What's Bothering You?

[Orius]

Crappy delivery man with a grumpy face, crappy chicken rice with lots of bones, undelivered extra portion of rice even though I paid for it.

Yep, a meal ruined. I didn't bother to finish it because I just don't have the mood anymore to finish it. I'll just order McDonald's later.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler: sad kitty

I tried to get my tabby to eat but she can’t even stand on her own now . i am so scared about what the vet will say tomorrow. they said on the phone today she is grieving which we knew already.

These last two weeks have been the worst weeks. First I lose my gray kitty, then I find out i messed up something, and now my tabby isn’t eating. I am so sad… One of my worst nightmares…

 

[Xara]

deleted.

 

[daringred_]

Spoiler: euthanizing a pet

my cat is very likely being put to sleep today. she’s gotten a lot worse, and nothing more can be done for her.

i know there are people on here you're closer to and more comfortable with, but as someone who's had to euthanize several cats, my DMs are always open if you want to vent/talk. i know it's a tough thing to go through, and however you feel/react is completely valid <3

 

[Croconaw]

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Spoiler

Hi xara, I’m sorry about your cat. If she is not getting better, it’s the best decision to put her to sleep. She won’t suffer anymore. Try to remember the fun times together because the last thing your cat would want is for you to be sad. She’d want you to remember the happy times together. I know a lot of people say this but time heals. It’s completely valid to be upset, I’m not saying it isn’t, but I know your cat would want you to think of the good times. I’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s okay to be sad or angry. Just know it’s not your fault and you couldn’t have done anything differently.

 

[-Lumi-]

My new medication is making me feel horrendous. I'm supposed to give it a week or two to adjust but man. I feel so sick and my mouth is all gross and dry and i cant sleep

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I can’t sleep because I’m so scared for my kitty. my dad is giving her more supplements today and thursday is her vet appointment. I wish he could bring her in today. either way i am so scared. she was doing so well until my gray kitty passed away .

 

[ali.di.magix]

I'm worrying about something dumb I did at work, even though it's really insignificant and can be easily fixed. I've felt depressed and anxious all day :/

I also can't sleep

 

[Alienfish]

So many "nuts" called nuts when they are like, fruit seeds or legumes. Like wtf I totally thought I couldn't have pistachio... not that I like it a lot but... bruh.

 

[TillyGoesMeow]

I'm just not happy and I don't know why. At least when things in my life aren't going well I have something to work towards/fix or something else to blame being unhappy on but I'm just generally unhappy and I guess my meds aren't working well then? I feel like I don't actually get excited about anything anymore. Even things I enjoy like art I just don't feel motivation to do. Idk I contacted my doctor about this last night and am gonna make an appointment to really seriously talk about it.

tldr; depression is the worst when things are going alright in your life and you're still not happy

 

[VanitasFan26]

I sometimes wish this site wasn't too sensitive with all its rules. I got a warning point the other day because I posted a link in a thread that was talking about amiibo series 5 cards. So its okay to insert links on threads, but the moment I do it I get in trouble? Ugh....I really don't get this site sometimes.

 

[Alienfish]

I sometimes wish this site wasn't too sensitive with all its rules. I got a warning point the other day because I posted a link in a thread that was talking about amiibo series 5 cards. So its okay to insert links on threads, but the moment I do it I get in trouble? Ugh....I really don't get this site sometimes.

I agree some rules are a bit too strict and up/outdated tbf...

Also yeah I kinda wanted to do tbt event as well but yeah not much stuff here + work.

 

[windloft]

I wanna' buy more facial products, but money ... i've been getting into taking care of myself and it feels super good, but man some of this stuff can be a little pricy.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Ehh, my mind's just everywhere today.

 

[Croconaw]

The thing that’s bothering me is the thing I’m excited about. And that’s bothering me.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

still hurting about something. can’t mention it here. i can’t do anything right even though my intentions were good. still worried about my cat who isn’t eating still. i did manage to force some food down her with a spoon (soft food). worst two weeks ever.

Also remembered about the convention that i can’t go to and am depressed again about that.

maybe i should just stop socializing altogether. :/. i have made a lot of friends but i keep losing someone along the way or something happens. how should i know if someone wants space or to be contacted or if there is no response to a message i send that that doesn’t mean they want space or want to be left alone? is there a free school on how to socialize for people on autism spectrum? too late now even if there is.

may need a break from here even though that won’t solve anything. :/


please do not respond to this. just need to vent. may delete later

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

i think I’m set on my kitchen prompt ideas. I need to get a few things for the lav prompt and one or two things for the kitchen. I’m nervous about leaving the house and going to the store since I already can tell I’m going to get antsy while browsing since it happens to me all the time. Not sure what i want to do for the lab one. I hate leaving the house so much.

i hope my cat overcomes her grief even though we found a way to get food in her.

did a few pulls on a gacha banner again with the crystals i got from login bonus and still nothing :/

edit: as much fun as i am having with the event and as much as i want the collectibles, my cat not eating and finding out something has really took a out a lot of my excitement away, not to mention I have to leave the house to get some stuff we don’t have. I hate leaving the house. I’m anxious too I don’t have enough time to do these last two prompts.

I really miss my gray cat.

Frustrated with myself and everything.

 

[-Lumi-]

"The dose is so low you probably won't feel any side effects"
Ok friends why do I feel so lousy then!!! Such a bummer I need this nausea to go away thank u :')

 

[Violet Witch]

Today and the rest of this week has been pretty rubbish in general. People on holiday from work, others going sick at the last minute and a supervisor who can't supervise properly to save his life. Add on top some of the other crap thats happened in the last few weeks and I feel fantastic. To be honest I'm just tired of putting on a smile and feeling nothing but loneliness underneath the facade, heck I can't even remember the last time someone dropped me a message to see how I'm doing in general. Fun times.