What's Bothering You?

wanna try to cook jalapeño poppers today, but it's my first time. I tried to make a fried onion ring not long ago, and I'm sure my technique was horrible but it ended up shriveling up and it was gross. I don't want to mess up perfectly good jalapeños 😭 but I guess I gotta try!

also psoriasis is still bothering me gsjfhsfshdksjdggd it never stops apparently.

Also I feel like I might have bipolar disorder and this is something I've been suspecting for a while.
I know we don't ever talk, but I've been living with bipolar for years and only (relatively) recently started being treated for it. it would be against my better judgment to give any kind of advice because I'm not a medical professional, but if you ever want to share your experience or find some validation or potentially hear about what others have gone through, then you can talk to me. 😊
 
I know we don't ever talk, but I've been living with bipolar for years and only (relatively) recently started being treated for it. it would be against my better judgment to give any kind of advice because I'm not a medical professional, but if you ever want to share your experience or find some validation or potentially hear about what others have gone through, then you can talk to me. 😊

Thank you! I appreciate it 😭
 
I'm going to the hospital tomorrow. We were supposed to go to the clinic, but the appointment isn't till the 14th. I've been feeling unwell for nearly two months, but only now I've decided to tell my parents about it. I've been having chronic headaches/fatigue/breathlessness, as well as another problem that I'm too embarrassed to mention. I really thought these symptoms would go away naturally, which is why I waited so long, but they didn't. :\

Edit: I'll also mention that I haven't been taking care of myself much by not eating and sleeping enough, so that's probably worsened my health. I've been doing pretty well hygiene-wise, but that's about it.

Earlier I tried swallowing a pill to alleviate my menstrual symptoms (I started yesterday so my issues aren't correlated to it), but I felt too nauseous and I physically couldn't do it. What am I gonna do with myself?
 
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Burger passed today 😭🖤 i don’t really feel like going much more into it than that, but my heart is heavy. Burger and Fry had been with me through hell and back for 15 years. Now Burger is with Fry and Sydney 🖤
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A slightly younger and healthier Burger 😭
 
I cannot go a single day without multiple health problems going on and it's been pretty bad recently.
But guess who has to leave the house tomorrow against their will? Ughhh.
I'm going to try to ask to stay home, but I'm sure I'll be told no once again. Nobody cares. They never let me stay home from this when it's a holiday or someone's birthday. I'm starting to feel like that's just an excuse to guilt trip me. I don't even enjoy these family visits and taking me when I'm always physically unwell makes it feel like torture.
I'm getting the feeling I might lose it and cause an argument I don't want to have because I'm sick of this...
 
this chinese food restaurant i haven’t ordered from in a long time decided to start adding a lot of ginger to their chow mein since the last time i’ve eaten from here. 😢 i hate ginger and it’s all i can taste
 
I won't go into detail about what happened because it's too convoluted and personal, but I had such a terrible start to my day. To put it simply, I had a few disagreements and miscommunications with my parents regarding my current health issues, and it resulted in me having a massive panic attack in front of them.

My dad getting mad at me and pressuring me into detailing my symptoms when I a) couldn't think straight, b) didn't want to talk about it was enough to put me on edge, but after he dropped a certain statement that left me distressed, I broke down and ran out of the room. I wish I could've handled myself better, but I was trying so hard to stay calm... And failed.

Anyway, I think I'm doing okay now. I was able to talk it out with my dad, but he didn't seem apologetic and just said that he was "preparing me for future confrontations" (regarding the whole pressuring thing). Oh, and he postponed our hospital visit to Monday. Ugh, what's another two days...

I guess I feel conflicted. My parents were just making sure they had all the information ready for the doctor, and it's my fault for getting so nervous about it. At the same time, I feel like they could've done a different approach that wouldn't leave me in tears. I don't know... I really wish I wasn't so sensitive and anxious about everything.
 
I messed up on the nonogram puzzle and missed out on 3 of each Ticket and I kind of need as many as possible to get both a Black Feather and a White Feather, but I don't think the events and contest yet to open are going to have that many tickets. So I'm doubting I'll be able to get both and am kinda bummed.

Also, if Delectable Delights is what seems obvious then I have no idea what to do with that and if Pin the Tail on the Villager is what I think it is then I'm just doomed.
 
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