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Band camp starts Sunday. I love band, but band camp is terrible. I really don't wanna go 
What's bothering you?
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"This one time, at band camp..." --American Pie XD Just think of that every day you're there and I think you'll start laughing.Band camp starts Sunday. I love band, but band camp is terrible. I really don't wanna go
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My mother. She demands....too much of me. It's not that I can't do it, it's that she wants it all done instantly.
Its bothering me that I am much more invested in this one friendship then the other person. Its difficult to deal with. I don`t want to pressure that friend, but at the same time I don`t want to feel this way all day. Sigh.
Listen, friend, I think you feel closer to me than I am to you...
And I mean, I really am glad you want to talk to me so much, really. But I have other (closer) friends I want to focus on, even if we don't have as much in common, partly because we're actually in the same town and I know it'll be easy for us to stick together even when life takes us different ways. Also because they aren't as annoying... But I feel bad saying that out loud, or even typing it.
And I mean, I really am glad you want to talk to me so much, really. But I have other (closer) friends I want to focus on, even if we don't have as much in common, partly because we're actually in the same town and I know it'll be easy for us to stick together even when life takes us different ways. Also because they aren't as annoying... But I feel bad saying that out loud, or even typing it.
Story of my life. I get you. Sorry
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My back hurts. I had surgery today to remove a mass. It was bigger than they expected and now I'm waiting for the pathology report. I'm nervous :/ and I'm worried about going to sleep because I think the doctor made a mistake and I'm bleeding internally
I hate having anxiety T_T
Shirohibiki
it's a beautiful bikini bottom day!
i feel you. -hugs- it really hurts. youll get through it. itll come to pass, hopefully.
i really dont feel like reinstalling windows/my entire harddrive ugh.
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My back hurts. I had surgery today to remove a mass. It was bigger than they expected and now I'm waiting for the pathology report. I'm nervous :/ and I'm worried about going to sleep because I think the doctor made a mistake and I'm bleeding internally
That sucks.
Its so hard to deal with such things, makes a person so powerless.... All you can do is try to have faith in the doctor who treated you, I`m pretty sure they didn`t just pluck him of the street.But still though, its not like its hard to imagine toy are scared over this. Thats only normal. I hope you will soon hear more and until then I wish you strength (and sleep).
It really shouldn't bother me cause these people do it all the time but I doubt they do it on purpose. Thanks for your support though, it helps.
That sucks.
But still though, its not like its hard to imagine toy are scared over this. Thats only normal. I hope you will soon hear more and until then I wish you strength (and sleep).
Thank you. That's very kind of you
He is a very revered physician, so I don't doubt his abilities...but I have anxiety, and that always makes me doubt...-sigh- have to live with the uncertainty I suppose. Having people to comfort me helps, so I really appreciate it - - - Post Merge - - -
I know the feeling as well, and I'm sorry that you're experiencing that. But know that you are an individual who is contributing to the world (with or without anyone knowing) just by being yourself. If others don't want your company, etc. it's their loss. I know that doesn't make the pain go away, but...sometimes it helps to try and think objectively...talk to yourself as if you were a friend...like you were talking to a friend/giving that friend advice, but really you're giving yourself advice...you know, what I mean? xD Sorry for the lack of eloquence there...
Ugh. Being ignored hurts. *also hugs* People can be so inconsiderate without realizing.
I honestly do that all the time in my head, I hope I'm not the only one. I tell myself things like this don't matter and I shouldn't be sensitive about it, I never used to be but for some reason I've been getting more anxiety talking to others, like I always feel like I'm doing something wrong whenever I get into a conversation. I really need to start listening to my own advice.
Thank you both for your support, seriously makes me feel better.
I hope everything goes well with your report, GameLaxer. I've never been in that kind of situation but like ThomasNLD said, I'm sure your doctor knows what he's doing. I can imagine it can be easy to worry about that sorta thing regardless, though.
Thank you. Very sweet of you. And I try to do the same (the mental self-advice), but it's hard, and then you always worry about people rejecting you or ignoring you and it hurts. It makes you feel like you don't matter. But you do. And just remember that by inhibiting yourself when talking to others, you aren't showing them you, and aren't giving them a chance to really know you or befriend you (when meeting you for the first time)...I've tried to be as open and honest with people as possible...removing inhibitions or at least finding people who get me. There are some people with whom you have chemistry (not romantic, platonic) and you can be yourself around them. I never had that until I met some of my good friends now, and I'm 20. I mean, throughout high school I had some good friends, but I really only felt that I could be my complete self with maybe...one or two? Even then, I only saw them at school...so I understand loneliness, too.
Liquid Ocelot
dead + tired
CAN I PLEASE RETURN TO A HUMAN SLEEPING PATTERN?
I'm steadily becoming nocturnal. This cannot be a thing when classes start.
I'm steadily becoming nocturnal. This cannot be a thing when classes start.
Liquid Ocelot
dead + tired
How I can't seem to wake up early!I love staying up late and waking up early.
So you don't like sleeping. What blasphemy. Sleeping is best.
Lol love the gif by the way.:3So you don't like sleeping. What blasphemy. Sleeping is best.
So you don't like sleeping. What blasphemy. Sleeping is best.
I love sleeping! I just like doing it during the day apparently xD
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