What's bothering you?

[Liquid Ocelot]

I relate to this. I wish you weren't feeling this way.
There was this saying about hard and soft and never letting someone make you into a hard soul, but I can't remember it off the top of my head and it's not that comforting, I guess. If I could send you some comfort or cookies, I would. Or a good mixtape and a hug.

looool one of the suckiest feelings is sitting around wondering if someone who hurt you deeply even realizes what they did.

sob.

 

[Benevoir]

Why does my dad have to put me down and complain about something so minor, that you can just simply shrug it off whenever we talk on the phone. And at the end of our conversation I always feel self-conscious about myself because he can't stop that mouth of his.

I want to block him for the rest of my life but, knowing him, I can't leave him all alone. God damn it.

 

[Mephisto Pheles]

I'm not ready for my Dad to get remarried I don't think I can handle living with a complete stranger, and seeing him love this stranger, whom he hasn't even known for a full year, more than he ever loved my Mom...

...Of whom I'm also having trouble acting "normal" around. I just can't bring myself to forgive her for just up and leaving like that. And at such a horrible time, too. I haven't seen her in nearly 2 years, and she only ever texts me occasionally - and that's only because she feels obligated to.

Ugh.. I wish I had money and an education. I'd love to just run away..

 

[Liquid Ocelot]

I'm not ready for my Dad to get remarried I don't think I can handle living with a complete stranger, and seeing him love this stranger, whom he hasn't even known for a full year, more than he ever loved my Mom...

...Of whom I'm also having trouble acting "normal" around. I just can't bring myself to forgive her for just up and leaving like that. And at such a horrible time, too. I haven't seen her in nearly 2 years, and she only ever texts me occasionally - and that's only because she feels obligated to.

Ugh.. I wish I had money and an education. I'd love to just run away..

HUGGING YOU IN SPIRIT RN. ; n;

 

[Mephisto Pheles]

HUGGING YOU IN SPIRIT RN. ; n;

Thanks. I need it. D:

 

[Tessie]

I'm not ready for my Dad to get remarried I don't think I can handle living with a complete stranger, and seeing him love this stranger, whom he hasn't even known for a full year, more than he ever loved my Mom...

...Of whom I'm also having trouble acting "normal" around. I just can't bring myself to forgive her for just up and leaving like that. And at such a horrible time, too. I haven't seen her in nearly 2 years, and she only ever texts me occasionally - and that's only because she feels obligated to.

Ugh.. I wish I had money and an education. I'd love to just run away..

I'm really really sorry....stay strong. Sometimes you have to look passed and see that if your father is happy with his new partner then maybe it's all for the best. Try to be open minded and open to his soon-to-be new wife...what happened between your father and your mother isn't her fault. Maybe you should ask your father to have a dinner with just the three of you, or maybe ask to go shopping with her or spend a day with her so she doesn't feel so much like a stranger?
For your mother, I'm sorry for her just getting up and leaving and even barely talking to her, perhaps she has things to deal with, just give her time. If you really need her you could always let her know.

 

[Liquid Ocelot]

Thanks. I need it. D:

This is a baby ocelot.

I do not know how this helps.

 

[Saylor]

Why does my dad have to put me down and complain about something so minor, that you can just simply shrug it off whenever we talk on the phone. And at the end of our conversation I always feel self-conscious about myself because he can't stop that mouth of his.

I want to block him for the rest of my life but, knowing him, I can't leave him all alone. God damn it.

Ah I'm sorry about this. Feeling self-conscious is a really terrible thing to feel, especially when it's brought up by your family.

 

[Mephisto Pheles]

I'm really really sorry....stay strong. Sometimes you have to look passed and see that if your father is happy with his new partner then maybe it's all for the best. Try to be open minded and open to his soon-to-be new wife...what happened between your father and your mother isn't her fault. Maybe you should ask your father to have a dinner with just the three of you, or maybe ask to go shopping with her or spend a day with her so she doesn't feel so much like a stranger?
For your mother, I'm sorry for her just getting up and leaving and even barely talking to her, perhaps she has things to deal with, just give her time. If you really need her you could always let her know.

