What's Bothering You?

i miss the leniency of school where you could disappear for a month as long as you still got your homework done, i miss being able to visit my overseas family (i’ve only gone 5 or 6 times in my life) but it seems it’ll be impossible with this job even though i could do everything remotely 🙃 the most time off they’ll ever give me is 2 weeks because they don’t want me using my entire vacation time in one shot, but that’s way too short for visiting another country

i only have one grandparent left and it sucks knowing i probably won’t have another chance to see him

and on the topic of work, i don’t understand how people can just sit for 8 hours with nothing to do and not be allowed to leave early, i just have to sit here and pretend to look productive when no one has anything for me to do 🫠
 
I haven't slept all week because of this disgusting heatwave, it's now humid as well as hot and the house feels stuffy because it's barely cooled down overnight. Oh well only another 3 days of this rubbish to go before normal autumnal weather resumes.
 
My dad went to a football game tonight and I don’t mesn to poop on his parade, but I didn’t know earlier, and now I feel resigned to getting covid after everything else. I’ve never had it actually, but I’m absolutely positive someone in that crowd would have, and I know my dad doesn’t mask anymore. The fact it’s winter here or that’s the worst crowd or that I was just sick as hell, nope, too inconvenient for him. I mean even when he did he had it under his nose. I swear any time I try to pick myself up this isn’t even definite but I have such a negative mindset and I’m tired of dealing with myself what’s the difference in doing anything man. 💔
 
I hate random unsolicited emails, especially when they come from some bs corporate giant like Amazon 🙃

also having some serious art block with this commission and I have no idea why, I guess I want it to be really amazing or smth and I'm putting so much pressure on myself that I can't even start a sketch 😭
 
I’m more stressed than usual because of this one manager at work… and I don’t even close today, meaning I shouldn’t be as stressed but I just want to see my favorite person. My friend is also on vacation and isn’t coming back until tomorrow and I miss her.
 
The Bruce Springsteen concert is POSTPONED?!? Wahhhhhugghhh an hour and a half before doors open!! Disappointed doesn’t even BEGIN to cover it
Welp, our rescheduled concert date of 9/21 is now postponed 😭 this one was going to be two days before mine and Bruce’s birthday, since we share a birthday. SO bummed. Hope he gets through this peptic ulcer okay and comes back stronger🥺
 
I've been having issues with a roommate. Moved back in to this shared house on Tuesday for college, and my new roommate already came to me with a bad situation she had with our older roomie where she was genuinely scared. She's already shown a billion red flags, so I wasn't really surprised but it immediately started stressing me out again, and was just a reminded by how bad she is. My new roommate told our landlord and it seems my landlord has finally put her foot down, and told our old roommate that she has until the end of October to find a new place. While I'm glad she's finally going to be leaving, it's been stressful living here and I feel like I'm constantly on edge in my own home when this shouldn't be the case. It's already stressful starting school again, so feeling unsafe in my living space is the last thing I need. 😭
 
Its hard for me to admit this, but I think my overly trusting nature (a side effect of my autism) has caused me to be absolutely taken advantage of by people I'd consider friends.
 
Some scammer just called me and when I asked a simple question they cursed me out. I already was having a bad day and I threw my phone across the room in anger.
 
I’M SO SICK OF GETTING HEADACHES ALL THE TIME AAAAAAAAAAA

why can’t they make tylenol that actually works
 
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