Same hereYou know what? This life thing is some pretty tough ****. Man, I find it hard to do the coursework for even thirty minutes. I don't even spend the day doing things I really enjoy, either; most of the time, it's just music, driving, and games - and those things have gone lackluster to me. I don't truly enjoy doing those things anymore. Sure, I may get a bit of an adrenaline rush when I drive down the city streets, but I just feel that life now is just a repetition. Perhaps what I need is something to change it up - maybe that, in turn, will motivate me into doing my schoolwork. New hobbies or something. 'Cause this **** is boring, and I'm not gettin' any younger.
I'll be better.look dude, if you're gonna pull this **** i'mma block you jesus
Yeah so I cried about leaving lmao...at least that's out of the way, letting one emotional buildup go. I handed in my resignation, my manager was real nice about it, everything is p much sorted.Same hereI feel like I waste away my days off work doing stuff that I feel no enjoyment in. I don't even feel any enjoyment in gaming anymore, unless my brother is here to play with me. After university finished I wanted to get back into arts and crafts, but my creativity and inspiration switched off immediately after my finals finished. I just feel so empty and numb. Maybe I just have to force myself to do something...
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The recruitment company seemed really good, and they seemed really willing to help me which is good. But it's temporary work, so the rosters are done on short notice, but you're pretty much guaranteed work except over the Christmas period. But I have to resign from my current job first...and uhhhh I didn't think it would be this hard. Yesterday I was thinking about how emotional I'd be and weird it would be, but today my brain has done the thing where it just switches off all emotion and ability to care. But I'm still nervous as hell to hand in my notice ;-; I don't want to walk in where everyone will see, because they'll question me and I'm not ready to answer them lol. I think I just need to admit to myself that I'll actually miss some of my coworkers so so much....
Been getting actually screamed at all night on Xbox by random dudes on mics in solo queue who don't even know how to play ApexWe're talking about the BASIC rules here. Not to mention, I carried the team for both of those squads while they were Shadows lol... Step aside.
In general also, I feel like people (for the most part) are getting more and more hostile and I'm just beyond tired at this point, man. No one gets along anymore.
It's not for you, just this annoying person in an MMORPG I play, sorry if it came off wrong.I would not recommend Campbell's Chunky Chipotle chicken and corn chowder. It's like an overly spiced, watery nacho cheese dip with chicken, beans and some mushy veggies.
I'll be better.
Been getting actually screamed at all night on Xbox by random dudes on mics in solo queue who don't even know how to play ApexWe're talking about the BASIC rules here. Not to mention, I carried the team for both of those squads while they were Shadows lol... Step aside.
In general also, I feel like people (for the most part) are getting more and more hostile and I'm just beyond tired at this point, man. No one gets along anymore.