What's Bothering You?

I somehow magically gained like 2 lbs (i seemed to be losing weight but im back at 183 again smfh) and I haven't eaten anything yet today soooooo guess who's prob not gonna each much of anything at all todayy! 👍
 
^Hey you're still doing a HELL of a lot better than me! I would DREAM of weighing that much compared to my 200+ lb. self! I've got a lot of exercise to do!
I just started exercising again a few days ago, using an app that comes pup with an exercise plan to help the user lose belly fat. also been working on my arms freelance. gotta start somewhere! 183 might not sound bad but I'm only 5'3" lol. I'm gonna get back to 150 here soon.

I was gonna edit my post and say that I've found there are a few reasons for sudden overnight "weight gain": water weight, slowing metabolism due to eating less (which I have been doing), and/or exercising a lot in a short span of time (which I did two days ago). just gonna eat a light breakfast/lunch and prob skip dinner, as well as skipping my workouts. I'm physically exhausted lol.
 
my nose has been stuffy and now i can feel a tickle in my throat. it goes away during the day (i've always had the nose issue in winter every morning it goes away during the day), but i'm worried i may be catching a cold and really don't want to bring it to my grandma's so i've been taking cold meds just in case which have been helping.

my mom says that i shouldn't worry about it being covid because one of the first symptoms people have is not being able to taste anything and i still can. ;-; still a little nervous tho.

speaking of the whole "stuffy nose goes away during the day" i can already feel it going away and my throat doesn't hurt anymore. still gonna keep taking the cold meds for my and others around me's safety.
 
Last edited:
I'm so tireeeeddddd of my parents acting like idiooootttsss regarding politiiccsssss

they keep trying to tell me that thousands of "dead" people voted for biden??? well then how has literally every court Trump has gone to turned it down?? don't you think that at least one or two of them would be like "oh yeah there is some voter fraud here"???? no every single damn one has turned him down and there are even White House officials INCLUDING PENCE HIMSELF who are starting to distance themselves from Trump because he's done nothing but spend the last month and a half hopelessly disputing the election results.

my parents are also trying to claim that under Biden house mortgages will skyrocket (p sure that happened when Obama took office because of the house market crash but whatever) and they're also saying that not only will Biden heavily raise medical prices/bills but universal healthcare is a failure that could never work (even though there are many counties who use it quite successfully).

and then ofc my mom ends the argument with "you're only 21, you haven't had a chance to be kicked around by the world yet" but uhhhh I mean I'm literally going into my 8th semester of college and when I leave I'll have $25k+ in debt but idk I guess I haven't been kicked around enough just yet 🤷🤷


and it's not necessarily that I think that their political opinions aren't their own, it's just that they're often not based in fact. an opinion not based in fact is just a lie. yet they continue to believe the lies. like okay then go live in your depressed Trump-centric world, believing that Biden will destroy everything, meanwhile I'm optimistic and hope nothing but the best for him and the country.
 
i hate coming to work again, even with [x] gone, i just feel so undervalued. i don't know if it's my demeanor or what? i don't even make 70% of [x] salary and i'm doing over 70% of her job on top of my previous job ??? really it doesn't make any sense to me and quite frankly it's ridiculous how anyone considered her competent bc i'm still picking up the pieces

it's just so ironic bc they call me "the future of the company" that felt beyond awful. i'm the future yet my bonus was half of what someone that's only been here 2 months received?? after being here for 2 years. that's funny. i am still training her on stuff I'M TEACHING MYSELF.

ive entirely stopped feeling bad about leaving. i am SO, SO grateful to have an exit plan and i thank God for that. i'm just praying everything goes smoothly and classes all stay online. may can't come soon enough.
 
So we just got our Christmas tree set up and that because are grandma just moves in right before Christmas it’s sad but I love my grandma and I’m happy she got to live with us
 
this guy i've been seeing for the last year is venting to me about how he's afraid of commitment and it makes me so irritated because he knows i kind of like him and have for the past year and i know he's only talking about that fear because he found someone he wants to date

like wtf how cruel can a person be
 
what's bothering me is that people wanna be victims so bad it makes them look stupid
 
I'm glad I get four days off in a row for Christmas cause dang my neck/back/shoulder muscles NEED it. If I move a certain way it hurts my neck/shoulder area, it hurts to attempt to crack my neck, I can't bend my neck a certain way cause it hurts, I have pain in upper my shoulders that can't be massaged out like how I normally deal with it. Massaging it hurts worse and I can't stretch/crack it out either. There have been multiple times where I come home and still feel the pain, thou less cause I'm not standing as much. But there was one day recently that because I didn't lay down that day, somethin I normally do when I get home and on my off days, my neck pain STILL continued on to the next work week. Usually it happens on like day 3 of work and by day 5 it hurts constantly but I'm usually off the next 2 days. I had one day off this week so my muscles haven't recovered, esp since I was up and walking and busy over half of that day.
 
Might be a bit gross, but both of my feet hurt because some skin peeled off.

I need to give up those flats. They rub up on my feet and it's uncomfortable.
 
So after about three years, my joy-cons start giving me trouble. The right one does not want to sync, stay synced, or charge. After doing everything, I know how I decide to replace them. It should be simple enough. First, I try local stores Walmart, Target...etc), no luck, pandemic and all. Then I check Gamestop; they can order them and have them shipped in 4 to 7 business days. Great. Days passed, check my email to find they were supposed to be delivered on the 2oth.....weird I got no call. And I will be honest I don't check my email every day when I am no taking my college courses. Maybe they are busy holidays and all. So I go in today, .....my order is not in the store, no record of it according to the employee, with having arrived yet. Have to call customer service. An hour and a half later, finally, get someone on the phone, we can replace it - but it will take another 3 to 5 days, or we can refund you.........keep in mind I need the controllers.

Interestingly enough, I found the email that gave me a tracking number that shows the time it was delivered 10:19 am, and was emailed at 10:45 am that it was delivered. The manager that sold me the controllers is on the receipt is the one who signed for them at delivery.

So, now, I am getting my father, who is a paralegal, to call cooperate for me why I am at work tomorrow, see if we can make sense of this, because.....yeah.
 
why did I have to get back into collecting Webkinz/stuffed animals lmao I'm so stupid and broke 😣😣

also can we just talk about how outrageously overpriced these old Webkinz signatures are?? like why is the arctic fox $155 without the code? why is the timber wolf $200+ without the code?? they were $25 when they first came out and I feel like with the tag yeah they can be more pricey, but without?? I could buy a cuddlekins plushie for $15-20 and it would look/feel just as nice and realistic.

idk but there were a lot of signatures I missed out on as a kid because I had to rely on my parents to buy them for me, and now they're so ridiculously overpriced I'll never be able to get them 😢 at least I was able to get the signature red panda a year or so ago, relatively inexpensively (I believe it was $25-30 and it was brand new).
 
My mum is so uptight all the time and overreact to every little thing. In fact, both of my parents overreact to everything. I forgot how bad all the noise is until I got back home a couple weeks ago. I get feeling irritated easily, but what I don't get is how they have so much energy to be so vocal about it all the time. To me it's just a waste of time and energy.

Also I wish I still had another hobby other than gaming. I completely lost interest in art months ago, hoping it would eventually come back. But all I feel is nothing :/
 
Back
Top