What's Bothering You?

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Just feeling really frustrated about last night. I busted my ass off cleaning and doing laundry and I didn't get a single thanks in return. My parents were asleep and my brother was playing games with his friend who was staying over so I was stuck doing all the chores.

Also, our washer broke last night and was filled with water, so I had to manually drain all the water from the dirty clothes and put them in a basket in the bathtub. I didn't know what else to do, so I went to my parents for help, which is the opposite of what I got. My dad just dismissed the problem and said "whatever, I'll fix it in the morning, just let me sleep" and my step-mom got mad at me 'cause my voice was too 'loud' and 'panicky'. I'm sorry, did you want me to not tell you at all?

Ugh, I shouldn't be mad about this still, but I'm known to hold grudges. :/ Also just not having a good start to my day, but whatever.

 

[moonbyu]

bad bad migraine

 

[Stalfie]

Now I am PISSED OFF thank you VERY ****ING MUCH cos someone sprayed BLM on my front door in red paint and I literally live here with my mama and brothers and we are all black or black mixed so why the **** would they do this and what point to they feel they making with this and btw ALL LIVES MATTER mine ours theirs yours and I am sick and tired of being ****ing patronised already by people who probably are not even a little bit black or if they are then they are using it as an excuse to hate and making black elders like my mama cry her eyes out and fear going outside

 

[DaCoSim]

Oiy. My youngest retired his old laptop to me and were in the process of adding all my stuff on there. Tried to log into tbt and apparently I changed my password. Now I gotta remember what it was. Thought I had it written down somewhere

 

[Dunquixote]

Just woke up and I had a dream that I told someone else about what is going on with my best friend and me and my feelings. Needless to say, it made me more depressed so I’ll probably be going to bed early again tonight.

 

[Seastar]

During the time I've been waiting for the egg hunt, I've been becoming increasingly physically worse. I don't want a migraine, but I have a really bad one. I feel so tired and awful... I just want to look for eggs but I know I will be miserable if I do that.

 

[themysterybidder]

Been up since 5am (Friday) It's nearly 4am and I haven't even been to bed after a very eventful night. I'm going to try and get a little sleep, but I feel very awake now after events. Hope everything is even slightly better in the morning.

 

[Dinosaur]

Trying to find the right doctor can be such a time consuming process. Both in finding them and trying to get an appointment.

 

[themysterybidder]

Last night, I thought I was going to have 3 days to myself. However, today at least, it's not going to happen. I should just resign myself to the fact, I'm lucky to get an odd half an hour to myself unless I get up about 4am or stay up past midnight.

 

[SkyKnight03]

On Monday - my family stands in court with a man who stalked us, blackmailed us, committed home invasion several times, and nearly killed one of us. Terrorized our family for over 5 years and made life hell.

I could easily get out of it. I'm attending to show support towards my family. In the end I suppose it's the most important thing we have. I've had issues and disputes with my family, but this man is pure evil.

I do wish they had requested a police escort. There's a big chance he's going to stalk us or cause an altercation. Or, because he's affiliated with gangs in the area, send one of them to try something. (which is what he's done in the past).

At least it'll hopefully be the end of this, and we'll never have to see him ever again.

It's going to be quite a day. Hard for me to feel excited about Easter.

 

[boring]

I have a good home, stable income, a loving partner, kind friends and a bright academic career ahead of me…. so why do I feel so alone? Why do I cry when I see skinny cats and sob as I lay in the grass, making daisy chains longer than my life? Why does my mind relentlessly run away every hour of the day and why must I always wonder ‘why’?

 

[Xara]

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[.: Meri :.]

this is really not a good weekend for cramps and brain fog. I'm trying but I can't focus on the egg clues.

 

[Stalfie]

I cleaned my door cos mama was so upset and I saw other doors had been sprayed too and it makes me pissed off cos do they who do this not understand WE LIVE HERE SO WHO YOU SAYING THIS TO and it is like they think these ends are abandoned which makes us feel they see our HOMES as trash like a broken phone box to spray on and why do they think spraying our DOORS makes us feel like our lives matter? I want them to stop patronising us but most of all stop pretending they give a **** when you treat our homes with disrespect to tell us our lives matter. I catch who did this I am dragging them to my church

 

[VernalLapin]

Eeeeeeew they put lettuce on my sandwich at jimmy johns after i expressly told them not too there’s like a whole salads worth of soggy lettuce it’s so ****in disgusting

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

Finally heard back from my friend after I texted him an early happy bunny day. He did apologize for being very late to reply still…feel more sad now that i got some sort of response back from him. Probably would’ve been better if he didn’t message me, at least mood wise. I can’t stop my eyes from tearing up even with genshin in front of me and trying to figure out the egg clues. I’m tired of being sad and depresssed but at the same time, there is nothing else I want besides my best friend and things to go back to normal. I don’t think I’ll ever be ready to leave the house and meet people.

Also I might’ve chipped a filling on something while I was eating . I’m hoping it is very minor that they can fix on my next appointment rather than make more than one appointment.

 

[mocha.]

My fur baby has FIP. I’m absolutely devastated but my partner and I will do everything we can to help him fight this.

 

[moonbyu]

how i love when my parents come home and randomly get aggro for no reason and spin it on me to make it seem like im at fault! so fun!!! /s

 

[Bruscoe]

Spoiler: Social life

I don't think I'm feeling okay. I've made a request to see a new mental health therapist. I'm basically continuing to act like a big loner in real life, which is causing me to have major mood swings both at work and in public. This "lone wolf" lifestyle is going to put my overall health in jeopardy.

Yesterday, I had a mood swing which involved a random thought of friends I hung out with in high school. I frequently reminisce about all the fun times and moments I had from all the way back then, and the mere thought of not being able to see any of them again is causing me to feel sick at times. I know that never seeing high school friends again is a very common occurrence, but for some reason, I'm still feeling very sentimental about those years. When I go out in public and see groups of friends my age hanging out and having a good time, I start to feel sad and sort of jealous that I'm not one of "them" anymore. The last time I made contact with a friend was in early November, and from what I could visually tell from their body language and tone, they suddenly made it seem like they didn't want to talk to me. At this point, the whole friend group I was in was already starting to collapse due to various factors, and now I've made no contact with any of them in nearly six months. I never told anyone that I wanted to be left alone, but after getting put on read all the time in the group chat, that basically was a sign that I'm unwanted. I then made the decision to quit Snapchat at the beginning of the year - announcing to the brick wall of friends that I'm done - and haven't regretted my decision since. With the exception of very occasional Instagram visits, I've abandoned social media completely.

Group this alongside my boss taking advantage of my higher-than-expected capabilities at the same time, and my mental health really started to take a hit. It wasn't until very recently did I send a message to her explaining the mental health crisis I've been going through, and she at least understood where I came from. When I unexpectedly got rear-ended on the job two weeks ago, that's when I decided to take a morning shift off to take a time-out and piece myself together again mentally. I've been given some resources to help with my anxiety, and I'm taking action this week to combat it.

I want new friends to hang out with at places again. I hate being lonely, and this needs to end.

 

[LittleMissPanda]

Being sick is fun, who else agrees who else loves busy, chaotic weekends with the family during Easter...