What's bothering you?

[marzipanmermaid]

I don't know what are actually my own thoughts or just products of my constant stress, anxiety, obsessive nature, or fears/doubts. I'm really tired... I'm so tired, but I can't sleep and when I do, I have nightmares. I feel like I'm running on empty. I'm pretty sure I'm losing it? But who knows. I'm just one big screwed up crybaby of an inconvenience.

 

[Cudon]

Parents being *******s xL

 

[Sanaki]

I miss my boyfriend but he's at school.

 

[debinoresu]

i need to sell my soul for ultimate friend powers bc rn im cursed with being the worst at being friend

 

[Superpenguin]

I got banned from Cory's mafia game that keeps getting pushed back.

 

[CookingOkasan]

For some reason there are fruit flies in my room even though I never keep food or drinks in here. I'm ****ing mad as hell about it.

I've been cursing and swatting the air and clapping and ****. gd im so mad about it.

 

[marzipanmermaid]

Every time I get a "maybe" or "tomorrow" when I ask my boyfriend about doing something, I get sad.
It's been tomorrow for a couple days.

 

[effluo]

Every time I get a "maybe" or "tomorrow" when I ask my boyfriend about doing something, I get sad.
It's been tomorrow for a couple days.

I get that a lot too..

Takes me forever to actually want to do something only to get shot down repeatedly..

 

[marzipanmermaid]

I get that a lot too..

Takes me forever to actually want to do something only to get shot down repeatedly..

Yeah... I hate that you're in the same boat. :/
It hurts my feelings and it's silly because I know we don't always have to be together. We've been a couple for 4 years. But we went from spending almost every day together to a couple days out of the week to one special day that was our day plus a weekend day, to now maybe once a week, if I'm lucky. Even if it's just laying in his bed and playing ACNL while he plays online with his friends. I don't mind. I just like company. His company. But I don't want to be whiny because I know he's dealing with his own crap, but can't we be sad together?

 

[PaperLuigi3]

My girlfriend doesn't understand that when a teenage boy doesn't want to talk to you, he doesn't want to talk to you. I'm dizzy and tired and she wants to go talk about feelings. Typically I do, but in this case I'm too tired to do that.

 

[marzipanmermaid]

My girlfriend doesn't understand that when a teenage boy doesn't want to talk to you, he doesn't want to talk to you. I'm dizzy and tired and she wants to go talk about feelings. Typically I do, but in this case I'm too tired to do that.

I hope you start feeling a bit better. Sounds like you need a warm drink and a nap. That's what I do when I get all out of sorts and tired. And maybe it could help with the dizziness?

 

[Pathetic]

being irritated

 

[Pirate]

w/e.

 

[Liquid Ocelot]

Everyone's so gd annoying.

I just want to spend some time with my brother. Everyone else can get off my d*mn planet.

 

[A Legend]

I got a ton of stuff to do before my 2 week holiday is over.

 

[Liquid Ocelot]

Realizing now that I only became a target for her abuse because my heart was too soft.

Now it's too solid, and I'm having issues trusting people and being vulnerable.

I wonder if she even thinks she did anything wrong to me. Because she totally f*ing did.

 

[marzipanmermaid]

I wish I never exploited myself online when I was so young.
Then I wouldn't be dealing with all this crap and feeling used.
But when you're desperate for "affection" and attention, I guess you'll do anything, right?
I'm so stupid.

 

[Saylor]

Didn't do as well as I thought on my AP test. /:

 

[Liquid Ocelot]

I wish I never exploited myself online when I was so young.
Then I wouldn't be dealing with all this crap and feeling used.
But when you're desperate for "affection" and attention, I guess you'll do anything, right?
I'm so stupid.

/pats

 

[marzipanmermaid]

Realizing now that I only became a target for her abuse because my heart was too soft.

Now it's too solid, and I'm having issues trusting people and being vulnerable.

I wonder if she even thinks she did anything wrong to me. Because she totally f*ing did.

I relate to this. I wish you weren't feeling this way.
There was this saying about hard and soft and never letting someone make you into a hard soul, but I can't remember it off the top of my head and it's not that comforting, I guess. If I could send you some comfort or cookies, I would. Or a good mixtape and a hug.