What's Bothering You?

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I was grounded so I missed part of the TBT Fair and I don't know what's going on

I also keep getting nightmares about school. It happens every day and has been like that for a while - Maybe when summer vacation started, or even before that. It's usually about one of two things: Me failing my year and having to repeat it OR getting bullied by one of my ex-best friends. It's not fun in the slightest.

 

[Kitsuragi]

my head hurt

 

[Violet Witch]

A nearby barn caught fire earlier today because of the heat and severe drought that is currently affecting the UK. Yet there are some people (idiots) who think this is just an exceptionally amazing summer and the rain can wait a few more weeks.

No this is man made climate change that’s affecting the world in so many scary ways right now. Wake up you fools!

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I almost beat Lucía in WSR Table Tennis with a 4-0 lead, and then I end up losing anyways. I have no idea how it got to that point, but I'm so mad at myself because I could've beaten her and moved on.

 

[Xara]

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[Shawna]

Using the telephone feels like a hostage situation, pls just let me go

One of the reasons why I hate talking on the phone

 

[Stella-Io]

My knees hurt again, but that's nothing new

Also, work is going to be a PAIN this next coming month or so. Someone is currently out and will be out for the whole week and some days next week, another person will be out all of September, another person starts college again so she won't be as available anymore. What makes this worse is that my boss normally doesn't compensate for when we are down people in my department. She is lookin to hire more people only cause she is going to loose employees, but the one guy she brought in doesn't speak/understand a WORD of English so I can't communicate with him (also neither can she, she doesn't speak Spanish), he's only been in the country for 5 days, and the part that annoys me this most and reminds me of an old coworker at my old job, I've seen him take selfies with the dogs and one coworker 3 times today. This man is like in his 30s maybe, stopping what he's doing taking pics with the dogs as he's actively on the clock. Grow tf up and do your job Istg.

I keep thinking of getting a new job but it's all gonna be the same, crap treatment, understaffed, stressful situations, bad bosses, ect... What it really comes down to is how much am I willingly to put up with how much I'm getting paid. Also job searching just makes me depressed cause alot of the stuff I feel like I can't do or I'm just blantly not qualified to do. My dad keeps saying to get a city job but I'm not really qualified/have the skills for most. I can't 'fake it till I make it' either cause I'm too stupid to do so. I don't want to work in retail again, my first and previous job gave me major depression along with all the bs I had to deal with it. Also I got CoVid from that job the first time so that was fun. I don't want to deal with the customers anymore, which I really don't do at this job but I can't guarantee it will be like that at other jobs. I don't know that I'm willing to take a risk with a new job but I don't want to keep dealing with the bs that comes with this job. I've tried addressing the issues but nothing changes here. I'm convinced people will not change for the better unless you keep waving a heavy enough incentive in their face constantly.

 

[Croconaw]

I hate looking young. I look like I’m 16.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I just read something that said "as a spoonie, you'll have a very difficult time getting anything done if you don't replenish your spoons." it still sounds kinda weird for me to say, but as an autistic person I am in fact disabled and I am a spoonie. I realize now that I've perpetually been running low on spoons. I only did a little bit of cleaning today and I started a new drawing, and I honestly really just want to go to bed and watch youtube videos and chat with my SO for the rest of the day, and it's only 6pm. I have no energy or motivation for anything else and I honestly feel useless, but it's because I quite literally have no spoons left to do anything. doesn't help that I have to do like 90% of the cleaning around here and I can't get any help.

living as an autistic person with dependents sucks so much.

 

[-Mars-]

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[xSuperMario64x]

I totally forgot mysteries of the monolith ended today so I didn't do it

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

This is a really dumb bother, but...

Spoiler

I hate Lucía from Wii Sports so much. She's a cheater and the epitome of impossible. I'm getting so discouraged from her kicking my *** so much in Table Tennis. I am so close to giving up at this point.

Oh, and I'm still mad about my near-victory from earlier. I can't believe I still lost even when the odds were in my favor.

 

[Croconaw]

Hero’s Crossing is still bothering me to some extent. Luckily, I still have a good bit of time.

Also, I don’t know what I prefer: being disliked or being ignored. At least when you’re disliked, people treat you like you exist. Maybe being ignored is better? It’s less drama. /nobody here

 

[Bluelady]

I’m trying to remember how to create a signature and change my icon to the right size. Digital editing is hard. Especially on the phone.

Oh well, I’ll figure this out tomorrow morning once I have access to my computer.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

why am I so tired

 

[Violet Witch]

My anxiety is slowly back on the rise again after a few days of it disappearing. I know what’s triggered it and the thought of what the next few days will bring just fills me dread and despair.

 

[Guero101]

why doesn't Melissa love me?

 

[Croconaw]

Can we just double check our grammar on YouTube video titles? Nobody is going to click a title that has grammatical errors in it.

 

[Midoriya]

Can we just double check our grammar on YouTube video titles? Nobody is going to click a title that has grammatical errors in it.

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LOL yeah, I notice grammatical mistakes everywhere these days online. Hey, lookie there! Every team using. There's a reverse retro jersey over there (That's basically what this title is saying).

It makes sense if English isn't your first language, but if it is or you know it pretty well, I honestly don't see how people mess things up like this, especially on something as important as a video title.

 

[Stella-Io]

I'm really thinking of searching for jobs, but I hate job searching. Stuff keeps happening at work that shouldn't be happening, like lack of communication and lack of proper planning (along with a whole bunch of red flag type stuff) but I know it will never change, so my best bet is to leave. One person said after her vacation she may not come back and I don't blame her. Another is planning on leaving the state for school so that could happen anytime from now to next year. I'm so annoyed dealing with this constant BS, but I feel like no where else will be better, it could be worse. My old job was worse than this, but this one now is grinding on my nerves. There have been a few times where I cried at work, a few times I've come home sick cause I had to work 7am-6pm.

I'm just over working there. I might take a risk and apply for a new place, but I also don't want to deal with the holiday stress coming up. I'll be untrained and not able to handle it, meanwhile no one else will have time to train me.