What's Bothering You?

Our internet has always been very finicky, but it’s especially more finicky lately and I hate it. Just got it to work again last night, only for (what sounds like) the generator to get damaged, which also doesn’t even make sense because it’s not thunder-storming or even raining at the moment. It’s just overcast weather-wise. I’m on my hotspot at the moment, but I’m going to have to fix it again most likely if the generator is doing fine again. Can’t wait until I get my own place because this is absolutely ridiculous.

At least my bothers seem to be few and far between lately and the ones I do have are minimal or don’t last for long, lol.
 
I am once again thinking about something I normally don't think about and I have also never told anyone about myself.
 
People who are way too vague who get irate if you ask them to clarify but also get mad if you misinterpret what they said.
 
I am so not looking forward to having to apply to jobs again and going back to the work force. I don't want all that stress and bad moods and little to no time to myself. Esp with this whole Covid thing goin on and my state having it really bad.

But August 1st I have to start looking for jobs again😞
 
I dream too much and too vividly to the point where it has me questioning reality and my life choices when I wake up. That was the third time this week... :|
 
A n x i e t y , hello my old friend🙃 applied for a house (finally a proper family home for me and my babies) but now we’re just waiting for them to check it out, credit check etc and my anxiety is THROUGH THE ROOF😭 I’ve bitten all my nails to the point of sheer pain, I can’t focus and my head feels like it’s going to fall off. Oh and to top it off my baby girl has her injections today (I mean she’s 3, but she’s still my baby)🥺
 
Had something to drink and seems a bit of it went down the wrong pipe. Now I’m coughing a bunch. Always hate when that happens.

Also, I have a lot I need to get done today including work, so not sure if I should go to sleep now or just stay awake into the day. If it’s the latter option, I’m definitely going to need some coffee.
 
People who are way too vague who get irate if you ask them to clarify but also get mad if you misinterpret what they said.
welcome to the club, i hate that so hard... like uh be clear from start perhaps lol :/

also i knew this **** was gonna happen how hard is it for customs??!
 
I hate it when people write off something you like when you’re “too old” for it. Is there something wrong with wanting a plush toy? I’m considering asking for one on my birthday and yet that kind of mindset might not make it possible. It’s not like I’ll take it out in public... And what’s even worse is the person saying it is older than me and happens to have plush toys as well. Hypocrites...
 
Almost slipped on the kitchen floor because *someone* forgot to wipe up the water... Mom you're lazy especially when you're at home.
 
I hate it when people write off something you like when you’re “too old” for it. Is there something wrong with wanting a plush toy? I’m considering asking for one on my birthday and yet that kind of mindset might not make it possible. It’s not like I’ll take it out in public... And what’s even worse is the person saying it is older than me and happens to have plush toys as well. Hypocrites...
Absolutely nothing wrong with stuffed toys! I'm 28 and collect stuffed demonic plushies. 😈

Doing physical work while running on zero energy isn't fun. Struggling to sleep at night and there is ongoing construction work during the day. Death from caffeine abuse incoming.
 
I hate it when people write off something you like when you’re “too old” for it. Is there something wrong with wanting a plush toy? I’m considering asking for one on my birthday and yet that kind of mindset might not make it possible. It’s not like I’ll take it out in public... And what’s even worse is the person saying it is older than me and happens to have plush toys as well. Hypocrites...

Oh my god I feel u so much on this one, but!! there's no maximum age for plushies/toys, so if you're having fun then no one has a right to discriminate you, stay strong 💪
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Feeling a bit worried about not being smart enough for university again, I wish those thoughts of failing would go away!!
 
A little nervous about doing the new reporting process given the small time limit to do it... At least I will have help today and I can always ask if I am unsure on other days.

I hate it when people write off something you like when you’re “too old” for it. Is there something wrong with wanting a plush toy? I’m considering asking for one on my birthday and yet that kind of mindset might not make it possible. It’s not like I’ll take it out in public... And what’s even worse is the person saying it is older than me and happens to have plush toys as well. Hypocrites...

Yeah, this mindset of too old for certain things needs to vanish. Go for it! My room is loaded with Sonic the Hedgehog plushes and toys and I'm 26 lol.
 
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