This is minor. I went to McDonalds to get three happy meals for my fiancé, father, and myself. I was excited to get the hello kitty x yugioh toys. I was hoping hard for chococat (my favorite)..... we got three of the same one. Tuxedosam. I love Tuxedosam but three of him?!? Ah well. Maybe next time :")
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This used to happen with me and my sister - we’d almost always get the same happy meal toy. I’m pretty sure they do them in batches unfortunately
posting here when i cant sleep is becoming my new hobby. well that and making cyber art...
my boyfriend keeps asking me to sign up for cbt therapy, but i keep saying no. its just that ive been on the waiting list for specialist ptsd therapy for a while and really want to hold out for that - i know i really need therapy but i don't want to commit to something im not sure will help. though it is true that ive been wanting to open up about how im feeling so badly for a while now. i essentially say nothing about my mental health, even to my partner, and it goes in stark contrast to how open i used to be. the best you can get out of me these days is vague references to my nightmares... i just feel so unable to be honest about whats going on. my world has changed a lot since this time last year (and even just over the summer). im in different circumstances with (amazing!!) new friends and i just fear they would look at me differently if they knew i actually kind of am defined by what happened to me. i think they'll find out in due course anyways for a variety of reasons, but i want to pretend im fine as long as i can. perhaps my facade is causing this latest bout of insomnia. perhaps it really is my fault. hmm.
my boyfriend keeps asking me to sign up for cbt therapy, but i keep saying no. its just that ive been on the waiting list for specialist ptsd therapy for a while and really want to hold out for that - i know i really need therapy but i don't want to commit to something im not sure will help. though it is true that ive been wanting to open up about how im feeling so badly for a while now. i essentially say nothing about my mental health, even to my partner, and it goes in stark contrast to how open i used to be. the best you can get out of me these days is vague references to my nightmares... i just feel so unable to be honest about whats going on. my world has changed a lot since this time last year (and even just over the summer). im in different circumstances with (amazing!!) new friends and i just fear they would look at me differently if they knew i actually kind of am defined by what happened to me. i think they'll find out in due course anyways for a variety of reasons, but i want to pretend im fine as long as i can. perhaps my facade is causing this latest bout of insomnia. perhaps it really is my fault. hmm.
Dunquixote
No dms and discord messages
Someone just shot off some firecrackers 
. It was only a few but it upsets me so much and sometimes my cats. :/
. It was only a few but it upsets me so much and sometimes my cats. :/
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I saw one of my former high school classmates at my job today. She came in as a customer to order food. I’m usually in the kitchen handing out orders. I glanced down at her name tag because she looked awfully familiar. She had the same name, which isn’t even that common of a name to begin with.
She used to tease me for my teeth before I got them fixed, and I couldn’t help but notice that hers weren’t that great now. It’s funny how the tables have turned. She didn’t recognize me, anyway.
She used to tease me for my teeth before I got them fixed, and I couldn’t help but notice that hers weren’t that great now. It’s funny how the tables have turned. She didn’t recognize me, anyway.
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
Another artist gone. The reason I joined twitter as well.
Woke up today both hot and cold with muscle cramps in my calves.
In my dream I was with the co workers I closed with last night. We were looking for my two missing tickets so I could get those two heart balloons from the shop. Finally found them and tried for some reason to use my employee id to claim them and it didn’t work of course. By the time I realized it had to be accepted it was too late. Even my subconscious is worried about my coloring entry not getting accepted in time.
It's hard to believe September is swinging around so fast. Quite honestly, I had really hit the end of the line last year. One day the sun came through the blinds and I felt ill from it. I realized I felt not much of a desire to live. Many things had crashed down on me. (Specifically September 14th-19th).
I planed the seeds this year to make things better. Rome wasn't built in a day, but it's never to late to try and make new beginnings. If anyone is going through something similar, there is my hopeful sentence of advice.
I can see for the first time things are looking upwards. Although this period of the year now makes me think heavily. (In an introspective way). All we can do is our best, and I'm certainly now trying to do mine.
Also I need my teacher to email me back. He's late again on something important and it's stressing me out.
I planed the seeds this year to make things better. Rome wasn't built in a day, but it's never to late to try and make new beginnings. If anyone is going through something similar, there is my hopeful sentence of advice.
I can see for the first time things are looking upwards. Although this period of the year now makes me think heavily. (In an introspective way). All we can do is our best, and I'm certainly now trying to do mine.
Also I need my teacher to email me back. He's late again on something important and it's stressing me out.
Reminds me of all the people who made fun of me and called me slurs for being on medication when I was younger. Most of them are on the same crap now.
Dunquixote
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Just woke up about an hour ago and not feeling real great. Still waiting for my medicine to kick in. I had a dream that didn’t help my mood either
I’m feeling bad how I reacted to some stuff last night.
I’m getting worried again about the mail that I’ve been waiting for.
No comments please.
I’m feeling bad how I reacted to some stuff last night.
I’m getting worried again about the mail that I’ve been waiting for.
No comments please.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
just feeling a little down, I don't know 
Honestly idk where to start.. my life is a shambles. Since I last wrote on here I lost my uncle and we found out my nana has cancer and doesn’t want treatment
Also in other news my ex boyfriend drama, I thought I was over it, I’m not, he’s seeing someone new (which is fine I ain’t one to beg for another go at things) but telling me he loves me and he misses me and can’t stop thinking about me. Which imo is disrespecting us both. I’m so done w/ everything
Also in other news my ex boyfriend drama, I thought I was over it, I’m not, he’s seeing someone new (which is fine I ain’t one to beg for another go at things) but telling me he loves me and he misses me and can’t stop thinking about me. Which imo is disrespecting us both. I’m so done w/ everything
daringred_
✧ ghost lesbian ✧
aw, man. bought a headset on amazon because i needed a mic, and the audio quality is so meh and absolutely terrible if you plug them into a headphone splitter. i also bought a usb adapter thing that has multiple usb ports + a headphone jack because my pc's headphone jack is kind of broken, but the audio quality through it is also terrible. lame. now i have to return both and find alternatives that hopefully don't also suck.
Ah, to finally get my monthly paycheck, and to see it was less than it was suppose to be. Was suppose to have £40 more than I actually got.
I dunno if I should text my boss or tell her in person.
See, I gave her my hours a week before and this week was suppose to be normal hours, but I had to stay and help some of the time this week, so obviously it changed. Hence the hours being different which I gave her :/ So I dunno why she did this.
I dunno if I should text my boss or tell her in person.
See, I gave her my hours a week before and this week was suppose to be normal hours, but I had to stay and help some of the time this week, so obviously it changed. Hence the hours being different which I gave her :/ So I dunno why she did this.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm ranting about this again, but I'm seriously starting to think that my step-mom is getting tired of me. (The feeling is mutual, I guess...) She's really making it clear that she doesn't like to spend money to take care of me and my brother, is constantly snapping at me, and insulting me... It's making me feel unwanted and like a nuisance.
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ShadowLelouch97
Senior Member
I feel burnt out from everything. Work, hobbies, life, relationships, all burnt out of it. I don't feel respected or my time is worth anything, and that I just need to appease the needs of those around me at the expense of my own.
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