What's Bothering You?

theres a currently ongoing terrorist? attack in my city and from videos i've seen, it's right outside my apartment door (which i luckily left 2 days ago to stay with my parents) it's scary, i thought vienna was super safe since it doesnt usually recieve much global attention, but i guess its not anymore? 🙁 i hope noone else gets hurt..
 
You know what? This life thing is some pretty tough ****. Man, I find it hard to do the coursework for even thirty minutes. I don't even spend the day doing things I really enjoy, either; most of the time, it's just music, driving, and games - and those things have gone lackluster to me. I don't truly enjoy doing those things anymore. Sure, I may get a bit of an adrenaline rush when I drive down the city streets, but I just feel that life now is just a repetition. Perhaps what I need is something to change it up - maybe that, in turn, will motivate me into doing my schoolwork. New hobbies or something. 'Cause this **** is boring, and I'm not gettin' any younger.
Same here :( I feel like I waste away my days off work doing stuff that I feel no enjoyment in. I don't even feel any enjoyment in gaming anymore, unless my brother is here to play with me. After university finished I wanted to get back into arts and crafts, but my creativity and inspiration switched off immediately after my finals finished. I just feel so empty and numb. Maybe I just have to force myself to do something...

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The recruitment company seemed really good, and they seemed really willing to help me which is good. But it's temporary work, so the rosters are done on short notice, but you're pretty much guaranteed work except over the Christmas period. But I have to resign from my current job first...and uhhhh I didn't think it would be this hard. Yesterday I was thinking about how emotional I'd be and weird it would be, but today my brain has done the thing where it just switches off all emotion and ability to care. But I'm still nervous as hell to hand in my notice ;-; I don't want to walk in where everyone will see, because they'll question me and I'm not ready to answer them lol. I think I just need to admit to myself that I'll actually miss some of my coworkers so so much....
 
I had to take a math test today and I didn't have enough time to finish it so I only completed half of the test. Also I'm not too positive about it because I'm betting I got most of the ones I did wrong as well >.>
 
Tired even though all I did was egg hunt today lol.
I was thinking of going back to my game and tting back to halloween and catch up to today, but I don’t think now that I will. I had fun though and it was worth it; this really isn’t a negative post. Tomorrow I have to go grocery shopping :(. Not looking forward to it even though it ends up going okay minus an occasional one person who walks in without a mask (that was last time and I think it was an employer) or even in the parking lot (one woman last time).
 
My family is getting on my case for things I can't do. Also, they're a nightmare when we have family time since our personalities don't mix all too well. Can't wait to move out and get that nice silence.
 
My work is scheduling 11 hour shifts this week which is way too much for me. I get tired enough after the normal 8 hour shift. Going to be miserable.
 
Welp I was looking forward to a 3 day weekend but now it turns out my dad once again took the same day off. Completely just killed any excitement that I had for it. I hate when the whole family is home. There's so much noise and it's just not that relaxing. I know he works hard but I only get 10 days off the whole year compared to the weeks he gets off. This sucks so bad... there's not a lot of opportunities to take days off with the stress wave that's coming my way later this month. Curse my damn luck. This night has already sucked enough.
 
How am I so unbelievably stupid? I want to drop this class, it's not my thing at all and I have the option to opt out, but nooo "yOu'Re SmaRt jUst GoTtA pAy atTetNtIon." No no no nono I'm not and I'm fine with that
Hhhhhh anyways
 
Hoooooooooo boy, I am so tired. I should go to sleep right now, but there’s a couple things I want to do before I go to sleep. I missed my medicine last night though so my head hurts. 😭

I know this is not really a bother compared to everything else here, but I still thought I would mention it.
 
I ****ed up my ear and have now been in pain since yesterday morning. Since we're in "lockdown light" again and doctor's appointments can take ages to get it really is up to chance how long I'm gonna have to wait to get this fixed. Then again, even if I did get one today - my mother tells me I should tell them it's an "emergency" just because of the pain - I... do NOT want to go. I hate doctors and I hate being there by myself, I avoid going to one like the pest (and it's catching up to me). All I can hope is that it doesn't turn into ear surgery number 3. Come 2025 I don't think I'm gonna have any hearing left lmao
 
me last night, looking at my homework: "oh, that's not that bad, it's just tanks in series right?"
me, tonight: "****, it's bidirectional."
 
Been getting actually screamed at all night on Xbox by random dudes on mics in solo queue who don't even know how to play Apex 🤨🧐 We're talking about the BASIC rules here. Not to mention, I carried the team for both of those squads while they were Shadows lol... Step aside.

In general also, I feel like people (for the most part) are getting more and more hostile and I'm just beyond tired at this point, man. No one gets along anymore.
 
