What's Bothering You?

I took my bun in for surgery today at 9 and I’m anxiously waiting for and update and I won’t be able to see her until tomorrow. Her eyes were bulging out of her head when they were taking her away, she looked so scared, but she was still eating hay. I won’t forget how she looked, I feel so bad.
 
My cat, Lulu, hasn't been doing well, throwing up and being sick and all. We don't know if it's because we're giving her the wrong amount of Insulin or what. Regardless, I feel like she doesn't have that much longer to live, so I'll make sure to make the most of the time left with her.
 
Apparently someone at my sister's workplace tested positive for Covid. She already has her shots but I don't, so it may be too late for me!:(
 
I feel like the school my dad works at is really handling the Covid situation poorly. Several students and teachers are already out sick with it, including a teacher my dad's been around, and another teacher who uses the same room as him during different class periods. The school didn't even bother telling him that teacher tested positive, though, since they "weren't around each other", and he didn't find out until later. My dad teaches the class immediately after theirs and they use the same keyboards and equipment. 🙃 I'm glad my family's all fully vaccinated, at least. What's also not helping my anxiety around all this is that my ragweed allergy is really kicking in right now.
 
So busy lately, the busy season has started at work and will continue till January. Plus tryin to set up a hair appointment and get my damn money from VISA since my card was scammed. Last weekend I was busy on my days off and Tuesday I was so busy, I didn't get home till 9:30pm. Then I had to eat dinner, after that it was past 10, my 'bedtime' but I had done like nothing for myself that day so I stayed an hour and half later just to do somethin. When I got off of work that day I had only enough time to take a shower, eat a snack then leave for my 3hr class.

Also my pay raise hasn't come up yet, despite the fact that it should have by now. I literally could not get a moment today to talk about it to the payroll person either, so hopefully tomorrow I can. This is something I want the answer to now. I fear the worse, like they decided against it and revoked it without telling me, but we'll see.
 
Oh I don’t feel well. My anxiety is playing up and it’s making my chest feel so lousy and making me feel dizzy this is super lame
 
I've never had a history of angry management problems, but today I am just feeling so, so angry. I think it's just everything stockpiling today. Eye pain, ankle pain, tiredness, bad day at work and other things I won't mention. Hoping this feeling goes away tomorrow and that going to bed earlier will help.
 
I can't sleep tonight, and I only slept 5 hours last night. Plus I've been coughing all day due to GERD (acid reflux), so I feel like crap, and I need to go to the dentist but I don't know how long I can sit in a chair without coughing. It's just a cleaning/exam. I really need it, idk, maybe I should wait until I get back on meds for acid reflux when I see my primary care doctor next week. I might need to get on antibiotics for a particular tooth though. So maybe I shouldn't put it off. I'm gonna be a mess tomorrow if I don't get good sleep again tonight, I will just have to deal with it I guess.
 
guard stuff is so expensive 😭 i have to pay $91 for 3 things i need for guard. i also still have to pay $100 for equipment, and then $200 something for the uniform agh
 
My Bun made it through surgery just fine so far, but the problem is having to take time off to go pick her up a few hours away. Not sure what I’m going to need to do because I have some commitments and I feel awful for having to break them, but I can’t leave her over the weekend.
 
i thought my parents were finally letting me join colorguard but ha i was wrong 🤷🏻‍♀️ idk why they can’t be supportive just this one time …………
 
acid reflux wont go away d: i should probably see a doctor (honestly i think i need a few different doctors for all different reasons. im pretty overdue on medical care), but im still on my parents insurance and they have crazy high deductibles since they dont go to doctors. i need to get inusrance for myself that is actually usable
 
My bus didn’t show up this morning because it broke down and then once it was fixed couldn’t be bothered to serve the rest of the stops on route. So now I’ve had to waste a days holiday because I’ve got no other option to get to myself to work. What’s even more annoying is for the last 18 months the service has been impeccable because it was running separate services for both the public and college students due to the pandemic.

However the bus company has now decided that the pandemic no longer exists and it’s okay for potentially unvaccinated students and the public to mix making the bus services busier than normal resulting in COVID levels potentially increasing in the coming weeks. Oh and this on top of wearing masks and staying socially distant optional to the individual meaning most people don’t bother doing either. 😠
 
was doing the dishes while listening to music from my iPhone speaker but when the next song came on, the speaker kinda just.. died? now when I try to play music on my phones speaker, it sounds worse than the sound quality of music that plays when you're waiting to talk to a customer service person on the phone.
It is a really old iPhone though, a 5s I believe. I guess it's impressive that the speaker lasted even this long. Just sad that new iPhones are so expensive and physically big like how am I gonna fit that thing in my pocket
Sigh
 
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