What's Bothering You?

I don’t want to keep complaining about Discord, but here we are. I couldn’t get these items because I didn’t join the other server being advertised before I won and when I contacted them and just joined the other server, the prize is forfeited? I get rules are rules but I’m facepalming myself big time
 
I didn't sleep too well. My sisters alarm kept going off for some reason at full blast, the wind from the open window kept moving my door around, and I got a crick in my neck from my weird sleeping position and it still hurts.
 
There was a homeless guy digging in the garbage and it made me sad cause we have a nice warm house to live in for Christmas but he has to freeze almost to death every night. I gave him 20 bucks and he started to cry so I cried cause I'm not good at holding it in. Even after I walked away I couldn't stop crying cause my province is filled with homeless people and hundreds of people have no reason to be joyous this season. Homeless people walk up and down my street every day. My holiday spirit has turned melancholy sigh
 
Feeling extremely depressed and anxious. I am dreading tomorrow. I just want to stay home for christmas. my mom says it isn’t fair to the grandkids if they don’t see us, but they saw their other grandparents. plus it is a pandemic, the virus doesn’t care what is fair and not fair to kids. what about your own daughter and her anxiety issues? if we got security or took turns visiting for christmas every other year, or if my sister had her cat still (she passed away three years ago) i’d be a little better about going. but since my mom wants to move eventually no point getting security even if we could afford it. i don’t want to move but i have no choice since i am dependent on them. most of my friends are relatively close where we live now but totally not if we move to where my sister is and i have no car and am too scared to drive. so i’ll never be able to see them again. i want to be here when my friend who is stuck outside the country waiting for citizenship comes back :/. my mom says everything will be fine. well, the minute you think that, something is bound to happen.
 
I'm having a really hard time, worse than I thought I would...
My Grandfather passed away last month and this being my first Christmas without him... I'm feeling very depressed. Gonna try and do my best to stay in the holiday spirit but so far... It's rough.
My heart to anyone who may be going through the same struggle, whether you've lost someone long ago or are just not able to spend the day same as we have year after year. Merry Christmas to everyone 💗 and a happy New Year.
 
I sent the wrong message to a group chat and I'm a bit embarrassed
Thankfully I unsent it
 
we opened presents today and one of my figurines got a little damaged on the mail. not only that, the paint and an arm is not as shown in the picture. like luffy’s eyes are two centered and law’s arm is too high.

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i hate my job. i'm on the verge of quitting and being unemployed for a while. plus i have to go to work tomorrow morning, but it's snowing a **** ton right now and i don't really want to get stuck at like 5am on my way to work because the roads are iced over. i live in the mountains and all i need is to get stuck in a ditch when it's like 10 degrees.
 
yknow if I could win just one giveaway maybe? that would be super cool? ofc that will never happen because the RNG gods absolutely loathe me :)


also bothered because my friend is automatically assuming that in gonna give her one of my four new stuffed animals when they come in the mail but honestly, I was really hoping to keep them for myself since I really love stuffed animals and they're honestly a big comforting thing to me while I'm trying to cope with being at home in this stupid crowded room. I didn't explicitly tell her I would give her one but she's already like "omg what should I name it" like bruh what if I want to keep it lol. I would feel horrible if I had to turn her down though cause i know she really likes it. idk maybe I'll buy her her own sometime soon.

in speaking of the stuffed animals, I know it's only been 24 hours since I ordered them but I really wish they would come soon, I have to wait a little under two and a half weeks and my stress/anxiety is causing me to be super impatient 😣
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can I also mention, I'm kinda nervous about this package coming in because the seller stated that it came w all four plushies but they had four available listed on the item description? like they explicitly said in the seller info that it would be shipped with all four but what, do they have four of each one to send out? they don't offer returns so I'm just really nervous that I paid $40 and they're actually only gonna send one of the four. idk my anxiety is outta control when it comes to money lol.
 
also bothered because my friend is automatically assuming that in gonna give her one of my four new stuffed animals when they come in the mail but honestly, I was really hoping to keep them for myself since I really love stuffed animals and they're honestly a big comforting thing to me while I'm trying to cope with being at home in this stupid crowded room. I didn't explicitly tell her I would give her one but she's already like "omg what should I name it" like bruh what if I want to keep it lol. I would feel horrible if I had to turn her down though cause i know she really likes it. idk maybe I'll buy her her own sometime soon.
You shouldn't feel compelled to have to give her something just because she has made an incorrect assumption. It's okay to point out that you bought them for yourself and were not intending on giving any away.
 
:( i’m really sorry that you’re having a rough time but your feelings are completely valid. you shouldn’t be forced into doing anything that you don’t want to do, especially during a pandemic. i really hope things get better for you and that tomorrow and the days after go by smoothly. i’m always around if you need someone to talk to or a distraction. 🧡

oh no! i’m so sorry for your loss; i can’t imagine how devastated you must feel right now. don’t feel compelled to stay in the holiday spirit, though - you lost someone and it’s perfectly okay to grieve, even during the holidays. sending loads of well wishes and healing thoughts to you and your family. 💚
 
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You shouldn't feel compelled to have to give her something just because she has made an incorrect assumption. It's okay to point out that you bought them for yourself and were not intending on giving any away.
I normally wouldn't really feel bad about turning someone down over a small detail like this, but I have a great deal of pity for her because she's been through more than I could every comprehend since her mom passed away back in 2017 (thereby losing both of her parents at 16 y.o.). I know it's prob TMI for this kinda issue but idk I just know that when I've been through a lot w school and whatnot I don't like to be turned down like that. it's a tough situation for me.

my dad told me that since the plushies won't be here for a week and a half, I could just not mention it anymore around her and when I get them not make it obvious that I did so. I suppose eventually I'll have to tell her that I intend to keep all four though.
 
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