What's Bothering You?

I am fed up of GPs/Pharmacists at my Doctor's Surgery keep poking their nose in and trying to go over my consultant. Another one has just rang me to say I should be having weekly bloods again. My consultant never told me to do this. He was quite happy to have my bloods every 2 months. Plus, the fact that I restarted the medication a month ago and that's them just asking me this?
 
It’s kind of stupid, but I was going to participate in that Lego event but after making my account I realized that you need a computer to actually build stuff…

I have Legos in my house, but I have no idea where they are. Of course this would happen the one time I have a really good idea for something like this during an event and it’s something that doesn’t involve drawing jksmfkalqlwk
 
hyperfixation is just truly no joke 😭 it's just frustrating because i always get fixated on something that also has little to no content/fandom so i can't even be fed by others' content either so i'm just stuck waiting for the next fic to be posted or the next artwork to be dropped! i'm so gghhhh >_<
 
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It’s kind of stupid, but I was going to participate in that Lego event but after making my account I realized that you need a computer to actually build stuff…

I have Legos in my house, but I have no idea where they are. Of course this would happen the one time I have a really good idea for something like this during an event and it’s something that doesn’t involve drawing jksmfkalqlwk
Oh... I didn't know that...I don't have a computer either...
 
Plenty of things are bothering me today, more mud coming from the neighbors' backyard to shovel (we are on a hill and each time it rains, there is a waterfall coming from his wall flooding our yard with a part of his soil.) There is enough sand to fill a truck, no kidding.

I still haven't figured out how to do puzzle 2

Now that I have a tablet and stylus to draw, I don't have ideas and not sure how to use the apps

People talking about the Olympics...
 
Have you asked your family where the pieces are at? Or do they not know either?
I don’t think they know either, or care.

Also:
My mom and dad don’t know about this site and I want it to stay that way for a lot of reasons. That being said, it makes some activities in events a lot harder because either it would be too hard to explain why I have to do it or I would have to do it when they’re asleep/at work, which is pretty annoying.
 
I think my dad is really losing it. He just rummaged through my sister’s fridge and she’s not here. What the heck is wrong with him? And I was sitting with my niece and he hovers right over my head to talk to her. So creepy. Like is that necessary?

I’m still feeling so stressed and overwhelmed with the fair; I was hoping I’d feel better once I got some sleep but having to go my sister’s, the car ride with my dad, just is making me feel even more stressed.

Thought about my best friend for a second in the car, and now I’m feeling miserable. I just want to go home.
 
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why do I keep forgetting everything.

and not just for my TBT Fair entries. even that's a problem at home.

my parents tell me, "put it in your mind." but that wouldn't help much. and I don't know how to set my reminders so I know what to do daily. but then they don't like that because they think that makes me more forgetful than I already am.
 
my mom and i are sick. 😪 my throat started hurting the other night before i went to bed, and i was hoping i just swallowed wrong or something and it'd feel better when i woke up, but Nope. it thankfully hasn't gotten worse, but it also hasn't gotten better. my mom has it worse with a sore throat And a cough. she was up all night coughing, and i didn't manage to fall asleep until 8am this morning 'cause i struggle to fall asleep whenever something feels uncomfy within my body. and then my stomach started hurting and woke me up less than 3 hours later. 🙃

this weather is also making me feel worse and i am just extremely miserable. i'm literally nauseous because of how hot i feel, my room is basically a sauna atm. i'm being so serious i need winter Now, this is such an awful season.
 
A dream I had around a year ago seems scarily plausible now with what happened on that server recently.

So basically I dreamt that I went to an irl meetup for the Discord server I just left at a convention all of them frequent and I had a bunch of negative experiences. I saw some Zenless Zone Zero cosplayers even though I had never heard of the game yet. One of my online friends gossiped about my mental illness diagnosis to a group of people and they started avoiding me when I walked by them. A mod twisted what I said to the mods about the person’s ableism and I overheard the person that said the mean things about me over DM a few days ago tell people I reminded him of his ex. His friend that wrote the message to me walked up to me and said something mean to my face. The experience soured my feelings about the server so much I left for good at the end of the dream.

All of it seems so plausible now. I didn’t really think twice of the dream at the time, but now it feels eerie. I feel like something like that could actually happen to me and I don’t know if I should return to that group or not. In my goodbye message I said I’d return for that convention, but I don’t know if I want to run into some of those people again in person.
 
wanna try to cook jalapeño poppers today, but it's my first time. I tried to make a fried onion ring not long ago, and I'm sure my technique was horrible but it ended up shriveling up and it was gross. I don't want to mess up perfectly good jalapeños 😭 but I guess I gotta try!

also psoriasis is still bothering me gsjfhsfshdksjdggd it never stops apparently.

Also I feel like I might have bipolar disorder and this is something I've been suspecting for a while.
I know we don't ever talk, but I've been living with bipolar for years and only (relatively) recently started being treated for it. it would be against my better judgment to give any kind of advice because I'm not a medical professional, but if you ever want to share your experience or find some validation or potentially hear about what others have gone through, then you can talk to me. 😊
 
I know we don't ever talk, but I've been living with bipolar for years and only (relatively) recently started being treated for it. it would be against my better judgment to give any kind of advice because I'm not a medical professional, but if you ever want to share your experience or find some validation or potentially hear about what others have gone through, then you can talk to me. 😊

Thank you! I appreciate it 😭
 
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