What's Bothering You?

I was ready to decorate a vacation home for Sherb in Happy Home Paradise but they want me to do a luxury hotel for Nan instead. 😡
I don't want to 😡 I want Sherb and his fantasy them park! That hotel even steal one of my spot for someone else.
I'm super annoyed.
 
Very minor: I’m worried that tonight in game I sounded rude or angry. I wasn’t mad at all but I’m worried it came out that way. I had a lot of fun tonight. I’m probably worrying for no reason; still, I’m just having fun when we play and I worry that what I say comes out wrong or my tone since I have trouble reading tones too. Some of the stuff I say in ghost chat too, now that I think about it maybe they come off angry sounding when I was just having fun and joking and being silly about some things. like if an imp kills me or someone susses me when I’m crew, i get confused (when it comes to being sussed) but I really am not mad. I don’t mind if imp kills me either.

Maybe I need to not joke so much since when it comes to rl situations at least, it always falls flat since my sense of humor is bad and just embarrasses me. I say a lot of dumb stuff when I have too much fun or am excited too

I really hope I didn’t make anyone uncomfortable or upset.
 
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I don't want to go to work today.

I know I've a big task coming in today that is due tomorrow. One it is already late as the deadline was last week, but two I'm supposed to have more notice than this even for short-notice stuff in general. 😕
 
why'd i ever delete my slayers amv of ''get along'' self-tag version (megumi hayashibara (lina)... the eng subbed & romaji subbed, that is.. from lightworks & re-eng & romaji subtitle it?!
it was fine as it was, i realize now.... __ __

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but as lina would say in s3 ep 7 said:
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listen, lina... you can say that, & you're kinda right about that.... but.... it was one of your songs i did it to __ __
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oh well....
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i think i made the subtitles a little better
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& i sorta remember where they went before, after the original raw...
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I've been really obsessed with my weight lately. I lost a lot of weight because I haven't really been eating as much junk food as I used to (which is a good thing), not to mention I'm constantly walking around at my job. I'm also worried about spending too much money on food, so I'm like "oh well, I might as well starve." 🫠

My problem is that I wanna watch what I eat, but I also don't wanna develop an eating disorder in the process. My little sister is skinnier than me (but she's not anorexic) and it makes me feel jealous of her. I wish I could be as skinny as her so I could wear all sorts of cute ✨ aesthetic ✨ looking outfits and won't have to worry about being "too fat." Even though I'm at a healthy weight, I would be considered "overweight" according to my BMI, and it makes me feel like I'm fat.
 
My mental health is just getting worse despite my best efforts of trying to improve my life. Was supposed to work but I had another crisis and told my manager I'm not working today because I couldn't stop crying and hyperventilating. At this point, I'm not sure I'll even make it.
 
I don't - no I don't agree with this POkemon X&Y, i have played this game three seperate times already recently, and please tell me why, each time I set foot into Route 6, I come across KECLEON
A pokemon whose encounter rate is 5%!!!!!! What is going ON
I wanted my sword ghost guy but no. I just wanted to try the lil ghost sword out but no. Like I do have my other physical copies of X and Y but I swear, Im almost finished them? I can't remember.
I still haven't caught it yet, but just staring at this encounter.
(playing a nuzlocke so I have to take them as my first encounter)


On other news, my boss has asked me if I wanted to do the closing times at work on Thursday and Friday, and not for a limited time either. That would be 3pm-6pm
Technically, hell no I dont want to, but also to have a little bit of money, I dunno. I know I don't want Friday due to being pety. But I am maybe gonna do Thursday and not really looking forward to it. I just want a job outside of food stuff.
 
I've been off the forums (kind of) for the past few days. The good thing is that I can focus on more important things, but real life isn't getting any better and I can't stop worrying about my partner.

I hope to be more active maybe starting on or after my birthday, but no guarantees.
 
Kind of bummed out after seeing that an actor who has been in a number of movies I enjoy, and who apparently has a reputation as a kind person, has been admitted into hospice for gradual end of life care.