Same here :( I feel like I waste away my days off work doing stuff that I feel no enjoyment in. I don't even feel any enjoyment in gaming anymore, unless my brother is here to play with me. After university finished I wanted to get back into arts and crafts, but my creativity and inspiration switched off immediately after my finals finished. I just feel so empty and numb. Maybe I just have to force myself to do something...

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The recruitment company seemed really good, and they seemed really willing to help me which is good. But it's temporary work, so the rosters are done on short notice, but you're pretty much guaranteed work except over the Christmas period. But I have to resign from my current job first...and uhhhh I didn't think it would be this hard. Yesterday I was thinking about how emotional I'd be and weird it would be, but today my brain has done the thing where it just switches off all emotion and ability to care. But I'm still nervous as hell to hand in my notice ;-; I don't want to walk in where everyone will see, because they'll question me and I'm not ready to answer them lol. I think I just need to admit to myself that I'll actually miss some of my coworkers so so much....
Yeah so I cried about leaving lmao...at least that's out of the way, letting one emotional buildup go. I handed in my resignation, my manager was real nice about it, everything is p much sorted.

you know what brain, you need to calm the **** down and stop overthinking!!
 
Been getting actually screamed at all night on Xbox by random dudes on mics in solo queue who don't even know how to play Apex 🤨🧐 We're talking about the BASIC rules here. Not to mention, I carried the team for both of those squads while they were Shadows lol... Step aside.

In general also, I feel like people (for the most part) are getting more and more hostile and I'm just beyond tired at this point, man. No one gets along anymore.

I know what you mean. I used to play Overwatch. I admit I snapped at someone once on the mic who was spamming nice job emote i know to be sarcastic since we all lost. I was trying my hardest and to work with everyone even if I was always the only person defending the base, and I really did not appreciate the attitude or hostility even towards the players that were trying. :/ It has been awhile since I last had a ps4 subscription and tried ranking, but I can imagine it being worse.

Nm about my worry. It was silly lol.
 
I would not recommend Campbell's Chunky Chipotle chicken and corn chowder. It's like an overly spiced, watery nacho cheese dip with chicken, beans and some mushy veggies.


I'll be better.
It's not for you, just this annoying person in an MMORPG I play, sorry if it came off wrong.
 
also yeah update i blocked that random dude on discord, i honestly don't know if he was dumb af for real or just... weird in general. oh well all good. c:

also ugh goddamn dumb VAT on like in game purchases :(
 
Been getting actually screamed at all night on Xbox by random dudes on mics in solo queue who don't even know how to play Apex 🤨🧐 We're talking about the BASIC rules here. Not to mention, I carried the team for both of those squads while they were Shadows lol... Step aside.

In general also, I feel like people (for the most part) are getting more and more hostile and I'm just beyond tired at this point, man. No one gets along anymore.

My personal favorite course of action with those types of people is to start replying with totally absurd and unrelated things. Pointless animal facts are my favorite, though I like to throw in the occasional weird question too. (ex. "Do you think crabs dream?")

The best part about this strat is that if there are other non-toxic people on the team they might join in or just get a laugh out of it.

I've personally gotten used to what a cesspit online multiplayer games tend to be, but I honestly just recommend muting or blocking anyone being rude if it starts bothering you. It might hinder communication with your team but in the end games are about having fun and I feel a potential loss where you still had fun is a lot better than a win where you didn't.​
 
I’m already planning on leaving this site, but it’s not because of how harsh the site staff have gotten, but I do feel that the staff has gotten harsher ever since ACNH’s release.

I’m not gonna talk about yesterday’s incident since I knew whatever I did was wrong, but this year (prior to the incident), they made several questionable decisions that I didn’t approve of. Ever since the Blog Tree was down, the only place I can talk about stuff I normally post there is Brewster’s and the Basement, only to realize that I can’t even talk about some of that stuff anymore on these boards. It’s like freedom has been taken away. Have they gotten harsher because the community has grown compared to late 2016 to 2019, or is it because some of the stuff I did that they didn’t like has happened too many times, and they have been too lenient in the past?

As for why I’m leaving, I’m trying to break the habit of staying on forums. I’ve been too addicted to it. Additionally, I know that this site isn’t going to last forever. What if ACNH is the last AC game? What if the administrator quits and there’s nobody else willing to fill in his shoes? If this site dies, and I have not changed my habits, it will be hard to adapt. The reason why I’m still here is because I still have other things to go (buying mythical Pokémon, publishing my dream town, selling a collectible when it becomes tradable). I also want to participate in one more site event. But when I’m all done with that, I’ll be done with this site.
 
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