I've been really obsessed with my weight lately. I lost a lot of weight because I haven't really been eating as much junk food as I used to (which is a good thing), not to mention I'm constantly walking around at my job. I'm also worried about spending too much money on food, so I'm like "oh well, I might as well starve."
My problem is that I wanna watch what I eat, but I also don't wanna develop an eating disorder in the process. My little sister is skinnier than me (but she's not anorexic) and it makes me feel jealous of her. I wish I could be as skinny as her so I could wear all sorts of cute

aesthetic

looking outfits and won't have to worry about being "too fat." Even though I'm at a healthy weight, I would be considered "overweight" according to my BMI, and it makes me feel like I'm fat.