xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
being autistic and bipolar at the same time is actually torture. like I was born to suffer.
What's Bothering You?
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ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I'm going to the hospital tomorrow. We were supposed to go to the clinic, but the appointment isn't till the 14th. I've been feeling unwell for nearly two months, but only now I've decided to tell my parents about it. I've been having chronic headaches/fatigue/breathlessness, as well as another problem that I'm too embarrassed to mention. I really thought these symptoms would go away naturally, which is why I waited so long, but they didn't. :\
Edit: I'll also mention that I haven't been taking care of myself much by not eating and sleeping enough, so that's probably worsened my health. I've been doing pretty well hygiene-wise, but that's about it.
Earlier I tried swallowing a pill to alleviate my menstrual symptoms (I started yesterday so my issues aren't correlated to it), but I felt too nauseous and I physically couldn't do it. What am I gonna do with myself?
Edit: I'll also mention that I haven't been taking care of myself much by not eating and sleeping enough, so that's probably worsened my health. I've been doing pretty well hygiene-wise, but that's about it.
Earlier I tried swallowing a pill to alleviate my menstrual symptoms (I started yesterday so my issues aren't correlated to it), but I felt too nauseous and I physically couldn't do it. What am I gonna do with myself?
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Foreverfox
✨💖glow & shine💖✨
Burger passed today 
i don’t really feel like going much more into it than that, but my heart is heavy. Burger and Fry had been with me through hell and back for 15 years. Now Burger is with Fry and Sydney
A slightly younger and healthier Burger
i don’t really feel like going much more into it than that, but my heart is heavy. Burger and Fry had been with me through hell and back for 15 years. Now Burger is with Fry and Sydney
A slightly younger and healthier Burger
I cannot go a single day without multiple health problems going on and it's been pretty bad recently.
But guess who has to leave the house tomorrow against their will? Ughhh.
I'm going to try to ask to stay home, but I'm sure I'll be told no once again. Nobody cares. They never let me stay home from this when it's a holiday or someone's birthday. I'm starting to feel like that's just an excuse to guilt trip me. I don't even enjoy these family visits and taking me when I'm always physically unwell makes it feel like torture.
I'm getting the feeling I might lose it and cause an argument I don't want to have because I'm sick of this...
But guess who has to leave the house tomorrow against their will? Ughhh.
I'm going to try to ask to stay home, but I'm sure I'll be told no once again. Nobody cares. They never let me stay home from this when it's a holiday or someone's birthday. I'm starting to feel like that's just an excuse to guilt trip me. I don't even enjoy these family visits and taking me when I'm always physically unwell makes it feel like torture.
I'm getting the feeling I might lose it and cause an argument I don't want to have because I'm sick of this...
spawnpoint
IT'S TV TIME!
god I hate being autistic sometimes how do i make friends and not come off as weird
i hate ginger and it’s all i can taste
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I won't go into detail about what happened because it's too convoluted and personal, but I had such a terrible start to my day. To put it simply, I had a few disagreements and miscommunications with my parents regarding my current health issues, and it resulted in me having a massive panic attack in front of them.
My dad getting mad at me and pressuring me into detailing my symptoms when I a) couldn't think straight, b) didn't want to talk about it was enough to put me on edge, but after he dropped a certain statement that left me distressed, I broke down and ran out of the room. I wish I could've handled myself better, but I was trying so hard to stay calm... And failed.
Anyway, I think I'm doing okay now. I was able to talk it out with my dad, but he didn't seem apologetic and just said that he was "preparing me for future confrontations" (regarding the whole pressuring thing). Oh, and he postponed our hospital visit to Monday. Ugh, what's another two days...
I guess I feel conflicted. My parents were just making sure they had all the information ready for the doctor, and it's my fault for getting so nervous about it. At the same time, I feel like they could've done a different approach that wouldn't leave me in tears. I don't know... I really wish I wasn't so sensitive and anxious about everything.
My dad getting mad at me and pressuring me into detailing my symptoms when I a) couldn't think straight, b) didn't want to talk about it was enough to put me on edge, but after he dropped a certain statement that left me distressed, I broke down and ran out of the room. I wish I could've handled myself better, but I was trying so hard to stay calm... And failed.
Anyway, I think I'm doing okay now. I was able to talk it out with my dad, but he didn't seem apologetic and just said that he was "preparing me for future confrontations" (regarding the whole pressuring thing). Oh, and he postponed our hospital visit to Monday. Ugh, what's another two days...
I guess I feel conflicted. My parents were just making sure they had all the information ready for the doctor, and it's my fault for getting so nervous about it. At the same time, I feel like they could've done a different approach that wouldn't leave me in tears. I don't know... I really wish I wasn't so sensitive and anxious about everything.
Halloqueen
Just a dreamer who dreams of better days.
