This seems really personal but I guess it's okay to be open-minded with other people
I am a female, and I'm absolutely completely 100% asexual. Another way to put it may be this: I'm like a 5 year old trapped in a 17 year old's body.
I have never had a boyfriend or girlfriend in my life. I lean ever so slightly towards guys.
I don't mind people saying that they love me, but when they're totally serious it makes me feel very, very uncomfortable.
When people make innuendos, jokes, or just flat out talk about anything that has to do with *that* it makes me very upset. Like I get super uncomfortable around even my friends because they don't seem to have an issue with it but I feel like everyone is perverted.
Even my family makes jokes about stuff like that and I just turn into sort of a mini melt-down or whatever it's called. Like sometimes I can't even handle people.
Though, I have thought of having a boyfriend after I graduate from college, but I don't want a super serious relationship. Just someone who will talk to me and do things with me and someone I can feel connected to. I guess like a best friend.I also set really high standards. Prob too high to ever find a boyfriend anytime soon.
I don't know. I guess I really don't know right from wrong. I think everything is wrong.