i'm sure we've all had cringe worthy memories when we were in middle school. if you don't, then what has changed about you since then? i recall having this insanely annoying yaoi obsession back then and i was the same as any typical immature twelve year old; drawing genitals everywhere and stuff. not much has changed since then
idk im starting to see how everyone else's experience is vaguely similar to mine, so why not share my story
6th grade: had a **** ton of friends, and ugh my hygiene was terrible back then. i barely showered and just- my god. idk how people even put up with me; i was hyper all the time and compared to 7th/8th grade, i barely experienced sadness. my grades were terrible because never i paid attention in class and all i cared about was friends. i got bullied a lot too
7th grade: started losing half of my friends, but oh well. i had this one group of friends i was still close with. my grades got slightly better. this is probably the worst year for me. started self harm, parents found out (i still feel like **** after doing this to them), sort of bullied. not as much as 6th grade though, i was just a tad bit less annoying
8th grade: this year is a blur to my mind. every day was pretty much the exact same, i didnt have any friends to make memories with and i just tried my best to pay attention. i was almost a straight a student at this point, but my grades werent perfect yet. i refused to study because i guess it was a side affect of severe depression, so i just relied on studying as much as i could in class. i'll just say its a lot easier to pay attention when im not worrying about when i can talk to my friends and stuff. i got emotionally stronger after being forced to suddenly be a loner for half of seventh grade, meaning i barely had any emotional break downs. i just ignored my problems, which is not recommended. didnt have anyone to rant to, so i kept everything bottled up. there would be that one night every month or so where something triggers it and all my emotions just come pouring out like **** - through anger and tears. ohh ****, it's getting way too deep now
anyway, things got so much better when i got into highschool. im so glad middle school is a thing of a past
6th grade: had a **** ton of friends, and ugh my hygiene was terrible back then. i barely showered and just- my god. idk how people even put up with me; i was hyper all the time and compared to 7th/8th grade, i barely experienced sadness. my grades were terrible because never i paid attention in class and all i cared about was friends. i got bullied a lot too
7th grade: started losing half of my friends, but oh well. i had this one group of friends i was still close with. my grades got slightly better. this is probably the worst year for me. started self harm, parents found out (i still feel like **** after doing this to them), sort of bullied. not as much as 6th grade though, i was just a tad bit less annoying
8th grade: this year is a blur to my mind. every day was pretty much the exact same, i didnt have any friends to make memories with and i just tried my best to pay attention. i was almost a straight a student at this point, but my grades werent perfect yet. i refused to study because i guess it was a side affect of severe depression, so i just relied on studying as much as i could in class. i'll just say its a lot easier to pay attention when im not worrying about when i can talk to my friends and stuff. i got emotionally stronger after being forced to suddenly be a loner for half of seventh grade, meaning i barely had any emotional break downs. i just ignored my problems, which is not recommended. didnt have anyone to rant to, so i kept everything bottled up. there would be that one night every month or so where something triggers it and all my emotions just come pouring out like **** - through anger and tears. ohh ****, it's getting way too deep now
anyway, things got so much better when i got into highschool. im so glad middle school is a thing of a past
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