What's Bothering You?

poweradeex said:
Covid being everywhere and no one bothering to wear masks anymore or even isolate while sick. As someone who has chronic lung disease, my life has become even more restricted.
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It sucks at this point even people who were responsible about it are just so sick of it or used to it they won’t do that anymore. A couple of months ago we thought my dad had COVID because he had all the symptoms. He didn’t (confirmed with a proper test, PCE test I think it’s called, not the home one) and then he wouldn’t isolate from us at all, was mad at us for being scared, and emotionally repressed us. He said “It’s not like I’m going to kill you”, and said a lot of horrible stuff, and got extra drunk that day. I felt worse about most stuff since then, that was when I stopped working with my dad. It hard working with him already but I really liked the job aside from him, that was the last straw. I’m not going to expect him to do ANYTHING for monkeypox. /: He’s said sorry but it was never a proper apology and acts like nothing changed. I hate him.

By the way! This is coming from me when I was hospitalised as a kid because of asthma. I think my dad would never be sorry unless I was literally hospitalised again and I’m not exaggerating and even then he wouldn’t actually change at all.

Anyway, today has just been a super oppresively lonely depressing day, because I keep thinking about how distant I feel from my partner.

I don’t want to depend on having friends online. It’s not enough. I want real life friends. Never get to go out or make any though. Lonely lonely lonely.
 
Croconaw said:
I’ll never understand why people don’t lock the doors when they use public bathrooms. I try to clean the restrooms at work, and they’re lucky I knock each time. Customers have walked in on each other before. Are people that oblivious to the fact that locks exist?
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Considering what people do in the restrooms too ^this. My cousin told me rather.. gross stories about em while he worked at a burger place so.. yeah yuck.
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On a more serious nore, I really, really, really hate my hyperfixation-autism/asperger brain. Like, sure it's useful when I want to find, facts and stuff on the internet or help with details at work.

BUT I ****ing hate it when I focus on one thing for a period of time, like a couple of years or so and then it's like my brain tells me to abandon it but I still love it. Like, brain please stop or just ****ing rot. LIKE YES I CAN LIKE POLITICAL FOLK AND JAPANESE BOY BANDS **** YOU BRAIN... like you get the point it's like it doesn't let me like several things at once which is like... **** you brain. Like it forces me to like something until I grow/tired bored of it and not "letting" me do anything at else.. screw it.
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I don't have a single pair of decent shorts, they're either skin-tight or really short. The last thing I wanna do is show off my figure, which I'm pretty sure is the sole purpose of these dreaded shorts. Hell, the one I was just wearing was literally transparent (kind of) and you could legit see my underwear, so I had to switch to a different pair. Thank god I didn't go out in public with those. I can't wait till it gets cold again so I can start wearing hoodies and sweatpants.
 
I'm real consistent at sleeping at 3 in the morning and waking up at noon, but even then I'm still tired when I wake up. 🙃 I gotta fix my sleep schedule before school starts in about... Two weeks... Bleh.
 
been having mild drainage in my nose/throat for a few days, and today I woke up with a head cold. so that's fun. I took some Sudafed so hopefully that helps.
 
i would like my ibs to leave me alone for just one (1) day. 😔 is that too much to ask for
 
Simply amazing that my new phone that finally arrived does not come with the damn cube to charge it normally, like at an electrical socket. My current phones cube won't work either, so I can't really charge it atm. I'm stuck with this pos for another day until I can get the cube which SHOULD have came with the damn phone in the first place. The cube isn't even that expensive. My god, every step to getting this damn thing has been trouble. I don't even want a new phone, but I got one because this one is tanking, and fast. I've already lost my data once, and I'm already losing more with getting a new phone.

Funny how the AT&T guy will constantly try to sell us the damn fiber internet, a tablet and watch, but not a case or cube, ya know, essentials.
 
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i want to order a laptop and phone stand but the price of shipping is killing me. it’s $7, i know that’s relatively cheap but i don’t want to pay that much just for shipping 😢
 
my stress/anxiety level rn is ridiculously high and I was planning on watching a show with my SO but I told him I couldn't bc I just feel so awful (and watching something I haven't seen before really triggers my anxiety). I honestly feel bad.

also keep getting the feeling that I'm not good enough for him, all I can do is be myself and pray that who I am is enough 😞
 
Dreaming about leaving home but sad not wanting a career or feeling good about living anywhere. I imagine where I want to go in life and I draw blanks

Figuring these things out isn’t inspiring or fun anymore
 
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