What's Bothering You?

[ali.di.magix]

Hhhhhhhh it's just been one of those days at work where things go wrong or there's some sort of debacle all day long.

Here was me thinking I'm on top of the world and doing really well lmao

 

[.: Meri :.]

really hate how having bad dreams can throw me off for the rest of the day

 

[VernalLapin]

My order didn’t go through because the shirt was out of stock :^( At least they emailed me about it and are refunding me.

 

[Foreverfox]

One of my cats has a tumor that is pretty much inoperable, at least while maintaining any quality of life. He was my strength during my young adult years and I’ve had him and his littermate for 14 years. His vet said he has days to weeks left. I can’t handle this, it’s not even been a month since losing my precious Pom

 

[ali.di.magix]

This week has been a slippery slide from I am God tier to I want to cry

 

[Clock]

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[-Raven-]

Nothing awful but:

I’m still sick (ok that is awful) and my internet is broken rn. (Edit: to clarify I am using mobile data rn.)

Reading anatomy books, and I feel so lost on how I could interpret and get much more from them in the past, god I am out of practice.

Need to practice drawing basic shapes a ton and that is the most boring and dry and tedious part of the entire hobby.

 

[Lady Timpani]

One of my cats has a tumor that is pretty much inoperable, at least while maintaining any quality of life. He was my strength during my young adult years and I’ve had him and his littermate for 14 years. His vet said he has days to weeks left. I can’t handle this, it’s not even been a month since losing my precious Pom

I'm so sorry to hear this. I had to put my 17 year old cat (that I had had for just as long) to sleep last spring because she had breast cancer, and it hurt like hell. I hope you're able to enjoy the remainder of your time with him, and that his passing is peaceful.

 

[Foreverfox]

I'm so sorry to hear this. I had to put my 17 year old cat (that I had had for just as long) to sleep last spring because she had breast cancer, and it hurt like hell. I hope you're able to enjoy the remainder of your time with him, and that his passing is peaceful.

Thank you so much, and I’m so sorry for your loss as well. It’s already painful and he’s still here, I can’t even imagine how painful it will be soon when he’s gone.

Spoiler: tw cancer details

It’s about the size of a tennis ball and it’s almost entirely blocking his rectum. If he starts throwing up, it means it’s time because he can no longer go potty.

 

[Lady Timpani]

Thank you so much, and I’m so sorry for your loss as well. It’s already painful and he’s still here, I can’t even imagine how painful it will be soon when he’s gone.

Spoiler: tw cancer details

It’s about the size of a tennis ball and it’s almost entirely blocking his rectum. If he starts throwing up, it means it’s time because he can no longer go potty.

Oh no I'm so sorry, that's awful. How is he acting in general? Is he acting okay?

Spoiler: cancer details

One of my work friends had to put her cat to sleep a couple months after mine; he got really skinny and it turned out he had liver cancer that was also quite widespread She said he acted fine until the end, though, but it was just the best time to do it.
Tbh I regret not putting my own cat to sleep sooner, but I do think it was still a good time, before she got really sick and wouldn't come out from under the bed. Her breast cancer got to a point where it was pressing on her lymph nodes in her groin area and giving her pretty bad edema which made it more awkward for her to walk. But I totally understand it being painful, it was so hard seeing her that way.

I hope you guys are doing okay at the moment and that you're able to spend lots of time with him in the next couple weeks. Let me know if you ever need to talk about anything.

 

[Foreverfox]

Oh no I'm so sorry, that's awful. How is he acting in general? Is he acting okay?

Spoiler: cancer details

One of my work friends had to put her cat to sleep a couple months after mine; he got really skinny and it turned out he had liver cancer that was also quite widespread She said he acted fine until the end, though, but it was just the best time to do it.
Tbh I regret not putting my own cat to sleep sooner, but I do think it was still a good time, before she got really sick and wouldn't come out from under the bed. Her breast cancer got to a point where it was pressing on her lymph nodes in her groin area and giving her pretty bad edema which made it more awkward for her to walk. But I totally understand it being painful, it was so hard seeing her that way.

I hope you guys are doing okay at the moment and that you're able to spend lots of time with him in the next couple weeks. Let me know if you ever need to talk about anything.

Thank you so much I will probably be taking you up on that soon - he’s acting sort of okay, but he’s sleeping all day and has a hard time getting comfy to sit down or walk. Laying down is best for him it seems. He’s still been wanting to cuddle with me, so that’s good at least. This was under the covers with me yesterday

Spoiler: Fry aka: Beans

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

The past week hasn't been the greatest for me. First, I've been stressed about school; Two math situational problems, a science lab exam, an English oral presentation, and a French writing test all in one week. I know that term 2 is coming to an end soon, but still.
I haven't been getting along much with my family, either. I got into a big argument with my brother, got yelled at by my dad, and got grounded by my step-mom. I've also been much more distant with them.
Not to mention intrusive/negative thoughts, me constantly ranting to my friends about my family, trouble controlling my anger, and a splitting headache. Here's hoping next week is much better.

 

[Croconaw]

I had to wash my bedsheets for the second time today because I carelessly spilled soda on them.

 

[Crash]

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[Alienfish]

I think those notes turned out to be alright (and I saved a recording from it lol so I'll go thru that today maybe also) but I really suck at sorting out what should be there, think if someone wasn't there they will still get the notes I jotted down so they have to understand too... Oh well. Hope the big boss will be nice with it haha.

 

[ali.di.magix]

Work has just made me irritated and angry over the past few days (which may or may not be related to bad PMS symptoms lol)

 

[moonbyu]

Spoiler: *large sigh*

i fell into a horrible instagram rabbithole.. it was just full of self-proclaimed "christian" nationalists and neo-ykws who have so much hate in them. i blocked a lot of them but theres only so many times you can block horrible people until you realize no matter how often you block them, there's just no getting rid of them. what a world we live in.

 

[-Raven-]

I wish my accounts on a certain old site were deleted

i feel very ill but i have the dentist tomorrow and im not willing to delay it

 

[Alienfish]

The fact that there are people fetishizing/sexualizing soft toys and popular children's cartoons and stuff. Like no I don't want to see that dude in diapers or a teddy bear in BDSM outfits (yes looking at you balenciaga.. wtf?!!)

People have/keep these to feel safe and happy, for sleeping in, or just enjoy collecting for whatever neutral and fine reasons and some sick minds do like above

 

[-Raven-]

I just feel like im so boring and because i have nothing worth saying i feel like i shouldnt bother with anyone and i feel lonely