schedule to go into the city court this Tuesday at 9am to pay for my ticket, just thinking about it is making me feel so scared and anxious

having incessant and spiraling thoughts about stressful situations is just one of the many perks of being autistic

edit: okay so I guess I only need to go in if I want to fight it, and I don't, because I know I deserved that ticket. but I have to wait til Monday to go in and pay it. wish I could just get it done now so I don't have to worry about it anymore
