What's Bothering You?

Got turned own from an interview last minute when I had the actual interview tomorrow. So I feel like I'm getting the round around right now

Not to mention I don't feel 100%.

Also I lost my (dad's mom) a year ago. So, I'm struggling with the holidays coming up. Like I miss picking up the phone to talk to her.
 
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i've been going through some stuff lately and it all just got a little bit worse because today my acnh switch got damaged and now wont turn on. i'm pretty devastated and earlier on i cried so hard because it's just a very important thing to me. just before i got out of homelessness (when i finally got a regular job) the first thing i bought for myself was an acnh switch because id just always dreamed of owning one and i finally had the chance. i kept it at my friends house as i was staying there for a month or so and it was the main thing to get me through what was otherwise a pretty dark time in my life... so losing this switch feels like a little bit like losing some of my history, but im still grateful for the almost three years ive had with it. i know its just a console but its also more than that to me . its my adulthood
 
I’m keeping this vague on purpose, but I just wanted to say this:

The past couple of years have taken a real toll on me. My health took a bad turn recently, and getting that news hit me harder than I expected. I’ve been trying to handle everything quietly, but it’s been overwhelming.

I’m not posting this for advice or comments; I just wanted to be honest with myself, rather than pretending everything is fine. Sometimes life piles up, and today was one of those days.
That’s all. Thank you for reading
 
I keep getting irritated every day and it’s tiring. I wasted so many years of my life getting hurt online by dozens of people and all I can do is have firmer boundaries with who I interact with privately. Thinking about all the times I’ve been hurt makes me mad.
 
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