I messed up on the nonogram puzzle and missed out on 3 of each Ticket and I kind of need as many as possible to get both a Black Feather and a White Feather, but I don't think the events and contest yet to open are going to have that many tickets. So I'm doubting I'll be able to get both and am kinda bummed.
Also, if Delectable Delights is what seems obvious then I have no idea what to do with that and if Pin the Tail on the Villager is what I think it is then I'm just doomed.
Also, if Delectable Delights is what seems obvious then I have no idea what to do with that and if Pin the Tail on the Villager is what I think it is then I'm just doomed.
Whhahh Crunchyrol got rid of detective conan (case closed) season 1, and I was like 70/80 episodes in, the onle case closed episodes now are season 4 ;_; Now i have to find ANOTHER way to watch the older episodes 
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Same here, I messed up on that and the sprinkles but here's hoping the other activties will have some way to bounce the tickets up a bit. Hope you get them!
My partners brother is coming to visit for a few days from Newfoundland and I noticed a bunch of little bugs on my kitchen cabinet. Then when I open it I realized they are trying to take over my food pantry so we have to throw all the food away. I even got rid of the flour and spices just to be safe. We've never had this problem before so I really hope it doesn't become reoccurring. The little bugs are giving me that creepy feeling on my skin
An old colleague and friend of mine has really bothered me today.
We don't talk as much due to timezones, and was just talking to him about how hard it is finding work, haven't had a single interview etc.
Then he says 'I'll hire you, come move (in this country)'
And I found that kinda uncomfortable, and like I didnt want to ignore that comment because other times I did so on more uncomfortable things I don't wanna talk about, he would repeat it. So in so many words I said, 'no, why would I?'
And then he got all peeved off and said it was a joke?? How is the above sentence a joke? Then started saying how moody I am, and he was just trying to cheer me up. Why would anyone take it so seriously.
I honestly can't compute how above thing is a joke? (even if it wasn't a joke, it takes two grand to even travel there so how would that fix my jobless, no money situation?)
I tried asking him several times, exactly how would you've expected me to react to this 'joke'? This is texting, so if I just laughed it off, that would feel more meaner as if I'm laughing at the idea of moving there. If I played along, I wouldn't know if it would go too far. He never replied to my question on how it should've been reacted like. Should I have said 'I dont see that happening?' again making it sound like I dont like that country.
I tried telling him not everyone computes that way.
And then he said this not worded right because i dont wanna go back on his PMs again 'no wonder you can't get a job with that attitude' or something like that.
Like wow, what a great friend, a friend I worked with who know I was being used by that job and for three years Ive been looking for something better.
It's not like I feel so dead from not finding anything, feel like a burden because other jobs dont want me. (I know theres other people applying for the same stuff, but not understanding why I wasn't seen as someone who could be in that job just really hurts) my self esteem can't get any lower than before, like I feel so done with everything and he's just making it worse.
It has really bothered me, i cant even focus on my suduko.
We don't talk as much due to timezones, and was just talking to him about how hard it is finding work, haven't had a single interview etc.
Then he says 'I'll hire you, come move (in this country)'
And I found that kinda uncomfortable, and like I didnt want to ignore that comment because other times I did so on more uncomfortable things I don't wanna talk about, he would repeat it. So in so many words I said, 'no, why would I?'
And then he got all peeved off and said it was a joke?? How is the above sentence a joke? Then started saying how moody I am, and he was just trying to cheer me up. Why would anyone take it so seriously.
I honestly can't compute how above thing is a joke? (even if it wasn't a joke, it takes two grand to even travel there so how would that fix my jobless, no money situation?)
I tried asking him several times, exactly how would you've expected me to react to this 'joke'? This is texting, so if I just laughed it off, that would feel more meaner as if I'm laughing at the idea of moving there. If I played along, I wouldn't know if it would go too far. He never replied to my question on how it should've been reacted like. Should I have said 'I dont see that happening?' again making it sound like I dont like that country.
I tried telling him not everyone computes that way.
And then he said this not worded right because i dont wanna go back on his PMs again 'no wonder you can't get a job with that attitude' or something like that.
Like wow, what a great friend, a friend I worked with who know I was being used by that job and for three years Ive been looking for something better.
It's not like I feel so dead from not finding anything, feel like a burden because other jobs dont want me. (I know theres other people applying for the same stuff, but not understanding why I wasn't seen as someone who could be in that job just really hurts) my self esteem can't get any lower than before, like I feel so done with everything and he's just making it worse.
It has really bothered me, i cant even focus on my suduko.
Newbiemayor
Fish enthusiast
Tried to buy some comics online but apparently they had already sold them and forgot to remove the listing :/ I got a refund but it's still disappointing because I haven't been able to find those comics elsewhere.
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