I know. I don't blame or resent his fiancee.. I'm more so frustrated with my parents.

At first, I only "blamed" my Mom for their divorce - she was always yelling at Dad for stupid reasons when they were together, and I even caught her cheating on him. Then, on the exact same day my Dad learns that he was just laid off, she goes and tells him that she's been planning on leaving him for awhile now. (Admittedly, Dad asked her if she was planning on leaving him - but that was after he called her and told her that he was laid off, and she just scoffed and hung up on him, while HE WAS IN TEARS)

But after awhile, I realized that Dad was part of the problem, too... After he and Mom were officially divorced, he started saying things that I never expected to come out of his mouth. Things like "your Mom is really starting to look old", in a jokingly grossed out tone. He would also talk about how gross fat women look (My Mom was obese for most of their marriage).
I also saw how much better he treats this new woman compared to how he treated my Mom... And I think it's because he didn't find her attractive - and only stayed with her out of a sense of obligation.

And I'm sure I'll get to spend plenty of time with his new wife, whether I like it or not lol. I haven't met her yet, though - she's Vietnamese.. and she and Dad are currently trying to get all the legal paperwork done so she can come live here.

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This is a baby ocelot.

I do not know how this helps.

FFFFFFFFFFF-- That is adorable. ;A;

 

[yosugay]

i have a huge zit on my face. its like 4 clogged pores in one its so gross

 

[Capella]

-breaded is not a thing
-the abstract art thread got closed

 

[Saylor]

I'm not ready for my Dad to get remarried I don't think I can handle living with a complete stranger, and seeing him love this stranger, whom he hasn't even known for a full year, more than he ever loved my Mom...

...Of whom I'm also having trouble acting "normal" around. I just can't bring myself to forgive her for just up and leaving like that. And at such a horrible time, too. I haven't seen her in nearly 2 years, and she only ever texts me occasionally - and that's only because she feels obligated to.

Ugh.. I wish I had money and an education. I'd love to just run away..

Ugh I wrote a longer reply to you but I accidentally deleted it. I'm sorry about what you're going through and I wish I could offer more advice, but I've never been in a situation like that. Must be awful.

 

[Mephisto Pheles]

Ugh I wrote a longer reply to you but I accidentally deleted it. I'm sorry about what you're going through and I wish I could offer more advice, but I've never been in a situation like that. Must be awful.

Haha, it's OK. I posted here just to vent, and didn't expect for anyone to say anything about it, but I'm happy just knowing people care enough to respond.

 

[yosugay]

Haha, it's OK. I posted here just to vent, and didn't expect for anyone to say anything about it, but I'm happy just knowing people care enough to respond.

your signature is cute

 

[Izzy Reincarnated]

it isnt 3 am yet

 

[Saylor]

I'm so tired of not being able to sleep.

 

[Mephisto Pheles]

your signature is cute

Thank you! It was only my second time making a sig, so it's good to know it doesn't suck hahaha. (By the way, if anyone else likes the background I used - both the background source, sprites source, and the programs I used to make it are in the "about me" section in my profile )

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it isnt 3 am yet

It is here.

 

[Glaceon2000]

I feel like no one knows me on any forum. I had one friend on another forum and I just found out she's quitting ;-;. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm just too shy. I like everyone here but I can't try to connect with them, I get too scared. Sorry, it's just I'm really sad and hurt over my friend quitting.

 

[Clara Oswald]

I feel like no one knows me on any forum. I had one friend on another forum and I just found out she's quitting ;-;. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I'm just too shy. I like everyone here but I can't try to connect with them, I get too scared. Sorry, it's just I'm really sad and hurt over my friend quitting.

You should try to interact with people lots also can you find away to talk to your friend on Skype or something? That way you can still talk. I will talk to you if you want, send me a PM or something, I don't bite.

 

[cIementine]

I'm getting my exam results next week and I'm kinda nervous