside from that today sucked anyway. Today was a very depressing day that was just a cherry on top.

 

[Devicho]

I wish so badly I could’ve had a normal family sometimes. There are ways in which I’m at peace just not having a family, but in other ways it sucks because they left me with so much mental baggage that makes daily life hard, and not having a family (I’m estranged for my own good) is just another way I’m different from the vast majority of people, especially since I also don’t want children.

Couple that with other negative events in my life that don’t specifically tie back to family and I think my brain still struggles, even after all this time, to not partially blame itself. Like this nagging feeling that if I was actually innocent then I would’ve caught a break at some point. It’s not like it’s helpful to think that way, and I know logically that I’m not at fault for a lot of what I endured, but it’s uncomfortable realizing that there wasn’t a “reason” necessarily and that I was treated anywhere from neglectfully to actively cruelly, repeatedly, simply because.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Doo]

Can’t get anything done because I feel so rubbish, and that’s just making it worse. I just have no motivation. Studying feels pointless when I’m miles away from being able to work etc and not sure I’ll ever get there

 

[Dim]

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[Croconaw]

This is a very minor bother, but my grandma listens to the rosary (or other religious stuff) at night very loudly and I find it difficult to sleep sometimes because of this. It’s only a temporary living situation, but she has no consideration for other people.

It doesn’t bother me that it’s religious, but it’s the fact that it’s played at almost max volume. Also, it’s really annoying how she says she can’t be homophobic or racist because she has gay/poc friends. I’m not sure what’s worse - her bigotry or the fact that LGBT folks/poc are actually friends with her??