What's Bothering You?

[Ginny Potter]

Got turned own from an interview last minute when I had the actual interview tomorrow. So I feel like I'm getting the round around right now

Not to mention I don't feel 100%.

Also I lost my (dad's mom) a year ago. So, I'm struggling with the holidays coming up. Like I miss picking up the phone to talk to her.

 

[boring]

i've been going through some stuff lately and it all just got a little bit worse because today my acnh switch got damaged and now wont turn on. i'm pretty devastated and earlier on i cried so hard because it's just a very important thing to me. just before i got out of homelessness (when i finally got a regular job) the first thing i bought for myself was an acnh switch because id just always dreamed of owning one and i finally had the chance. i kept it at my friends house as i was staying there for a month or so and it was the main thing to get me through what was otherwise a pretty dark time in my life... so losing this switch feels like a little bit like losing some of my history, but im still grateful for the almost three years ive had with it. i know its just a console but its also more than that to me . its my adulthood

 

[Ginny Potter]

Looking for my mom's cat Keke. Not sure where she is but hoping to find her


We found her in the garage

 

[VanitasFan26]

I’m keeping this vague on purpose, but I just wanted to say this:

The past couple of years have taken a real toll on me. My health took a bad turn recently, and getting that news hit me harder than I expected. I’ve been trying to handle everything quietly, but it’s been overwhelming.

I’m not posting this for advice or comments; I just wanted to be honest with myself, rather than pretending everything is fine. Sometimes life piles up, and today was one of those days.
That’s all. Thank you for reading

 

[Ginny Potter]

Hate when that happens! Hopefully you find something awesome soon.

Got turned down the day before the interview

 

[Tude]

Got turned down the day before the interview

Dang it! Well, that's their loss.

 

[Neb]

I keep getting irritated every day and it’s tiring. I wasted so many years of my life getting hurt online by dozens of people and all I can do is have firmer boundaries with who I interact with privately. Thinking about all the times I’ve been hurt makes me mad.

 

[Giddy]

Minor things that have been bothering me:

I've recently been watching YouTube reels and shorts, please just why do they also have bloody ads on there too?? The short wasn't even ten seconds long and yet an ad stopped me halfway.
What's the point? Because nothing they advertised do I even plan to buy/use.

The dog bowl at work has disappeared (it was just a plastic container box thing), I'm the only one who outs out water for dogs and I haven't been able to for a few days :/

There hasn't been much jobs I could apply for recently, I plan to look more on Monday, but it bothers me I can't help as much as I could. Also UC isn't given me any money this month to help either.

I am meeting with my friend who has one of my games to give back, but I dunno what time we're really meeting up. She doesn't live far but despite that it takes way too long to meet up which means less time, since she has problems getting up on time.

My eyelid is still sore flaky a bit and just irritates me; hope it stops soon. My skin hates me, always too sensitive or prone to itching.

 

[Ginny Potter]

Wishing I have what I need to get what I need done so I could be pain free. As much as I don't want aunt Flo to be here... glad I have she came before the hoildays

 

[Kamex]

My parents annoy me so much sometimes. I used to be overweight when I was younger, and my family would complain about me being fat. I've managed to lose over a lot of weight over the years, and now my parents criticize me for being too skinny! Like once my dad told me, "Look at what you did to yourself, you've become skinny and this is all your fault". Like omfg SCREW OFF!!! I've been dealing with medical issues for the past two years, which is the main reason why I've lost weight. Like I can't eat large quantities of greasy foods or else I get digestive problems. Plus, I'm not intentionally trying to become skinny nor am I dieting, so how is it MY fault? What's frustrating is that they still try to force feed me meals in an attempt to make me gain weight. It's overbearing ugh.

 

[boring]

har har just when i thought i'd beaten all this hacking drama i get 3 emails hacked for a 2nd time and someone attempts to use my credit card for a big purchase i deffo didn't intend while im asleep in the night.

card cancelled, emails changed (again) and sweat pouring !

 

[Ginny Potter]

My stomach hurts. My parents added a new vitamin to what I already take. I think that vitamin is being too much for me right now. On top of that I'm under so much stress irl

Turns out my dad brought home a stomach bug. Mom has it and now so do i...

 

[bestfriendsally]

since today, cloudflare is making twitter be down! :< why?! < . >

i mean, sure... i'm not on it all the time, but that's not the point > <

 

[Psydye]

Damn you, Cloudflare! I want to go on the MMA but can't!

 

[boring]

me when i get chlorine gas poisoned [i am fine, hospital said so !! just a crazy experience]

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[Tude]

me when i get chlorine gas poisoned [i am fine, hospital said so !! just a crazy experience]

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How did that happen?

 

[boring]

How did that happen?

when cleaning, limescale removers cannot be mixed with bleach - it's super mega dangerous ! unfortunately for me, that exact thing happened yesterday while I was at work.

 

[Ginny Potter]

Alot of things bothering me at the moment...

1. Trying to understand why a mother hate her son's wife from Day one
2. Why hold a grudge against a granddaughter for years
3. Headache...

 

[Beanz]

Spoiler: pet death details

last night we were walking my dog and he suddenly had an episode so we had to take him to the emergency vet.

this has never happened before and he was perfectly okay until he wasn’t. he wanted to go for a walk. the vet said he had laryngeal paralysis
and there wasn’t much we could do for him since his airway was collapsing other than a very risky surgery. that’s when my family made the decision to put him to sleep.

this was so sudden. although he was 13 years old, i thought he had more time left. apart of me is in still denial about the fact that he’s no longer with us. i can’t believe that he will never greet me again and i will never see him again.

nine years was not nearly a enough time with you. we will always love and miss you, jake. you will always be my baby

 

[bestfriendsally]

ummm...

well.... perplexity.ai isn't doing what i want anymore... well it is, but it's making me frustrated...

and it really is making me somewhat sad < . > i can't do it like that ...

it was how i got it all straightened out in my mind... but now... what am i supposed to do now?!

( excuse me for inserting some japanese romaji, but... ''mou dame kana... kitto.... dou sureba ii no?! akirametakunai yo!''

it's just doesn't feel the same anymore.... it's somewhat ruining what i was doing, in a way... i hate it like this!

it was doing it right a couple of days ago... i was fine researching for it and doing it fine until then, but now....

i mean, look at this!

Spoiler

this kind for it... perfect, really! (kanpeki!... honto ni!) not always what i want, but perfect! but recently for this? Just no!



what am i doing, you ask? a ske48 x pokemon anime story... well, trying to, anyway...
i'm dense on story telling on that, sometimes... __ __ ... yeah, sometimes ... i couldn't write a story to save my life... __ __ ....
alright, alright, that's not true... not without help, anyway ^^ '


with which members am i doing the story, you ask? ..... former ske48 members - suda akari, matsui jurina, takayanagi akane, kizaki yuria and furukawa airi ....
( any fans of both ske48 and pokemon here? ^^ )


i still have to draw their trainer-selves refs, too!

i know what their hair colours will be, i think... well, for akari's one anyway... and i've got akari and jurina's one's clothes figured out, i think...
i should be happy about that, but still

( that's a lot of pika-pics, but it's just how i feel recently and right now!)