What's Bothering You?

Once again havin technology troubles. Multiple apps on my phone keep crashing or won't load, even after an update, and some of these apps I was goin to use as a data backup. My phone gallery is actin weird, emails aren't sending to my other email, I am so ready to throw my phone against the wall and pnce again loose everythin on it, but worse this time. I'm so done dealing with it and I can't figure out how to fix it. Ever since I had to factory reset it, it's just been a pain in my ***.
 
My brother's been hogging the computer all day and was being extremely rude when I asked to use it. I'm not used to my brother being aggressive like this.

Also my family is so fricking loud. I can't stand it. Honestly, I should invest in a pair of ear-plugs rather than a new Wii Remote (even though my old ones are literally on the brink of death, they barely work anymore).
 
My friend with a discord server was discussing watching movies, and one of her friends was acting pretty rude/whiny about it because they wouldn't be able to join in. I could tell by the messages she was annoyed/upset ._. But she's closer to them then me so I didn't feel like I could say anything. I just feel bad for her and hope she's not in a bad mood now. The dude went from being mad at her for thinking of watching w/o them but then continued to say "im not your boss do what you want" seemed very passive aggressive imo and her friend needs to log off and take a chill pill.
 
had to call off today because (kinda unsurprisingly ig) I woke up not feeling well at all. I have that feeling again where it's basically like I have a cold but without any of the congestion (though I have been coughing/sniffling occasionally so idk).

sent my boss a message and hopefully she understands, I'm lowkey scared of her bc she's very conservative and if I know anything abt them it's that they very often don't like when people don't do what they're told at all times. I don't want to generalize but my dad and his family is very conservative and that's how they are. I'm terrified of getting a response from her.
 
My phone alarm didn't go off even thou it's ALWAYS set. It's not like I slept throu it either, cause there was no notifs that it had went off. It was still set when I woke up too. I eneded up waking up late and while I got to work technically on time, it still makes me mad. This phone has not worked properly ever since I had to factory reset it, and it's just going downhill now. I'm getting a new phone but I'm not doing the data transfer, so I'm still loosing hundreds of pics, like personal ones, cause I can't email myself hundreds of pics 1 by 1 nor do I want to deal with my phone any longer. I won't be surprised of one day it just stops working completely on me. Multiple different apps have crashed, don't work, overload my phones CPU or take way longer than they should to load, like my gallery last night.

I've already written down all my passwords, I wrote down all my contacts and sent my sis like 30 pics I wanted to keep. I still have to backup some more things tonight but thanks to this pos not working anymore, I'm forced to get a new one. Lovely.
 
so ironically my boss was like "okay I hope you feel better soon" and my supervisor was like "we were already short one person today, we had to let the other new person go because she missed too many days, please don't make it a habit." like dude. I'm autistic and I've missed exactly ONE DAY. one. day. and now I feel guilty as hell and I feel even more like **** than I did.

I don't know what to do with myself. I feel stupid and useless.
 
I walked over to McDonald’s today before work because there’s one right across the street, and there was a Karen in there making a scene. She walked in immediately after me. Apparently she had an online order and she glanced at the screen with the orders and says “of course it’s not ready yet.” Then she goes on to say “it’s only 3 ****ing items” and proceeded to yell at the cashier.

Might I remind you that everything is apparently the cashier’s fault. /sarcasm

This is exactly why I don’t work well with jobs requiring customer interaction. I worked as a cook for McDonald’s for the longest time and I didn’t get the heat from any customer. You know everything goes through the cashier no matter what the issue is.

She also tried getting me involved in her Karen rant by saying “this is taking a while, good luck with your order” and looking right at me. I don’t want any part of it.
 
i know i said i would stop whining about cats in here, and i’m sorry, but i could really use some prayers and/or good vibes rn.

my mom changed her mind about bruce yesterday. something happened that made her fall in love with him, too, and she promised that she would try to bring him home along with bonk. my dad was also on board. the shelter still isn’t, though, and the reason we’ve been given makes absolutely no sense to me. they say it’s because their energy levels are different, but otherwise they get along fine. they likely wouldn’t ever be best friends, but they can co-exist peacefully. and i’m not even trying to adopt him to be a playmate for bonk, or vice versa.

i know it’s my own fault for bonding with him and getting my hopes up so much. i didn’t mean to. but he is the sweetest, most chill cat. i can’t even begin to describe how at peace petting him and being around him makes me feel. and he gets around and plays just fine despite his weight. he’s actually very playful. seeing him yesterday made me love him even more; we touched noses, ffs. i’m usually so timid around cats i don’t 100% know, but i already trust him and know that he would never hurt me or anyone. he is an absolute angel.

i just want to bring him home. i adore bonk and will continue to adore her if we’re only able to bring her home, but i am distraught at the thought of not bringing this sweet boy home, too. i’ve literally been crying for the past 3 hours over it, and i just. i love him so much. it was love at first sight for me, and i just don’t know what to do lol.

we’re being allowed to talk to the shelter about it again later today, so if anyone reads this and maybe wants to send some prayers or good vibes my way, i would really appreciate it sm. 🥲
i am sending you ALL the good vibes. so long as the cats won't be at harm and can co-exist peacefully, i see no reason they shouldn't be able to share a home. i have cats who flat out hate each other, but even they can still co-exist peacefully most of the time. surely in your case, it's better than him staying at the shelter? especially since older cats are always less likely to be adopted.
 
I need a new job, but it wouldn't make sense to leave where I'm at now with what I'm doing in grad school. I just need to make it through the next few years. :|
 
I really need to buy a new Wii Remote, I swear it's one mishap away from breaking. It always disconnects when I'm in the middle of a game, and the Wii Motion Plus accessory never calibrates properly. I'm surprised this thing still kinda works, I thought it'd be long gone by now. While the Wii Remote is indeed very old (pretty sure it's the same one my older brother used when he was a kid), it's also my fault for always smacking it on furniture or chucking it at my wall when I get angry.
 
I really need to buy a new Wii Remote, I swear it's one mishap away from breaking. It always disconnects when I'm in the middle of a game, and the Wii Motion Plus accessory never calibrates properly. I'm surprised this thing still kinda works, I thought it'd be long gone by now. While the Wii Remote is indeed very old (pretty sure it's the same one my older brother used when he was a kid), it's also my fault for always smacking it on furniture or chucking it at my wall when I get angry.
You’re really lucky it still works, considering how old it is and considering what it’s been through 😂😂😂
 
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