What's Bothering You?

I somehow forgot to take my anxiety med yesterday morning so of course now I'm paying for it 😞


also I'm absolutely freezing for some reason, had to put on a hoodie so I would shop shivering so aggressively. even now, with the hoodie and being under a blanket, I'm shivering a bit. it's probably partly because of my anxiety. ugh, I'm trying so hard to be gentle and not call myself stupid, but it's hard bc now I'm gonna have to suffer the consequences of my simple mistake. best part is, I'm gonna be alone all morning/afternoon which makes coping extra difficult. I hate this. 😭💔

edit: on top of this I'm now also feeling very physically unwell, for an unrelated but equally aggravating reason. this just ain't my day apparently 🥲
 
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been feeling very lonely all day, that's always fun 👍


also am incredibly tired and I haven't even left for work yet, kinda not looking forward to it 😮‍💨
 
They are now starting to announce closures. The schools and airport will be closed tomorrow and Wednesday. No word on if work will be closed. More concerned about Wednesday then tomorrow since Wednesday is supposed to have the worst weather. Just going to have to keep waiting to find out.
 
today's really just not my day at all. I have a bad headache, dealing w PMS so I feel like someone punched me in my lower abdomen, being overly emotional because of PMS as well, feeling very fatigued and lethargic and tired, been dealing with my face breaking out a bit bc my old face wash was irritating my skin, and I also got a speeding ticket bc I somehow wasn't watching my damn speed so I had to be a bit late to work.

reeeally not vibing today guys. I feel like ****. I wish I could crawl into a hole and curl up and cry myself to sleep honestly.

also really wish that I could stop having some pretty awful intrusive thoughts. probably shouldn't have even come into work today, my ****in paycheck for today is gonna have to pay for that ticket anyways so I should've just stayed home.
 
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my school is so very unserious :cautious: i organized a meeting with them in JUNE and received no follow-up emails, phone calls or anything regarding it (they said they'd follow up earlier but never did) so i figured that i wasn't able to do so.
today, i'm now JUST receiving word from them regarding the meeting tomorrow. it's obviously not happening since i have other things to do tomorrow. i would have loved to do it today, but they were totally radio silent until the last minute :/
 
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