What's Bothering You?

[ZeldaCrossing64]

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I really wish I had a better high school experience. I should be glad that I've graduated and managed to stay strong for 5+ years despite everything that happened, but I can't stop thinking about all the people who wronged me or how I could've done things differently. I honestly think high school ****ed me up and changed me for the worse. I was gonna explain myself, but I'm tearing up just thinking about it, so nevermind that.

 

[boring]

Spoiler

It seems my sleeping troubles are becoming a regular occurrence again. I thought the worst of this was in 2020 but no ! ... not very epic !!

 

[Neb]

I went through all of the old messages of someone I used to know and it was odd how they were really nice most of the time. Then when they called me at 4 am out of nowhere they were so mean and hurtful. They were definitely emotionally cheating on their partner with me and using me as something to vent at. I realized she was an awful person and blocked her. It made me learn you always need to be cautious when you interact with people online since you never know if their personality over text is the same as their real personality.

 

[VernalLapin]

People who follow only whatever social media influencers say need to be sent to the moon. Wait, the moon doesn't deserve them.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler

really starting to resent people who are multi/millionaires, and also money in general.

 

[VernalLapin]

Trying to watch a vid I took of me playing the piano by ear but my hands are so ugly i’m gonna ****ing cry

 

[xSuperMario64x]

feeling a lot of heartache today and I'm honestly pretty unhappy.

edit: feeling a little better now did I mention that bipolar/mania is actually the worst thing ever? yeah

 

[nightglow]

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[QueenCobra]

My crush on Javier Bardem is ruined by him playing the creepy Menendez dad in the new season of Monster. I know he’s acting, and he’s played some bad people in the past…but wow.

(I know he played a cold-blooded killer in No Country for Old Men but I never watched that movie.) However, playing an actual predator feels worse.

 

[Mick]

Met someone a little while ago who seems to like me a little too much. They keep reaching out and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do about it. They've already asked three times if I want to come over, despite me already turning them down twice. I've told them that I don't know them nearly well enough and that I don't feel comfortable nor safe driving two hours to visit them at home, because again: I barely know them. I don't think I can be much clearer than that?

Honestly the harder they try to make this friendship happen, the more uncomfortable it feels to talk to them. I might have to write an actual angry message or just ghost them entirely. Both would feel bad, man. I don't know at this point.

 

[Chris]

I want a new body this one is broken. Physio in the morning yay.

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Give me his handle I'll beat him up.

 

[Mick]

Give me his handle I'll beat him up.

I don't think I want to publicly expose them here but if you feel particularly violent I can send it on Discord?
But thank you, the thought means a lot <3

(also I've already replied to them by now. I've been advised to block them if it doesn't help, which I will. For those of you that enjoy drama, feel free to judge it, it's in the spoiler below.)

Spoiler: I asked the robot overlords to translate this from Dutch so I take no responsibility for any errors.

Hey <name>! I still don't feel safe or comfortable visiting someone I don't know very well. For instance, I have no clue what your typical day looks like, what you enjoy doing, or what you would want to do together (meaning, I don't know what your intentions are, and that makes me uncomfortable). And vice versa, you don't know much about me either.

I don't enjoy having to say this, but I've already turned you down twice, so asking again makes me feel like my boundaries are being ignored. I don't feel like we have a very deep friendship yet, so the more I get really nice messages and invitations, the less comfortable I feel about our interactions.

I'm sure you mean well, but I’m asking you to please take a step back with these kinds of messages. I'd really like to be able to continue interacting with you in a normal way, and I hope you feel the same, since we'll probably see each other regularly. I'm also okay with keeping in touch occasionally, sharing fun things, or complaining about the weather, but can we please keep it casual?

In any case, I hope physio will help! Or that they have spare bodies in the back. Whatever works!

 

[ShadowLelouch97]

My computer being super uncooperative. No idea what's wrong or going on with it.

 

[boring]

Spoiler

It seems my sleeping troubles are becoming a regular occurrence again. I thought the worst of this was in 2020 but no ! ... not very epic !!

Spoiler

who has two thumbs and can’t sleep again … this guy !!! (i feel like a fool) (when can i find peace?)

 

[-Blue-]

loool I bought a Switch game preowned because I couldn't find it new at any store and online it seemed every place was backordered. The box art and the game cartridge look fine, but it's some generic basketball game. Someone must've peeled the stickers off and swapped them.

This is not the biggest thing bothering me right now. There's so many bad things happening in my life currently and I just wanted to play this game and get away from it all for like an hour maybe. But I guess not. Thanks for being a dirty thief whoever you are.

 

[Dunquixote]

I’m a little depressed. I was doing okay for most the day but now I feel kinda crappy.

 

[mewp0ka]

it's been getting bad again and i'm not sure if it'll ever get better. kinda am giving up and it's frustrating because that was the last thing that i wanted. brain be going brrr because it feels like no one cares, which makes me even more agitated. idk. >:

 

[themysterybidder]

Got an MRI scan in less than an hour and despite never suffering from claustrophobia before, I am panicking about being in the scanner. It never used to bother me. I think it was the last time that has triggered this as I was told it would be 45 minutes, it was 90 minutes. If I knew how long it was actually going to be it would be different.
EDIT: I can hardly move, but it's done!

 

[azurill]

I was hoping to be feeling better as the day went on but nope. Still not feeling well and losing my voice.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

It's so hard to stay positive (or just levelheaded) when every little thing makes you upset, annoyed, or pissed off. And when you have to deal with it every ****ing day. In other words, I wish I cared less about stuff or how people act because it constantly affects my mood for the worse.