What's Bothering You?

[kokone kizuki]

Ough my arms are so sore from getting immunizations

the one that hurt less originally is way more sore now and I have no clue why

I can barely lift that arm above my head

 

[daringred_]

internet on my pc has started dropping/going slow out of nowhere tried all the "fixes" suggested, but nothing's worked. wondering if i should get a new wifi adapter, but they're about £20 minimum and i can't say for sure if that's even the problem. pretty sure it's not the network/router, because the internet on my phone has been perfectly fine ripp

 

[-Raven-]

I’m just going to keep it short and get out that yall my “dad” did the thing again.

He started an argument while I was sleeping… on Christmas. Like when I was a kid. Like the one thing I begged for him not to do my whole life, every Christmas asked for as a kid and waking me up? Well we had arguments over it this year.

This is why I hate this holiday irl… actually online it can be nice, I have actual friends and stuff, and I care about you guys despite my absence. But… yeah hearing about this damn holiday as early as September sucks with these memories. Paired with last year’s memories. It’s rough.

Otherwise: he’s been extremely racist in the last month. My boyfriend he doesn’t know about is black, some people helping me a lot IRL are black, he’s aggressive toward them for their race and scares them away from coming in the house because of it, dropped a racist slur against them (yes it was the hard version, not that it makes it any better), yesterday while my family was over he said a bunch of things to other POC starting political talk… I already know he’s queerphobic too (and I think he doesn’t believe me telling him that I’m not straight), he’s just a bigot… Most of my friends are POC and he’s a genuine embarassment.

This is no dad and my boyfriend’s also sucks and was a deadbeat so, I have no dad lol.

Happy holidays gs… hate this holiday irl but I still appreciate the sentiments from my actual friends.

Just need the bf to give me Wintersberg, I fell asleep to that and it was nice. Zzzz. I also didn’t enjoy a bath yesterday like I have wanted to for a long while because the neighbours’ noise made it stressful.

 

[Midoriya]

I'm good now.

 

[Dim]

Nothing is helping my mood right now. I'm so sick of everything.

 

[Tude]

Anyone who wants to talk, my PMs are there.

 

[Doo]

I hate growing up

 

[Giddy]

I have no more room on my switch album for photos/videos D: Found out when I was doing the toy day event and it was kinda a shock. Makes me definitely wanna focus on my journals so I can remove ones I don't really need to keep on there.

KFC dinner was alright, but it came lukewarm, to which my mum had to use the oven, air fryer and microwave for our food, funnily enough she said we should've gotten pizza, even though the time we were debating on it, said she didn't want pizza.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I really do have a mental issue and I cannot control it that's why I'm on medication to handle it. I've been having so much dark thoughts lately

 

[Seastar]

Feeling really down tonight... This might be the first time I have been stressed and depressed instead of excited on Christmas Eve. There was only one thing left I could look forward to since I couldn't buy presents, and I might have that ruined tonight because of this stupid house I am stuck in. Being stressed out over whether or not I am going to be affected by a fire outside is the one thing I didn't want tonight. Why couldn't that have been last night? Why tonight, of all nights? I am sick of this whole month. I haven't been able to enjoy much of it at all.

 

[Tude]

Sounds scary. Please stay safe.

 

[Seastar]

Just did something wrong and almost choked on soda. Scared me to death and I don't feel like I have returned to normal yet.

 

[-Apples-]

A stormy night and Christmas Eve? Not a good mix. Seems more like Halloween weather to me.

I’ll edit this post if we get a power outage.

 

[Halloqueen]

Just missed the cutoff to submit for the drawn portion of Myths of Merriment. I wasn't going to win anything anyway, but I still worked on the entry, lol. No big deal though, I put it off too long.

 

[Bluelady]

My a-hole neighbors are lighting up a bunch of illegal fireworks. I was not prepared for this.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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[Beanz]

i looked in a mirror with really good bright lighting and i was made aware of how deep my acne scars are. like half of my face is just full of acne scars and hyperpigmentation. luckily i’m going to the dermatologist next month but still.

 

[daringred_]

i know i shouldn't be ungrateful but my brother bought my sister a gaming pc for god knows how many hundreds and bought me a £20 chair secondhand after ignoring links my sister sent him for stuff i actually wanted

 

[-Blue-]

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I understand that Last year my one sister gifted me a shirt way too small and an expired box of cake mix. Like way expired. She probably grabbed it all last minute and was just getting rid of stuff lol. I didn't even bother with her this year.

 

[.: Meri :.]

I was super tired after yesterday but barely got to sleep bc half the neighborhood was setting off fireworks all through the night?? Like they didn't even start until 11:30pm?? y'all trying to shoot down Santa or something?? at least save the fireworks for New Year's jeez