I'm not interested in a relationship at the moment, I am coming around to the idea and I'm happy about that. I've never wanted a partner because I feel as though I don't deserve one because I will make them feel like nothing because of my personality and attitude. However I am getting better and I have began thinking about getting a partner but like I said, not right now as I still have a long way to go.
My ideal partner would be someone who is there for me. I feel lonely and empty at times so it would be nice to have someone around to make me feel wanted and happy. I'd also like my partner to have a good sense of humour, similar to my own preferable. Humour is a coping mechanism of mine, I am often sarcastic because of my anxiety and when I'm just generally uncomfortable in the environment I am in, I often tell offensive jokes about myself and I think that's a turn off for some people so hopefully my partner would be okay with it. Since I'm not the nicest person I would love if my partner was resistant to me, I would love if they were nice to balance out the relationship. Negativity and positivity = a neutral feeling for me and when the time is right I hope I will become positive so we can have an even more amazing relationship. I'd be great if they were smart and shared some interests with me, we'd get bored easily if we didnt share any interests. Good looks never hurt.
Turn offs:
• Religion
If they are religious I probably wouldn't be happy and neither would they because I have very firm believes about how toxic religion is.
• Eats with mouth open and slurps when eating certain food. It's disgusting and impolite.
• If they hate a specific group of people. (E.g Racism)
• Loud speaker
• Immaturity
• Stupid
• Too skinny, fat or muscly.
• Drug use e.g Alcohol, Smoking, etcetera.
• Hates animals
• Right winged, I'd lead to possible arguments so it would be for the best if they weren't right winged in politics. I am accepting of other views but it could still happen.
I'm share there are more but I just can't think of any right now.