What's Bothering You?

I have no more room on my switch album for photos/videos D: Found out when I was doing the toy day event and it was kinda a shock. Makes me definitely wanna focus on my journals so I can remove ones I don't really need to keep on there.

KFC dinner was alright, but it came lukewarm, to which my mum had to use the oven, air fryer and microwave for our food, funnily enough she said we should've gotten pizza, even though the time we were debating on it, said she didn't want pizza.
 
Feeling really down tonight... This might be the first time I have been stressed and depressed instead of excited on Christmas Eve. There was only one thing left I could look forward to since I couldn't buy presents, and I might have that ruined tonight because of this stupid house I am stuck in. Being stressed out over whether or not I am going to be affected by a fire outside is the one thing I didn't want tonight. Why couldn't that have been last night? Why tonight, of all nights? I am sick of this whole month. I haven't been able to enjoy much of it at all.
 
I was super tired after yesterday but barely got to sleep bc half the neighborhood was setting off fireworks all through the night?? Like they didn't even start until 11:30pm?? 😭 y'all trying to shoot down Santa or something?? at least save the fireworks for New Year's jeez
 
I understand that 🫂 Last year my one sister gifted me a shirt way too small and an expired box of cake mix. Like way expired. She probably grabbed it all last minute and was just getting rid of stuff lol. I didn't even bother with her this year.
i think what makes it worse is that he couldn't even afford the gaming pc. he bought it with one of those payment plan things and hasn't even paid half of it off yet, but he still went and bought her it. if he'd opted to buy me stuff he was actually sent (links he asked for!) either instead of or with the chair, maybe i wouldn't mind so much, but i can't pretend the overwhelming price disparity doesn't sting, especially after he bragged about getting the chair secondhand and at a discount lol.
 
I don't recognize my own brother outside the house. It happened thrice already. I was in a shop looking for something next to a man for a while and didn't notice it was my brother before he started talking to me, why? It's annoying. Two other incidents made me realized that I don't really see people faces.
 
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