Mephisto Pheles
Head of True Cross Acad.
My dog has brought fleas in the house, and now I'm jumpy because every time I feel something tickle my leg (or anywhere, really) I'm afraid there's a flea on me. ಠ_ಠ
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bruh me too ):
I understand the feeling of self hate. I was closeted until 5 years ago. It actually feels so much better when you just accept that this is who you are and live your life as it is meant to be. Also finding fellow lesbians or gay friends makes acceptance so much easier because we have all felt this way.
Had a fight (well more like him and me crying and being depressed) with my boyfriend yesterday evening and we haven't spoken since (though he wanted to call me after he got him, but it was like midnight) and I really want to know if he's alright.
Also, he'll be going to uni starting in October and I am all angsty about not seeing him often enough anymore and stuff x.x
The train ride to the city he is going to live in is going to take about 1 hour and a half (we went there yesterday to find him a flat) and he claims that we'll be able to see more often because he won't live with his parents anymore, but I don't know if that's realistic. He hasn't got a driving license yet (he just got seventeen and if you want to drive alone you have to be eighteen around here) either. Me neither by the way since I'm sixteen.
We have summer holidays now and could meet last week for about four days in a row but he was really depressed during that... Before yesterday I last saw him on Saturday and it felt like about at least a weak? I'm missing him much lately since my mood isn't the best either and... ah I don't know.
I want to speak to him, but he didn't answer to my messages yet. He's either at baseball camp, translating stuff and watching over 8-12 year olds or at home sick since he was feverish yesterday.
Ah, whatever, I feel like ****.
Plus I'm also worrying about my future career wise and other things and I guess I just worry too much. As always.
Also, he'll be going to uni starting in October and I am all angsty about not seeing him often enough anymore and stuff x.x
The train ride to the city he is going to live in is going to take about 1 hour and a half (we went there yesterday to find him a flat) and he claims that we'll be able to see more often because he won't live with his parents anymore, but I don't know if that's realistic. He hasn't got a driving license yet (he just got seventeen and if you want to drive alone you have to be eighteen around here) either. Me neither by the way since I'm sixteen.
We have summer holidays now and could meet last week for about four days in a row but he was really depressed during that... Before yesterday I last saw him on Saturday and it felt like about at least a weak? I'm missing him much lately since my mood isn't the best either and... ah I don't know.
I want to speak to him, but he didn't answer to my messages yet. He's either at baseball camp, translating stuff and watching over 8-12 year olds or at home sick since he was feverish yesterday.
Ah, whatever, I feel like ****.
Plus I'm also worrying about my future career wise and other things and I guess I just worry too much. As always.
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I have 2nd day registration at my college. My registration opens at 8am. It's currently 7:13am & all the classes I wanted are already filled. I guess that's what I get for attending the largest college on the west coast ):
update:
8:09: school's servers have crashed due to overload
8:17: I was able to get through. Declined to take school survey then kicked
8:19: Same as above
8:20: Was able to successfully decline survey, then kicked again
8:23: was able to get through successfully. Tried to waitlist math class due to it being filled to capacity. kicked as soon as I tried to waitlist.
8:24: Waitlist for math successful
8:24: attempting to register for psychology & american sign language
8:39: "Administrative staff are reviewing your registration records at this time. Please try again later." what the serious heck is this?!
update:
8:09: school's servers have crashed due to overload
8:17: I was able to get through. Declined to take school survey then kicked
8:19: Same as above
8:20: Was able to successfully decline survey, then kicked again
8:23: was able to get through successfully. Tried to waitlist math class due to it being filled to capacity. kicked as soon as I tried to waitlist.
8:24: Waitlist for math successful
8:24: attempting to register for psychology & american sign language
8:39: "Administrative staff are reviewing your registration records at this time. Please try again later." what the serious heck is this?!
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ShinySandwich
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irc morning people hate me
Liquid Ocelot
dead + tired
Can everyone quit smoking, thank you.
I mean, it's your choice. But. Please. This stuff is going to decimate my family.
I mean, it's your choice. But. Please. This stuff is going to decimate my family.
Liquid Ocelot
dead + tired
That's the problem. Everyone's been smoking daily since they're 16, and seeing as they're all turning 60+ now, it's- yeah. I can't attribute all this crap to smoking- but there is just too much cancer going on for me to feel comfortable.
I smoke hookah on very rare occasions. It's bad for you, but this is craziness.
Was making cheese fondue when I spilled it ALL OVER MY BODY. Seriously hell on earth. This radioactive dairy waste is possibly more dangerous than the elephant's foot and this is not an exaggeration. The only reason I have not died (yet) is because I am cheese at this point and it tasted great with potato sticks.
The new Malaysian Airlines crash where Russia may have shot down a passenger jet for no reason. Bothers me for the blatant obvious reason that it's a crash, but it's on the anniversary of TWA 800 crash, which was also probably shot down like the TWA plane, and this crash had more people die than the first crash Malaysian had in the Indian Ocean a few months ago. Like wow the airline lost 2 planes in less than a year, 500 some people gone all together for no reason. Plus don't forget all the lovely political upheaval it gets to generate around there and then will echo in ways for the whole world.
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ew radioactive dairy waste. That phrase makes me think of white/off green liquid cheese bleck...
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ew radioactive dairy waste. That phrase makes me think of white/off green liquid cheese bleck...
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