Having to deal with its effects as it has claimed a relative and seeing firsthand what it does to people, there are few things I hate more than dementia. It's horrid and, frankly, terrifying.
 
I've had stomach problems since last year, and I have an endoscopy tomorrow, so I have to go under anesthesia. I've only gone under anesthesia once before when I was a child, so I'm a bit nervous. Medical procedures in general make me anxious
 
not feeling well at all today. was doing okay earlier on in the day, but just went downhill from there and i haven't been able to get anything done today and the day has not gone how i wanted it to. i thought i was starting to feel better and less sick, and then it doubled down and gave me a pounding headache and discomfort. people once again decided to come over my house when me and the fam are ALL sick, and we have guests over constantly. when we're not sick it's literally everyday, unless we get lucky and possibly one or two days of the week we have to ourselves. its really saying something when we have guests over more days of the week than not. i get that our house is quite the gathering place, and i love all my relatives dearly, but i don't think its asking for too much not to have people invite themselves over our house pretty much every day of the week. my siblings and i, at least, only have so much energy to socialize and simply cannot keep up with this everyday, and i think its quite common knowledge not to insist on inviting yourself over a germ-infested house where everyone is sick. we do not have the energy to entertain you. we are exhausted, in pain, discomfort, and our head is spinning all-round. plus, you'll get sick too, and we don't want that.
ive been feeling very faint/dizzy lately and have been seemingly blacking out and falling to the ground these past few days. my attacks/episodes frequent, and i don't understand what goes on in my head lately. i went to my room today, turned off the light, laid on the ground while my bed was right in front of me, and started staring at the wall. my mom and sister came in my room and i couldn't even bring myself to speak. they wanted to bring me to my bed to lay down and i refused to get up and tensed up in silence. i laid there for at least 2 hours, not sleeping, not resting, just staring, and i still don't understand why. people ask me what's going on, how do i feel when it happens, and i just don't have the answer. i don't understand either, i am just as confused as them, and i am so so tired of not knowing. i just want the results of my test to be back soon, please. im hoping they call about when my mri test is scheduled, too, as i want to get it done asap. i have never been so desperate. i am so very tired right now.
 
Found out about the cinna valkyrae situation today.

Absolutely disgusted with what happened to them, and them getting backlash from being rightfully terrified of the situation just boils my blood. It's a very, very personal thing for me because I've experienced something similar when I was a minor, and it's something I never wish on anyone, especially kids. I don't want to get too into details but I'm just grateful my family was very protective of me when it all went down because god knows I was shaking with fear. I avoided going out for like, a week? And the first few times I did go out afterwards I asked my mom to come with me everywhere. I was so, so scared. Thankfully nothing happened but still, this shouldn't have happened in the first place if some adults just acted their age.

Back to the topic, the way some comments are like, "They're too sensitive, they're doing it for views, much worse has happened to others, this is literally nothing" all appal me; the internet truly sucks you of any sort of sympathy when you're anonymous, huh. Yes, nothing physically bad happened, but these things can scar and traumatize you for life, man. Mentally they will never be the same person they were before the incident. Not to mention I think one of them struggles with PTSD (not sure, I just read somewhere) and I just feel so bad for all the girls.

I'm so... I dunno. Of course I can't 100% say if it's fake or real, but more often than not it is real, and more often than not these things go unnoticed by the public eye. They're lucky to have each other and a camera rolling, imagine those who have not been as lucky? And it's insane that even still with the camera rolling, many are calling them fake. It's like no one wants to believe these stories anymore regardless of the evidence. It's saddening. Please, please take care of yourselves and loved ones. Please be kind to each other. The world can be a truly scary and cruel place.
 
I am still worried about Finn. Although he mostly has his personality, he has to take medicine to eat, and has been getting up at night just to walk around the house. (Despite his dizziness) He has a grooming appointment tomorrow, (which is a mobile groomer, thank God) but I hope he’s up to it.

I know this vestibular stuff takes time, but this is third week with it, and it can last 2-3 weeks. He has good days and bad days, but I hope he recovers soon.
 
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