I have fencing tomorrow and I'm gonna embarrass myself bc I went to a fencing camp for a week and people at the club are probably thinking that I've gotten better, but I've made no improvement whatsoever I'm trash
My coaches are telling me that if I work hard I can get to team GB in two years, not that I don't want to but those two years are also my GCSE years and it's all stressing me out. I only started fencing with an ?p?e like 6 months ago and I only did foil for like three years before that. They are like you can be in the commonwealth games and I would love do that even if I completely failed. It's so stressful, what if I'm not good enough. They seem to think I am but I don't know.
A lot of things are bothering me right now. I am one of those people who always thinks about the future and I think too much, that it causes me stress. As mentioned before, I am now a sophomore taking pretty much all pre AP/AP classes (and I have a total of 8 classes) and I know I put too much on my plate, but I like the challenge. I am afraid that I won't be able to do what I want to do when I grow up, or travel the world, or go to conventions, etc.
And in other words and this one is pretty silly. I am afraid, since of all my classes, I won't be able to play Animal Crossing and one of my dreamies will move out and that's making me laugh right now.