What's Bothering You?

still on hiatus but I wanted to come here and say every day I hate my job more and more. wish I could just quit. it's not worth sacrificing my mental health.

Yeah, I have to agree with Croc on this one. Before I landed my current role, one of the jobs I had was working at Starbucks. The employee turnover rate was very high and at one point it was literally just me and one other guy manning the place. I'm so glad I got out of that when I did, even though I didn't have a job for a couple months. Literally no place is worth sacrificing your mental health. I hope you feel better soon, friend. 💚
 
On Mario Kart, someone slowed down at the end and purposely let me pass after I accidentally went off-road. Came in second instead of third because of this. Not complaining, just confused. Maybe it was laggy…
 
still on hiatus but I wanted to come here and say every day I hate my job more and more. wish I could just quit. it's not worth sacrificing my mental health.
I've had many jobs and yeah, even if the money is good it's really not worth your health either physically or mentally. If part of the reason for your state of health is because of your job, is the money really worth it if you can't spend and or enjoy it? Hopefully this all gets sorted out for you soon.

I remember working a sidejob where it was decent money. Basically I would go to a store where a big pallet of special product would be delivered. I would merchandise/put the stuff out and then go to the next place. The main person would go around and make the orders that they thought the store needed or at least that's what they should had done. Instead because they were commission based they would over-order to up their % and pay. They wouldn't even go in the store to see what really needed to be ordered. They would just pull up at the parking lot of the place so that their device/gps showed they arrived at the location and generated a order and then rolled out without even setting foot in.

I would then get yelled at by every store because there was too much stuff, too many things expiring, no where to put it all ect. I gave my two weeks to the guy and on the third week I got an angry phonecall why I wasn't doing the job anymore. No job is worth it. And it's always the entry level/retail jobs. I just don't get why it's that way and why were are conditioned to accept and be brainwashed to treat people like that.
 
I just bought my new phone in November and it just BROKE. All the repair shops are quoting $300-600 repairs that I cannot afford. Idk what to do, im panicking.
 
You don’t need to be a dick on Mario Kart, lol. Nothing like waiting at the finish line and dropping a bomb when people get closer. I just don’t see the point. Yes, I know it is a competitive game but don’t be that much of a dick.

Also, the water pipe in our apartment complex has been making weird noses for a week straight. Not sure what it is, but it’s annoying. I’m surprised it hasn’t burst yet.
 
My island journal is turning out more bland then I had hoped. I need to add some doodles or borders to spice it up but I'm not the best at that kind of stuff. Maybe I'll go clean up my current posts and try to make them look more uniform
 
I'm looking into grad school programs and I feel like there's nothing that really translates readily into a job, at least not in my area. My job pays pretty well, but with the way inflation and the housing market is right now, I can't afford to move out and start a single income household. I also just don't want to stay in my job for the rest of my life or even the next couple years tbh. I'm beginning to feel very taken advantage of and resentful, and I know it's probably starting to become obvious to some of my coworkers. But idk what else to do. I love biology but it seems like just a bachelor's is basically useless.
 
I just bought my new phone in November and it just BROKE. All the repair shops are quoting $300-600 repairs that I cannot afford. Idk what to do, im panicking.
I ended up having to get a new phone ;-; financing through PayPal. Sigh.
 
I don’t know why I even try when I’m just going to go back into trauma

people would tell me hurr why didn’t you do this or that BECAUSE I HAD OTHER PRIORITIES AND WAS DOING STUFF THAT BLEW UP IN MY FACE.

my boyfriend is still falling asleep without saying anything and yesterday was the loneliest ive been in ages. He promised me soemthing special if i finished my drawing and i dont even care anhmore.

genuinely feel like im never going to be happy, need new and closer friends and i have this one friend Who is extremely unhelpful and just makes things worse when i vent but has not abandoned me so idek wether to keep them in my life because i think they genuinely care on some level but our conversations suck

i cant make it through a single day anymore without becoming physically ill

i dont want everything to go back to trauma but no matter how hard i try it does and genuinely nobody understands and when people say they do its the most insulting possible thing to me
 
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This stupid cold weather, currently around -6 C and when it gets that cold, it gets cold. My joints also hate this weather so double the fun, wahey.

Also this week gonna be the worst, ugh.
 
i’m literally nauseous every single day and it’s to the point where i’m scared to eat because everytime i eat i feel nauseous immediately after😐
 
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